- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
November 2005[::] December 2005[::] January 2006[::] February 2006[::] March 2006[::] April 2006[::] May 2006[::] June 2006[::] July 2006[::] August 2006[::] September 2006[::] October 2006[::] November 2006[::] December 2006[::] January 2007[::] February 2007[::] March 2007[::] April 2007[::] May 2007[::] June 2007[::] July 2007[::] August 2007[::] September 2007[::] October 2007[::] November 2007[::] December 2007[::] January 2008[::] February 2008[::] March 2008[::] April 2008[::] May 2008[::] June 2008[::] July 2008[::] August 2008[::] December 2008[::]
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Where did d cheerful ger inside her go? She seems 2 haf lost her :(
Frm dictionary.com -
regret (verb) 1. to feel sorrow or remorse for (an act, fault, disappointment, etc.) 2. to think of with a sense of loss
Had a long tok wif sm1 last nite, listening 2 hw much he regretted some tgs. N I asked again, d same qn I asked him 2 yrs back - if he even noes wat's d meaning of "regret".
He thot he did but he din. After d yrs, I noe nw he does.
But time canot turn back. N he has lost her.
Sudd thot of wat Chel once said 2 me v.bitterly - tt I tink 2 much 4 otrs n live my life 4 them instd of myself. I'll b wif who I feel nds me more n nv thot of who I nd more. But hw do I noe d 1 I feel doesnt need me reali doesn't jus cos he din say it? I don.
Mb tt trait still stays in me til 2dae.
But again, time canot turn back. N he has lost her. Nw her mind n heart jus wans d peace n hopes d cheerful ger comes back soon.
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On a less depressing note, met 1 stick 4 din on Mon after work cos beanie stood me up 4 an hr n half. Went shopping 4 her hp n stupid nail polish, din manage 2 get either den mum mum @ Lucky Plaza foodcourt. Beanie finali showed her small face at ard 1930, dey joined forces 2 bully me 4 awhile n den 1 stick went hm.
We wanted 2 go CB @ Wheelock Pl 4 a drink but passed by McCafe @ Shaw n realized hw long it's been since we went dere. So dec'd 2 sit dere 4 coffee instd. D atmosphere is still nice nice but drinks still as yucky as ever =/ She spilled ¼ of my cuppa on d saucer. N d cuppa tasted like milk wif no coffee at all -.-
Chatted 4 abt 2 hrs den I walked over 2 Reagent Hotel 2 mt my little boy cos he was attending an ex-colleg's wedding din din dere. He's so cute - I was joking tt I wanted d coated nuts he was eating at d din n asked him 2 bring some back 4 me. He said he'll go buy me a pack n I said I onli wanted d 1s dere. I was reali jus tryin 2 b funi :P N wen I met him, he passed me a tissue-wrapped thingy -
Hahahahaa~ He's jus so cute <3
Ytd during lunch I went Kino 2 get a mag cos hafg lunch alone cos Engracie abandoned me AGAIN ): Saw dis on d shelves -
I picked it up n saw Bret's name on it -
10 secs later, I had paid n was tearing d plastic apart :D Nice nice! Got a few tiny Bret pics (: Sighs, miss seeing him wrestle ):
Rem hw I said I wanted 2 trsf 2 Ops dept? My colleg passed me an ops file 2 read - it's jus 1 SHIPMENT - n d bloody file was dis thick =/ *Faintz*
Met my da jie 2 eat small small after work. Went Toastbox @ Wisma cos had a craving 4 bread+eggies. C hw perfectly round my egg yolk was? :P
She even took a pic of it 2 show her hubby hw wasteful Frannie is *sticks out tongue* After tt went shopping awhile. Proj Shop is hafg 50-70% sale but beanie, ur stupid pouch is still $75 -.-''' Went 2 Clarke Quay 2 mt dear dear n had my 2nd din at Riverside Indonesian Restaurant wif my ex-collegs. Cld barely move after tt =/
Came in2 work dis morn lookin like a zombie, feelin like 1 too. Slpt at almst 3am, woke up at 6+. I was practically slp-walking once I gt off d train. My ex-colleg, Shanice saw me n kept poking me, tryin 2 gt my attn but I din even feel nitg until she shouted my name in d station n e1 turned n looked at me -___-
Den wen I came in, my colleg passed me a bunch of Subway flyer thingy -
She saw it hanging on d mrt wen she was alighting n squeezed back in2 d crowd 2 take them 4 me cos she noes I alwys eat Subway 4 lunch. So sweet of her (: Tks, Janet :P
Back 2 my huge stack of papers. Hyena's comin back in 2 days time. Sighs. D lovely quietness ard here is gona end soon again ):
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
9:09 AM