- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
November 2005[::] December 2005[::] January 2006[::] February 2006[::] March 2006[::] April 2006[::] May 2006[::] June 2006[::] July 2006[::] August 2006[::] September 2006[::] October 2006[::] November 2006[::] December 2006[::] January 2007[::] February 2007[::] March 2007[::] April 2007[::] May 2007[::] June 2007[::] July 2007[::] August 2007[::] September 2007[::] October 2007[::] November 2007[::] December 2007[::] January 2008[::] February 2008[::] March 2008[::] April 2008[::] May 2008[::] June 2008[::] July 2008[::] August 2008[::] December 2008[::]
Friday, February 29, 2008
Guess where we went ytd!! I've been pestering little boy 2 bring me here for months :P
Hehehee, dis cute disney-themed restaurant at Anchorpoint called Disney Naturally :D
Dere was a listing of movies dey play for each day :) N a tv screen showing d nutritional benefits of diff types of foodies n fruits. Anor screen showing d daily specials. Menu came in a little booklet wif reali cute names :)
Some cute cute decos ard d pl. Seats in d shape of mickey mousie n dere were comps wif disney games 4 kiddies 2 play wif too :)
Foodie time!! :D
We shared a Fairy Godmother's Magic (strawberry + cranberry + blueberry), Ratatouille's Recipe (soup of d day - mushie chowdie), Enchanted Twirls (macaroni n cheesie), Pete's Pan (pepperoni n mozzie cheese). Drink was poorly blended cos dere were still chunks of ice in it -.-''' Mushie soup was good wen hot. Mac n cheese was so-so cos I m alwys biased 2wds Kenny Roger's n nowhere else's can match up :P Pizzie was quite nice! D crust was made of spinach n some herbs, not ur normal bread crust :)
Price tho not v.v.cheap, was quite reasonable.
Nt a bad pl to experience :) Many families wif kiddies went dere 4 dinnie. I tink we were d onli table wif all adults :P Walked ard after tt. Anchorpoint has changed so much after d reno! So many news shops n restaurants! :D Little boy was quite amazed :P We were torn btn settling for dessert at a HK cafe or coffee at a coffee cafe :P Dec'd on dessie in d end ;)
Milk puddie + mango pomelo sago (: Both nt too sweet, nice! Puddie was not 2 strong n d mango pomelo was creamy wif chunks of swt swt mango in it :) But I was too full le so little boy had 2 finish both :P
Dear, we haf our differences n trying times, smtimes we even haf 2 try v.hard..but I promise u I wun gif up so easily nimore..
As u said, we've come so far tgt n we will stay tgt 4 d rest of our lives :) I dono if I can live 4 anor 69 yrs 2 fulfil ur wish but I'll try my v.best to :) *muacks*
12:24 AM
Thursday, February 28, 2008
I read dis on d Mr Brown webbie n smiled to myself - LINK
D lovely childishness n pure innocence of children b4 d society turns them in2 d total opposite.
Sometimes I wish I m a kiddo too :)
5:31 PM
For all dose who r concerned, don wori, etg's fine wif mi n little boy le. Mb I over reacted or made too big a fuss over smtg v.small. I noe he loves mi n tinks tt I'm d most impt tg in d world.
He's reali sweet. After sending his frd 2 d airport dis morn, he went 2 White Sands n bot my fave Cottage Pies chickie pies n strawberry sweethearts :) 9 pies of diff flavors + 2 strawberries :) N he drove 2 my office 2 pass them to me. But hor, I had a $200 co. lunch so I cant eat any of d pies nw :P I tink I shdnt b mad at him nimore (: 可能我真得太小气了吧 :( He's actuali quite nice nice de :P
Hapi 16 mths, darling *hugz*
2:20 PM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Work was so so so boring 2dae. Janet n I were counting dwn d painful mins to 6pm. D onli tg I had 2 look 4wd to was meeting Di for gym after work. Little boy is on his block leave nw n I cant even sms him cos, quoting his exact words, "replying u wen my frd is ard v.weird leh." Wat else do I haf 2 say?
Brose asked mi once wen I was out wif him n he saw me replying little boy's msg - "would u feel irritated or hapi if ur bf msg u wen u r out wif ur frds?" My ans 2 him was v.clear, "I wun feel nitg special but I'd reply if I can. If I m bz I'd tell him I'll reply him later." I asked little boy then, n his ans 2 me was d same. Nw, I noe hw he truely feels.
I'm nt blaming him cos tt's hw he is, d way he feels. But tt statement felt like a slap in my face, it tells me hw significant I m 2 him. I onli matter wen no1 else is ard. He may nt haf meant it tt way but tt statement was conveyed tt way.
Many tgs on my mind nw, so many issues r so contradicting, I dono wat 2 tink or feel. I reali dono. Sudd feel so lost..n wen I feel lost, I tend 2 haf silly thots which I reali don wan 2 haf..but mb dis is hw he's feeling too? Sighs..
Niwaes, met Di for a workout at Pan Pac gym den dinnie. I had wanton mee n she had curry chickie noodie :P Kinda defeated d purpose of our workout :P Walked ard 4 awhile as I was waiting for Eric (no, not little boy) 2 come pick me to s11 for a drink n tok abt some insurance stuff.
We've known each for 9 yrs, nxt yr can celebrate 10th anniversary le :) Thru out d yrs, he has nv failed 2 b dere 4 me, no matter hw bz he is. N he told mi a little secret jus nw - d main reason he persuaded his parents 2 buy deir terrace house near my pl back den was 2 b nearer 2 mi, so tt he can alwys b dere 4 mi. Either I seemed 2 b a v.problematic person last time, or he was jus reali swt :P So many yrs le, tinkg back on it makes us laugh :)
Nw I'm homie le, bathed n slpy but not feeling any better. Tks boy, for pang seh-ing ur frd to drive me back. N tks Di, for lending mi a listening ear :)
我好烦, 需要些时间好好去想...
11:45 PM
为什么还一直提回忆？那一些快乐代替不了几年的痛。既然已经要各走各的，就笑着祝福对方好吗?
别再勉强着不可能的幸福了，好好地过彼此的生活吧。。
Love is not easy. Beneath this fairytale blog, little boy n I do haf our differences n trying times. Even tho dere were no outright shouting matches, I noe dere r times wen he cant stand me n times wen I cant accept his "reasons/explanations" for d tgs he do.
Tt's y I alwys believe tt love is nt perfect, neither is it abt finding a perfect person, it's seeing an imperfect person perfectly. N in my eyes, no1 can b more perfect 4 mi dan my little boy n I noe he feels d exact same way abt me...
2:40 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008
Is love, happiness n trust all tt's needed in a r/ship? Wat abt understanding? Wat if no matter hw 1 party trys 2 explain smtg but d otr party jus does nt get it..wat happens den?
Sighs...
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I've been eating non-stop d whole day. Had maggi mee dwnstairs wif little boy 4 breakie b4 he sent mi 4 my course, 1030 am got tea break, 1230 lunchie, 3pm tea break again, 6pm dinnie -_- Little boy came 2 mt me 4 lunchie n we went 2 dis hawker centre nearby 2 mum mum (:
Carrotie cake smelled nicer dan it tasted =/ Chickie wif preserved vege nice nice n he loved his peanut ice kachang :P Training was oki, quite interesting. Well at least I din fall aslp :P Little boy made reservation at Waraku 4 dinnie! :D
We ordered onli d pastie n pizzie at 1st but d servings were 2 tiny so we had 2 get anor mushie omlette :P Dessie was a raspberry ice cake..I thot it tt meant raspberry flavored ice but it's ice cream ;) Wif dark chocolate sauce :D Etg was nice nice! :D
Walked abit after tt den homie le :) Nw we r both sitting opp each otr surfing net on our lappies n watching 突围行动 :P I don like him. He 偷偷 went 2 watch d last disc wen I was bathing n he don wan 2 tell mi who died!!! ~.@ Grrrr *bites*
8:21 PM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Sat afternoon n I'm homie cos little boy is out dating wif anor guy :P Hee, no la, he's being a tour guide to his Taiwanese frd who's here on a biz trip. We jus sent him 2 d hotel n dear dear sent me homie 2 rest b4 jetting out 2 bring him ard again.
My little boy muz b totali tired out. We wokie at 730am n rushed 2 White Sands for breakie. Reached dere at ard 850am, car park was alrd full -_-''' Managed 2 get a lot at d housing estate car park opp. Had breakie at Swensens :)
Swensens breakie is deeelicious! I had d poached eggie on creamy spinach. N cheesy sausie. Yum yum! :D Plus dey gaf us 2 drinks! Coffee n juice (: But d hashbrown was cold de :( Onli tt 1 is no nice nice. Queued to go 2 d airshow after tt. I cldnt believe d queue!! D show starts at 930 am, we queued at ard tt time but dere were thousands of ppl in d queue!!
C d no. of ppl in d pic n multiply it by abt 2000. D queue went circles ard d whole shopping centre. Queueing took abt half hr (IN D HOT HOT SUN), d bus ride took anor half hr, queueing to get in 2 d exhibition hall + all d security chks took anor abt 10 mins or so. After all tt, we could onli walk ard 4 abt an hr b4 we had 2 go fetch his frd frm d airport :P
Couple of pics little boy took. I cld c he was v.disappointed cos he reali wanted 2 look at all d displays, esp d airplane performance. Nm la dear, u can go again 2 yrs later :) But unless we camp overnite at White Sands d nite b4 n r among d 1st 1s dere, or else u go wif didi oki? :P
Ytd was fun (: Went 2 little ant's hse 2 watch tv den n watch him play mj wif pilot n andrea. Den to Boat Quay 4 dinpie (dinnie + suppie) wif them n 1 stick n her bf. D 2 of them arrived jus wen we were gg out cos we thot dey r nt comin alrd :P We chose 2 go Boat Quay cos we wanted 2 wait 4 Jy 2 finish work. N haha, by d time we left Mac at 12am, she was still in office -_-
Sunday loooo :( But oki la, tmr n Tues I'm on course ;) Hopefuli it'll end early n I donid 2 return 2 fee fee! :D I'm watching 突围行动 nw :) Quickly come home 2 pei mi k, dear? My show ending le :(
2:45 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008
Gooooooood afternoooooon little ones!!!!! :D Welcome 2 anor episode of the Beanie Special!! :D 2dae we c beanie drinkg mushie soupie! Njoy! :D
N nw, boys n gers, we haf come 2 d end of d Beanie Special :) Tks 4 watching n haf a nice day! :D Pls oso pray 4 mi tt she wun kill mi n will still talk 2 mi via webcam after dis :P
PS: Don u guys tink she looks like Pichon Kun? She doesnt seem 2 tink so leh..
D head same same shape 1, jus inverted...super cute! :D
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Friday, February 29, 2008
12:24 AM
munchie munchie
