- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
November 2005[::] December 2005[::] January 2006[::] February 2006[::] March 2006[::] April 2006[::] May 2006[::] June 2006[::] July 2006[::] August 2006[::] September 2006[::] October 2006[::] November 2006[::] December 2006[::] January 2007[::] February 2007[::] March 2007[::] April 2007[::] May 2007[::] June 2007[::] July 2007[::] August 2007[::] September 2007[::] October 2007[::] November 2007[::] December 2007[::] January 2008[::] February 2008[::] March 2008[::] April 2008[::] May 2008[::] June 2008[::] July 2008[::] August 2008[::] December 2008[::]
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
I spent d 1st few yrs of my life growing up at my grandparents' hse. Dere was a bicycle shop dwnstairs, I rem, my grandpapa used 2 bring mi dwn to look at them v.often. I loved bicycles. Small 4-wheeled 1s, toy trishaws, d type tt has a seat at d back n u can pretend u r ferrying ppl by putting dolls on it. I had them all. Grandpapa would buy every 1 tt I wanted n I'd happily lug it upstairs wif him n ride ard their tiny 3 room hdb flat (: Of cos wif my gdmama grumbling tt my bikes r takin up all d space in d hse :P
It's a tiny flat. 8 ppl living in a 3 room flat is no joke but I loved it. I loved d cosiness, d noise n d many ppl spueezing on mattresses on d floor at nite.
I was d 1st grandchild in d family n had all d love n attention of e1. I rem hw grandpapa wld buy me a duck drumstick wen he came hm frm work, hw he'd buy me toys n pencil boxes, d type tt has many hidden compartments which will pop out wen u press certain buttons. Tinkg back, none of d tgs he bot me was cheap. N hafg to support a big family then, I nw wonder hw he managed 2 buy so many tgs for me.
So many yrs haf passed, I'm no longer grandpapa's fave grandchild. I haf dis cute little teddy bear-loving cuzzie who looks a little like him :) He's v.attached to grandpapa cos he's been taking care of him since he was a little baby. He's so close to him tt he wears grandpapa's pants :D I cldnt stop laughing wen I heard d story frm my aunt, his mom :D
But I noe grandpapa still loves me :) He still asks me wat I wana eat wenever he sees me n I'll ask him to fry his special maggi mee wif lots of chilli which I love so much :) He'd gladly oblige n happily fry lots of it for me :) Grandpapa is a great cook n cooking for us is his way of showing his love :)
Grandmama told me tt wen they were younger, grandpapa's temper was v.bad. Used 2 get in2 terrible moods wenever he was drunk, which was quite often. He loves to drink. He used to drink at least a bottle of stout e'nite, nowadays he drinks 1 can per nite. He eats etg, which explains his big roung tum tum :P but he nv got sick. In my whole 25 yrs, I've nv heard of him being sick. He's alwys d 1 who takes care of e1 else wen we were sick. Actuali, I don even rem him hafg a stand of white hair. In my mind, he's alwys been tt young, chubby, dark-haired, black-framed spec guy who brot me to put paper boats in d drains at Telok Blangah Green n watch them flow away.
I visited him at d hospital last nite. He's been admitted cos dere's water in his lungs :( Wen I saw him, I realised..as I was racing against time everyday at work, at play, I forgot to stop n look at him. He's no longer tt young, chubby, dark-haired, black-framed spec guy who brot mi to d drains at Telok Blangah Green. His hair r all white n dere r many fine lines on his face nw.
But underneath d white hair n wrinkles, it is still d grandpapa who dotes on me so much, d grandpapa whom I love so much. Get well soon, grandpapa. I wan u to fry me maggi mee wif lots of chilli again :) N I wana bring u n grandmama out to mum mum again :)
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Tuesday, April 15, 2008
10:44 AM