- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
November 2005[::] December 2005[::] January 2006[::] February 2006[::] March 2006[::] April 2006[::] May 2006[::] June 2006[::] July 2006[::] August 2006[::] September 2006[::] October 2006[::] November 2006[::] December 2006[::] January 2007[::] February 2007[::] March 2007[::] April 2007[::] May 2007[::] June 2007[::] July 2007[::] August 2007[::] September 2007[::] October 2007[::] November 2007[::] December 2007[::] January 2008[::] February 2008[::] March 2008[::] April 2008[::] May 2008[::] June 2008[::] July 2008[::] August 2008[::] December 2008[::]
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Hapi bdae Daddy & Joe!! =)
Don haf much 2 update except I watched 1 of d mst horrible shows in my life last nite -.-'''
In my dad's words, "这是我长那么大，看过最难看的一部戏" Hahaas, okie la, it wasnt tt bad but it was so super luan tt we had no idea wat d show was abt. Dere were some reali funi parts tho, n I tink d onli 1 who gaf dis show d much needed bit of humor was giraffe's chao tar monkey :P
On a seperate note, I jus found out smtg 2dae n realized no matter hw much faith n 心思 u put in2 a person, a leopard reali can nv nv change its spots. I wanted so much 2 believe. For d sake of them or 4 d sake of urself, I reali hoped my persistence is rite dis time. But again, I was disappointed. I'm disappointed nt bc I still haf feelings, nt bc I wan 2 go back but bc I feel sori 4 u, 4 sm1 who can nv face himself or ever tell d truth.
Y put in so much effort 2 cook up such a big story wen u noe no1 believes u? It simply doesnt mk any sense! I'm not angry or hurt. I jus cant hide my disappointment. Against all odds, against e1's comments, against even my own senses, even tho deep inside me I noe I'm wrong, I still pushed myself 2 believe. I reali thot dis time..dis time..it reali cld b dis time..u had finali changed. But 4 d I cant even rem hw many x, my stupid belief slapped me rite in my face once again.
Mb I haf no rite 2 blame u cos I'm nt by ur side. Mb u'll argue tt if I was, tgs wld b diff. But I noe it wun b cos u'll nv change. Mb u'll stand in front of me cryin ur heart out, insisting tt I haf misunderstood u once again. Mb dis time dere wun b a knife, mb dere'll b a balcony or smtg. Mb u'll say tt I'm oso d same but I'm nt; at least I've nv lied 2 u. Watever it is, ur lies don mean nitg 2 me nimore. N even if 1 day u finali dec 2 b truthful, ur truth wun mean nitg 2 me either nimore.
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Tuesday, November 06, 2007
11:09 AM