- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
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Sunday, December 30, 2007
Hapi new yr's eve eve e1 :) Jus in case I don get 2 blog b4 midnite tmr, I shall pen my thots for 2007 nw. I'm using my desktop nw cos my dad's cleaning my room n it's freaking dusty. Haven been using dis desktop since little boy got me my lappie. Kinda lost where all d files r :P
Isit me or did 2007 pass by in a whizz? Mb as a person ages, e'yr will seem like a fleeting memory. It's d 1st time I started off d yr n m ending it wif d same guy. N he's still as swt n loving 2wds me, if nt sweeter n more loving, as a yr ago (expect 4 some occasional ... :P). I hope d rest of d yrs of my life will b d same too :)
2007 has been a relatively gd yr 4 me. Nt onli did I celebrate 1 yr wif little boy, I'm oso d closest I've ever been wif my family. Since young I've nv reali been close 2 my parents n tt short moving out a couple yrs back din do tgs any good. Mb I've been stubborn but dere were some tgs I cldnt let go off since childhood. But smhw, dis yr, w/o even hafg 2 reali try, it seems our rship got better.
Work-wise, ntg much 2 brag abt but ntg much 2 complain abt either. Collegs r nice, work's quite easy..I'm waitin 4 my bonus 2 c if I shd cont anor yr or start reading d job ads tt Jobstreet sends me again.
Friends-wise, I've got d best 1s in d world. I had 2 bid farewell 2 1 of them dis yr but I believe he's in a better place, lookin dwn at us, smiling :) Tt thot is enuff 2 make me smile as well.
2007 has been a yr of short getaways. Bintan, Genting, Batam, Desaru. Tho d places were jus neighbouring islands, it was still nice 2 travel wif my loved 1s, even if it was onli 4 d day. Little boy promised 2 bring me 2 Taiwan nxt yr n I wana go HK n prob Bangkok or some resort wif Di n Ter :)
I was readin my old blog (which was onli known to abt 3 ppl). It had alot of poems n lyrics I made up 2 vent my sadness n frustrations. I kept tt blog for d last 4 mths I was wif Joe; nt 1 post was a hapi post. Nt even during my bdae..
"My steps feel so heavy. The clouds r so dark..they r no longer the brite brite clouds which I can imagine pics & form fairytales from. The clouds r dark & menacing but it jus doesn't rain. There's no relief. Whichever direction I take leads me to a road filled with shattered glass pieces, a road which leads me to nowhere. & I haf no shoes. Each step feels like a tonne. Each piece of glass cuts deeply into my sole. But surprisingly, I don feel the pain. I jus con't walking & walking & walking. The road has no destination, neither does it haf a U-turn. So I jus walk & walk & walk...There's no1 else with me. Onli the darkness of the clouds, the blood on my soles, a tired heart, broken promises & shattered dreams..."
Jus by reading dose painful words, I felt as tho I was re-living tt nitemare again. I promised myself I'll nv go back 2 tt life again. 2007 oso marks my stepping away frm him. If 3 yrs of lies n empty promises were nt enuff 4 mi 2 realize he'll nv change, d way he treated his mom finali was. His words don affect me nimore :)
A quote I made up in tears den, makes me smile nw..
"True love canot b found where it truly does not exist..nor can it b hidden where it truly does."
So true isnt it? :) Fame, intelligence, wealth..u may haf etg but ur life isnt complete til u find love. N I've found d hardest 1, d 1 tt completes my life :) Haf u?
I don usuali believe in resolutions but I shall make 1 for 2008 - I wont let a single person determine my happiness or sadness. No1 has tt kinda rite over any person's life to do tt :) N of cos, as usual, all d ppl who r in my life nw, will still b in it 4 d nxt yr :) I dono wat 2008 has in store 4 me but wif little boy holding my hand wif e'step I take, I noe dere's ntg I canot overcome (:
B4 I pen off, here's wishing e1 who reads my blog a Hapi Hapi 2008 n stay healthy alwys :) Hapi new yr's eve eve, little 1s! :D
12:19 PM
Saturday, December 29, 2007
It was our 14 mth bdae ytd! :D
Been eatin 2 much dis mth so we dec'd 2 go 2 somepl simple n semi nice nice instd. Roamed ard Holland V, settled dwn in dis dark cosy restaurant called Amici :)
Complimentary bread bread as usual..
Red wine n watie..
Calamari (award winning de :P)..d batter was nice nice n d sotong was springy :)
Squid ink pasta wif cod fishie n squid..deeeelicious! D cod fish jus melts in ur mouth I tell u...yumi yumi! But dey onli gaf abt 3 pieces :(
4 cheese pizzie. Dar said it's much better dan Winebos's but I tink he's jus biased cos he tinks tt ntg dere is nice :P D pizzie was so big we had 2 pack half of it homie :P
Dessert! :D I asked 4 a candle on our tiramisu (oso award winning de wor) n told d waitress it was his bdae :D :D :D He looked at me wif a -___-''' face. Lol~
D tiramisu was so yumi! D sponge was totali soaked in alcohol n...I dono hw 2 describe la, it was jus reali gd :) Service was gd too (: A waitress saw us takin pics n asked us if we wanted her 2 help us take :)
Tho it wasnt v.well taken but still, it was nice of her 2 offer :D Homie after tt 2 watch tv den slp slp early cos little boy has 2 work d nxt day :(
It's d nxt day nw n he jus left 4 workie :( Smtimes I wish he doesnt haf 2 work n can jus stay home wif me 24/7 :P I'm tryin 2 get my printer 2 print a tiny photie but it still comes out in d normal 4R size =/ Give up -.- Lunchie time! Go mum mum loooo! Haf a nice wkend, little 1s :D
9:41 AM
Friday, December 28, 2007
Talks abt dis pl made me tink tt d food here is like super super ex. I was feeling a wee bit moody cos of d boredom so I dec'd 2 pamper myself n haf tea here 4 lunch after eatg d sandwich little boy got me. Turns out, it's nt tt ex after all. Plus, d ambience was reali nice :) I had a window seat wif a nice view..
relatively empty road on a cloudy afternoon
Dey used pretty china :)
Nt bad but no matter hw nice tea is, it still taste like...tea. I wanted 2 try d foie gras salad but smtg in d cake display caught my eye!
No, nt d cake..it's d reindeer on top of d cake :D I cldnt resist, I ordered d cakie instd :P Almond pear cakie :) Nice! I finished almst d whole slice cos d almond taste was mmmm~ :) D foie gras salad will haf 2 wait 4 d nxt time I feel moody again 2 try :P Wen I was payin 4 d bill, dere was dis cute little gingiehouse bs d counter :D
close-up of d little peeps living in d gingiehouse :)
A slice of cakie + a pot of tea = $13.80. I tink it's cheaper dan even Coffeebean :) N d best part? I get 2 bring d reindeer back! :D :D :D
Came back 2 office n showed it 2 Shirley excitedly..
Me: Seeee!!!!!! Cute horrrr!!!!! Shirley: -.-''' Aiyo... Me: Dey got red libbin n green libbin de leh!! I chose d red 1!! *mks d reindeer jump ard her desk* Shirley: -_______-'''
Hehehehe :D :D :D Hapi Friday little 1s! :)
2:06 PM
1st it was d blur hippo bag frm mama giraffe, den d big pink cat frm my boss, den d pinkie mouthless cat pouch n melody candies frm Janet..
Smtimes I cant help but wonder if ppl actuali noe tt I'm alrd 24? :P But hees, it's sweet la :) N I like pink too (: D tin of cookies r frm Shirley. My co. has jus abt these few ppl :P
Beanie asked mi out 4 din at 5+ pm on Wed. I threw aside all my plans 2 acc her *beams* Wei da hor? :D :D :D The pl I wanted 2 go was closed :( So we took a "romantic" walk under her tiny umbrella 2 Blu Jaz..
For her sake, I shall say I drank d whole 2 bottles *blink blink* B4 a stupid fly (no, not me) flew in2 my glass =/Beanie playin wif d cheese in her cheese sticks..
Dono y she had such problems chewing it :P I took pics of d foodie but dey turned out reali blur so d onli pretti pretti 1 I haf is..
Ta-dah! Brownie! :D Mei mei hor? We barely ate it tho cos we were 2 full frm dinnie :P D sambal seafood fried rice was nice nice! We dec'd 2 order a brownie cos she said once she ordered n it was jus a plain brownie n anor time it was decorated nice nicely..so we wanted 2 c if dis time 1 is nice or nt :P Chat chat den homie. Little boy got me..
We saw an ad of dis free chippie bag wif a Theodore toy wen u buy First mag. I went 2 find but realised it was actuali d prev issue n was sold out at mst places le..but he managed 2 find it 4 me! :) Plus a little tatty bear n a Xmas card tt came a little too late. Tks dear :)
Ytd, gz gaf me a lunchie treat at Central..
Maggi mee wif luncheon meat n eggy is nice nice! :) After tt I scurried off 2 get a little pressie 4 him 2 help mi pass 2 Tracy..
Mousie chocs! Pretty! :D N dey got me..
A big leaf n pencil is frm gz which I chose myself abt 2 mths back..hahas :D
It's Fri!! :D My office is practically empty cos mst of them r on leave n I'm feelin exactly like d pic. I'm d onli person in my dept here 2dae n I haf no idea wat 2 do cos e1 went on leave w/o tellin mi wat 2 f/up on. Wee -.- So either I hide under my table n pretend I'm nt here or try 2 find out wat I haf 2 do by reading abt 50,000 emails..I choose d former. Hiding is alwys easier dan finding..lol~ Sighs, I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored!!! Cant wait 2 knock off..I wana go eat nice nice mum mum! :D Haas..tink I've been eatin 2 much dis mth le :( But it's Fri! Excusable la hor? :P Ohoh! Giraffe's comin back frm HK tmr!! Oie! U better haf nice pressies 4 me ok! :P Sighs, isit 6pm yet??? :(
10:02 AM
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Seasons greetings little 1s :) Simple Xmas eve, wasnt reali in d mood for celebration. Little boy brot me 2 a nice cozy restaurant at d golf club at Sentosa 4 din.
Our table was nt ready yet so we had a drink at d bar 1st. He had his usual bitter lemon, I had dis dono wat berry cocktail recommended by d waiter. It was nice nice :)
I onli had half a chickie pie d whole day n was famished by den. Wen our table was finali ready at 2030, I cld eat 3 tiny cows @.- I was wondering y dis pl needed advanced pymt wen u call 2 book..n wen we got in, I realized y - d pl was totali packed! Set din was..
Photies rn't reali clear cos I wasn't in d mood 2 chk after I took them ):
crispy garlic bread
foie gras
tagliolini wif lobster & asparagus
cod fishie
stuffed turkey chocolate souffle
D souffle was amazing! Soft choco pie n oozing hot chocolate frm d inside..plus, nt v.sweet (:
Tks 4 d lovely din, dear (: Homie after tt cos he was tired n I din feel like being in any crowd. Totali no mood at all. He fell aslp soon after we reached hm n I counted dwn 2 Xmas wif Gingie in d dark :'( Woke up reali early cos I cldnt slp at all. Had d turkey cranberry sandwich dear bot me n we cut d cakie I bot 4 him ytd..
Went 2 town 4 a walk after breakie. Lookin at all d pretty Xmas decos, I started feelin better. My christmas spirit was slowly sneaking back in2 me :) Walked ard Orchard Hotel..dere was a big gingerbread hse display dere n I wanted 2 bring Gingie 2 visit his homie (: It was made up of real candy!! Looked real yummy, I was so tempted 2 pluck 1 out 2 eat :P
On our way 2 Cine 4 movie, we spotted M&M standing outside his house! N he agreed 2 take a picty wif me :D
Pretty colorful sheeps roaming ard outside Wisma..I wonder if Little Bo Peep's lookin 4 them :P
Movie time! We watched National Treasure..
Good show! I din watch part 1 but it wasnt hard 2 follow at all :D It's abt hw dis bunch of ppl went in search of a national treasure in d form of a 4gotten city made of gold to prove d innocence of their ancestor. Nw if onli history in sch was taught dis way, I wldnt haf had such a hard time passing it :P
Did some shopping den walked back 2 Orchard Hotel after d show cos I bluffed little boy tt dere's a show at 6pm at d gingie house dere :P D road was closed due 2 d float parade later in d nite so I stood in d middle of d road 2 take a picty :) Hw often can u pose rite in d middle of Orchard Road?? :D
More pictys at d yumi gingie house..
Pretty display of pressies at d lobby..
In front of d big big Xmas tree :)
At ard 6pm, I pretended 2 discuss wif him wat we shd buy homie 2 cook after d show. Den I casually mentioned y don we jus eat at d cafe in front of us? He went 2 take a look n I walked over 2 d waitress n told her I had a reservation. D surprised look on his face was priceless :D :D :D
Little boy very happy :)
Dey had reali cute tags on d buffet spread..
Choice of food seemed endless..
reali angry looking crayfishies
I saw frm d webbie dere was turkey wif cranberry sauce but we cldnt find any. Wat is Xmas w/o turkey??
Tink quite a few custs complained n dey finali brot out d bird n little boy zoomed dere immediately 2 get it 4 me :) My boy happily slurping his oystie n peeling d crayfishie (:
N of cos, me playin wif my foodie as usual :D
Dessert was a buffet all by itself! Cakes, puddings, stollen, fondue..u name it, most likely it was dere..
I stole d snowman frm d logcake plate :D I dono if we r allowed 2 take it but I cldnt resist cos it was so cute :P Dere was dis little kid at d table bs us who scolded his mom 4 nt takin it 4 him wen he saw my snowman :D :D :D
We ate so much we cld barely move after tt :O I was more pleased wif managing 2 trick dear in2 comin dere w/o actuali hafg 2 tell him my din plans :) Wee! :D
Homie after tt n nw I'm here blogging :) At d blink of eyes, Xmas is over. Altho dis yr's Xmas wasnt reali an ideal celebration, I was still hapi 4 tt last few hrs. Mayb alot of tgs I m 2 执著, 看不开. 2 otrs, it may b insignificant but it gets me upset. I'm nt a perfect gf either, far frm perfect actuali. I shd b thankful tt little boy is loving such a difficult ger so well, rite? Shall nt expect 2 much nimore n jus let fate decide our destiny..
Merry Christmas e1, hope ur christmas was every bit as beautiful as dis festival is supposed 2 b :)
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Sunday, December 30, 2007
12:19 PM
Mousie chocs! Pretty! :D N dey got me..
reali angry looking crayfishies
