- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
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Monday, May 07, 2007
My little boy is sick :( It feels weird to b home at 2130 w/o him. I’m watching xiao xin but it’s nt funi at all. Sighs..
Ytd, I slpt frm 3pm to 640pm; got woken up by my buddy Ter who asked mi if I was free 4 din -.- Who asks ppl out 4 din at almst 7pm de??? But haas, he came dwn frm Hougang 2 Jp 2 mt me 4 din. We went 2 d newly opened Ichiban 2 mum mum. It’s been so long since I went out wif him alone, I’d almst 4gotten he was my best drinking buddy. We used 2 go drinking ewhere so last nite, even at a Jap restaurant, we had –
SAKE!! :D Had a nice long chat abt hw fun it used 2 b wen we used 2 work tgt n hw so much has changed since a yr ago wen he left Oc. Went 4 a smoke wif him, 4 smokes 2 b precise =/ Den went 2 mt dear dear who was waiting 4 mi at Jp. Homie 2 watch xiao xin after tt :)
Work was easy 2 pass 2dae :D Had a long presentation dis morn; no, nt me presenting, my colleg was gifg a lecture on some crude oil crap, took up my whole morn den in d afternoon after lunch, sudd I got shoo-ed outta office 2 go Sentosa c dis supposedly v.nice ship :P
It was at dis super exclusive club deep inside Sentosa, so exclusive tt u nt only haf 2 haf loads of $$ but haf 2 own a yatch 2 b a member!!
Niwaes, d special tg abt dis ship is tt it doesnt run on gasoline, it runs purely on biodiesel. Nt tt I haf any idea wth r dose stuff. I was jus interested in getting outta d office :P D design of d ship is damn stylo!! Looks big but actuali onli d middle part can b used 2 ferry 6 ppl. Dis ship is gg ard d world n stopped by Spore..nxt stop dey’ll b gg 2 India, I tink.
D tiny guy in d pic is 1 of my directors - Ajay. He's quite suave looking n a v.humorous guy. Haven worked directly wif him b4 but heard he can b quite diff 2 handle. Oh well, gona b outta dere soon enuff 2 nt bother 2 find out :P
D tg I like best abt d pl is d bar! It has seats INSIDE d swimming pool!! DAMN COOL CAN!! N d bar is beautiful!!! Freaking cold tho.
We went dere 4 a drink n mini buffet after standing in d scorching hot sun 4 abt half hr; almst melted. D cranberry juice was a total life saver.
Hees, n I got bored pretending 2 listen 2 them tok so I dec'd 2 play wif d pink lites on d floor :D Pink pink :D
Niwaes, by d time we got back 2 office, it was exactly 6pm, I quickly shut dwn my comp (cos I was chased outta office so suddenly I left my comp on n work unsaved -.-). Rushed 2 Raffles Pl 2 mt sweety 2 go hm wif him. Poor baby looked so sick =( *heart pain* Went hm wif him, tucked him in2 bed n had din din wif his parents. Checked on him 2 mk sure he’s sound aslp den I went off.
Was alrd v.tired but went Jp 2 mt Yl 4 a drink. He’s flyin off 2 Taiwan 4 a yr tmr so even tho tired, still had 2 go n disturb him d last time 4 1 yr :P I was so dazed frm tiredness tt I got off at Lakeside instd of Boon Lay. I tapped my card, went got a big shock, tinkg tt d whole interchange had disappeared! =.=
Tapped d damn card n went back in2 d train =/ Gt scolded by him 4 being late :( Acc him 4 din – he dec’d 2 go food court n chose a seat bs 2 ah beng contractors who cldnt stop cursing n swearing. Both of them were tokg n dey sweared for 6 sentences hw hot d weather was 2dae. OMG.
Went 4 a drink n homie after tt. Tho his hobby is 2 irritate me, I haf 2 say I’m reali gona miss dis ding dong. My ManU buddy, impromptu dinner/supper kaki, nobodi 2 call mi xiao pigu or xiao penguin 4 awhile :P Hey little caterpillar, take care over dere k? Cya in a yr’s time n rem my fishballs ya ;)
Took d bus back alone. It’s been a long time since I did tt cos dear dear nv allows me 2 go hm alone but 2nite he’s far away in dreamyland :P Listening 2 d radio, watching d nite breeze pass me outside d window of d bus..it was nice. I miss alot of tgs, alot of tgs tt I had 2 gif up after being in a committed r/ship, which is oso smtg I had 4gotten if nt 4 my little boy :P Don get me wrong. I’ll nv do nitg 2 change wat I alrd haf. It’s jus tt tinkg of beanie out wif mousie, it reminds me of d 1st times in a connection. It’s fun, in a way. But I noe, I hope, I wun b gg thru tt feeling again :) All I haf is all I ever nd..
To my dear, I’m sori.. I’m nt tall enuff 4 u 2 rest on my shoulder I’m nt strong enuff 2 hold u in my arms so tt u can slp standing in d train I’m nt gd enuff a cook 2 cook 4 u wen u r ill
All I can do is.. Hold u so tt u wun fall wen u feel faint Kiss u so tt u fall aslp wif a smile Write u little notes so tt u noe I miss u wen u wakie Remind ur parents 2 cook porridge 4 u so tt u haf smtg 2 eat Put medicine n water bs ur bed so tt wun 4gt 2 take them
I hope tt’s enuff 4 nw. I promise u I’ll learn 2 cook, so tt I can cook 4 u nt onli wen u feel unwell but oso edae wen u come hm frm work :) I love u, dear. Get well soon k? I wan u 2 watch xiao xin wif me :)
PS: I din msg u nt cos I’m nt tinkg of u but cos I don wana wake u up frm ur slp – ur hp ringtone is freaking loud =/
: francinesy@gmail.com
Monday, May 07, 2007
Niwaes, d special tg abt dis ship is tt it doesnt run on gasoline, it runs purely on biodiesel. Nt tt I haf any idea wth r dose stuff. I was jus interested in getting outta d office :P D design of d ship is damn stylo!! Looks big but actuali onli d middle part can b used 2 ferry 6 ppl. Dis ship is gg ard d world n stopped by Spore..nxt stop dey’ll b gg 2 India, I tink.
D tiny guy in d pic is 1 of my directors - Ajay. He's quite suave looking n a v.humorous guy. Haven worked directly wif him b4 but heard he can b quite diff 2 handle. Oh well, gona b outta dere soon enuff 2 nt bother 2 find out :P
We went dere 4 a drink n mini buffet after standing in d scorching hot sun 4 abt half hr; almst melted. D cranberry juice was a total life saver.
Hees, n I got bored pretending 2 listen 2 them tok so I dec'd 2 play wif d pink lites on d floor :D Pink pink :D
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