- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
November 2005[::] December 2005[::] January 2006[::] February 2006[::] March 2006[::] April 2006[::] May 2006[::] June 2006[::] July 2006[::] August 2006[::] September 2006[::] October 2006[::] November 2006[::] December 2006[::] January 2007[::] February 2007[::] March 2007[::] April 2007[::] May 2007[::] June 2007[::] July 2007[::] August 2007[::] September 2007[::] October 2007[::] November 2007[::] December 2007[::] January 2008[::] February 2008[::] March 2008[::] April 2008[::] May 2008[::] June 2008[::] July 2008[::] August 2008[::] December 2008[::]
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Hees~ Pretty strawberry cheesecake pudding (: But taste sux big time.
Hihi peepies!! Me at BK again waiting 4 little boy to knock off. My nice nice Engracie acc me 4 din din at PS Cartel :) Unlike my v.cruel giraffe who threw me aside wif no dinnie. Mean rite? N 2 tink I'm alwys so nice 2 her. Sighs. Oh well... ):
Niwaes, we had a huge dinnie at Cartel! I was so hungry after a long hard day a work. Oh! Let me tell u my work story 1st. I submitted my resignation letter dis morn but my HR mgr spent almst an hr persuading me 2 reconsider. I told her I reali canot work wif tt woman nimore n she said she'll go haf a gd tok wif her 2 ask her 2 change her attitude. In d end, she said she'll take it as she's nv seen my ltr, gif her some time 2 tok 2 hyena. Wat can I say? I said ok, hoping tt hyena oso feels d same way abt me.
After lunch, I was called in2 a meeting wif both of them. Hyena said tt dere's sm misunderstanding btn us n wanted 2 straighten tgs out. Tt was anor 1 hr tok. In d end, I'm back to sq 1 again -.-''' Sighs. Will gif her anor chance, n myself as well...until I come bk frm my leave.
Oki, back to dinnie. Hees, look wat a big spread we had! :D
N of cos, I finished mst of it cos she had 2 go homie 4 din n d nice nice me wun mk her overeat :P Walked ard abit after tt - bot a shirt for little boy (which he wun wear cos all d clothes I get him r still nicely in d plastic wrapper de -.-), a cute cute top 4 myself n Engracie got vcds!! 4 some weird reason, she cldnt stop laughing d whole nite. I tink my presence made her v.hapi *beams* Hahaha~
Din at ICB wif beanie n her gf, Fiona (frm d way dey act wif each otr, u'd tink tt dere's smtg more dan frds btn them ~.-) last nite. After a showdwn wif hyena, I was in desperate need of alcohol - d tiny 1 is mine ^.^
Dey dec'd 2 order a mountain of food 4 3 ppl wif abt my appetite -.-
N d obsence hotdog -
Beanie eating d obsence hotdog :P (u wana post pics of me rite?? dis is revenge :P)
Den after tt she grew shy :D
After our meal, d whole table was in a mess n we cldnt move nimore, so I jus sat dere n watched a semi-RA show by both of them ~.~ Canot post here, censored :P
Left ard 2145, dey went home (tgt or not I dono la :P) n I went office 2 wait 4 little boy 2 go home (:
-.-!!! My gdness!! Dis short post took me more dan an hr!! I din bring my lappie out 2dae so dear brot his 4 me 2 use. I hate Mac. I reali hate it!! It's so freakin hard 2 use!!! *faintzzz* Jus d alignment of d pics made me haf d urge to wana bite d keyboard O.o
Wee! Almst 10 le!! :D Can pack up lohhh :) Btw ppl, pls cont feeding my doggie. D backgrd I wana get 4 it needs 200 pts n I'm still short of abt 50 ): Feed it etime u come in k? :D
Bye bye peepies! Nite nite! :)
8:47 PM
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Aloha peepies! I've jus finished eating my nice nice zai mifen tt my nice nice mama bot 4 mi :D Shall blog abt my wkend b4 works drives me insane again in less dan 24 hrs. I'm nw eating chippies n watching CSI. Dis chippie v.special de - costs $12.80 per bag. Each piece muz slowly chew :D
Fri. After work, din at Billy Bombers wif Jean, Engracie, Shanice, Eric n Nigel - a few of my ex-collegs. As usual, Jean n Shanice were late :P While waiting 4 them, Engracie passed me a little basket of thingy frm Tracy as a token of appreciation 4 her bdae pressie. So swt rite?? I was wondering hw cm gt coffee powder de, she said "cos I noe u don like sweet stuff so gif u coffee powder." Lol~
1 fishy, 3 chick-chick, 1 meh-meh n 1 moo-moo! :D
Walked ard abit wif Engracie den I went 2 Raffles 2 wait 4 little boy 2 knock off. My mom called mi in d day 2 ask if we wanted her 2 help us get tix 4 Pirates at midnite. I stupidly said ok so we had 2 rush back 2 his pl, get car den rush back 2 my pl 2 bathe n get d tix n rush 2 JP 2 watch a almst 3 hr long show wen we were alrd dead tired -.-
Show was nt bad but abit 2 draggy. Mayb cos I was 2 tired la :P Ending was nice tho :)
Sat. Woke up at 10am cos dear dear was gg home n I came bk 2 slp slp. Nxt tg I knew, I rec'd a msg frm him sayin he's dwnstairs my pl washing car -.-!!! It was almst 2pm alrd! :D Spent d day watching CSI den went 4 din din! (:
Sudd thot of gifg my little boy a nice nice treat. No particular reason, jus sudd felt like being nice 2 him (nt tt I haven alwys been nice la) :P Came across dis Australian restaurant wen I was surfing d net. He likes Aussie stuff, hafg spent like 5 yrs dere 4 studies.
We had a tough time locating d pl cos as d name suggests, it's reali on top of Duxton Hill, n it's seperated frm all d otr pubs/restaurants ard dere.
Food was nice nice!! D bread was warm n toasted, side was so crunchy *chomp chomp chomp*
Spinach n portobello mushroom salad - d layers of leaves pretty hor?! :D
Beefy fillet steak + lamb loin wif minties :D Nice nice oso but servings 2 big =/ As wat dearie said, 4 tt price, of cos d servings haf 2 b tt size :P
D waiter said dis is deir signature dessert - Apple Pie wif ice cream. Wen d dish came, d little slice of apple looked so funi in tt giantic plate! Tho a tad 2 sweet, d apple pie was still quite yumi (:
Overall dinnie was gd. Tho quite exp but impt tg was tt he liked it (: Wanted 2 go Altivo after tt but was 2 full 2 even take anor bite or drink so we ended up at Vivi 2 look 4 dvds again :P Cldnt find any so we jus walked ard. Went Toys 'R Us 2 play wif turn turn :D I wanted d burnt bread thingy n he got it 4 me in 1 try!
Homie 2 watch CSI den slp slp le -.-zzz Beautiful nite, adding on to our nv-ending story. I wan dis simple beauty 2 last 4ever :)
Yawns, it's Sun again alrd. Y do wkends pass so fast?? =( Tink I shall go slp slp 4 d rest of d afternoon. N sighs, little boy is will b workin late 4 d whole of nxt 2 wks again -.- *sniff sniff*
11:53 AM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
I'm at my wits end. So tempted 2 do smtg silly - mb it'll end tgs once n 4 all. 4 d rest of my life, I'll jus numb myself wif d peace tt follows cos happiness will no longer exist on my mind.
So tempted...so tired.......
Niwae, dis kinda cheered me up at lunch (:
*walked pass More Than Words at Cine* Engracie: *sees a big pink Stitch on display* Hey!! Stitch got pink color 1 meh?? Keagan: Ya, it's d female 1, her name is Starch.
Hahahaa~ C dis guy toot toot, alwys onli noe hw 2 irritate me, he can b quite funi at x too, n 2dae was jus d rite time :P
Don get 2 used 2 my frequent blogging dis past week. Wen hyena comes back tmr, I'll b back 2 my almst once a week posting again :P
PS: To my dear readers, esp my dearest little ant, don worry, I'm nt suicidal :P Tks u all 4 d threats of disowning/hacking/killing/kidnapping etc me. Tt thot is jus a spur of d moment thot, wun b put in2 action. I'm perfectly hapi nw (:
Quoted frm little ant: the person who loves us dun deserve to be hurt the way we were hurt by the one we had loved b4.
Simple. True. *smiles*
不在乎有没有以后, 爱你是活着的理由...
4:28 PM
Morny peepies! Mood has changed frm emo to pissed off 2dae. Is tt better? *shrugs*
Niwaes, during lunchie ytd, I dec'd 2 get some jellybeanies 2 cheer myself up. Yes yes, I don eat swt stuff but jus looking at d colors made me happier (:
I din like d green n yellow 1s so I picked them out 2 gif my little boy :D Tgt dey kinda look like my SCGS sch badge :P
Oh oh!! I've gotten my WWE tix!!! D $155 section de. Tk gdness I went 2 buy ytd, dey were like almst sold out alrd! =/ Managed 2 get my dad 2 sponsor me but after some thot, I dec'd 2 treat him go watch as a Daddy's Day gift *beams* C hw nice I m :D Oso gt 1 4 little boy 2 go wif us, in case he gets paranoid tt I mite run away wif them :P
After buying d tix, giraffe n I walked 2 ICB, all d way hearing her complain hw far it is -.- Pampered kid hor? Dar told me a scary little story abt hw d worldwide supply of HoeGarden has temp stopped due to d main factory in Belguim moving 2 a new premises. But hey!! Dere's still HoeGarden!! :D
It's giraffe's 1st time in a pub, she practically cldnt breathe - it was actuali quite funi :P N it's oso d 1st time I c sm1 ordering orange juice at ICB. Haas~ It even comes wif a slice of orange! :P
Little boy was stuck in office 4 awhile so joined us onli ard 7+ pm. Mum mum nice nice beef stew, pizzy n chicky wings n had a few beers. Walked 2 Taka 2 wait 4 my auntie 2 come wif d monkey 2 Newton 4 dessert n fetch us bk 2 dear dear's hm.
Hees, u guys c d little heart-shaped thingy at d side below my tagbox? Cute hor?? Hees~ D doggy is called Fl Fl :D I put it dere cos looks cute but I haf no idea wat 2 do wif it -.- Sighs, last day of peace b4 d loudspeaker comes back tmr -.-zzz Wen she comes back, I'll haf my motivation 2 quit again. Oki, 1 more day to wkend! :) Hapi Thursday, little 1s! (:
10:12 AM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Old songs r depressing. N I've been listening 2 them d whole morn - which explains my emo mood again nw.
一生爱你一个 - I fell in love wif dis song 2.5 yrs back cos sm1 sweared 2 me tt'll alwys b true. 2.5 yrs later 2dae, d song is still as nice, n d same person is insistent tt he has nv broken his vow n nv will.
D words r v.tiring 2 my ears..
Billions of ppl in dis world. Wat makes 2 hands come tgt? N wat mks 2 hands stay tgt 4ever? Emo emo emo. Hw do I get outta dis?? N my tiredness isnt helpg v.much. Sighs~ Shall go get my WWE tix after work. Tt shd cheer me up abit if nt poor little boy has 2 face a sulky me 4 d whole nite.
I'll listen 2 红日 d whole day after I come back frm lunch. It makes me feel like dancing.
Off 2 lunchie. Bye peepies :)
1:06 PM
Where did d cheerful ger inside her go? She seems 2 haf lost her :(
Frm dictionary.com -
regret (verb) 1. to feel sorrow or remorse for (an act, fault, disappointment, etc.) 2. to think of with a sense of loss
Had a long tok wif sm1 last nite, listening 2 hw much he regretted some tgs. N I asked again, d same qn I asked him 2 yrs back - if he even noes wat's d meaning of "regret".
He thot he did but he din. After d yrs, I noe nw he does.
But time canot turn back. N he has lost her.
Sudd thot of wat Chel once said 2 me v.bitterly - tt I tink 2 much 4 otrs n live my life 4 them instd of myself. I'll b wif who I feel nds me more n nv thot of who I nd more. But hw do I noe d 1 I feel doesnt need me reali doesn't jus cos he din say it? I don.
Mb tt trait still stays in me til 2dae.
But again, time canot turn back. N he has lost her. Nw her mind n heart jus wans d peace n hopes d cheerful ger comes back soon.
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On a less depressing note, met 1 stick 4 din on Mon after work cos beanie stood me up 4 an hr n half. Went shopping 4 her hp n stupid nail polish, din manage 2 get either den mum mum @ Lucky Plaza foodcourt. Beanie finali showed her small face at ard 1930, dey joined forces 2 bully me 4 awhile n den 1 stick went hm.
We wanted 2 go CB @ Wheelock Pl 4 a drink but passed by McCafe @ Shaw n realized hw long it's been since we went dere. So dec'd 2 sit dere 4 coffee instd. D atmosphere is still nice nice but drinks still as yucky as ever =/ She spilled ¼ of my cuppa on d saucer. N d cuppa tasted like milk wif no coffee at all -.-
Chatted 4 abt 2 hrs den I walked over 2 Reagent Hotel 2 mt my little boy cos he was attending an ex-colleg's wedding din din dere. He's so cute - I was joking tt I wanted d coated nuts he was eating at d din n asked him 2 bring some back 4 me. He said he'll go buy me a pack n I said I onli wanted d 1s dere. I was reali jus tryin 2 b funi :P N wen I met him, he passed me a tissue-wrapped thingy -
Hahahahaa~ He's jus so cute <3
Ytd during lunch I went Kino 2 get a mag cos hafg lunch alone cos Engracie abandoned me AGAIN ): Saw dis on d shelves -
I picked it up n saw Bret's name on it -
10 secs later, I had paid n was tearing d plastic apart :D Nice nice! Got a few tiny Bret pics (: Sighs, miss seeing him wrestle ):
Rem hw I said I wanted 2 trsf 2 Ops dept? My colleg passed me an ops file 2 read - it's jus 1 SHIPMENT - n d bloody file was dis thick =/ *Faintz*
Met my da jie 2 eat small small after work. Went Toastbox @ Wisma cos had a craving 4 bread+eggies. C hw perfectly round my egg yolk was? :P
She even took a pic of it 2 show her hubby hw wasteful Frannie is *sticks out tongue* After tt went shopping awhile. Proj Shop is hafg 50-70% sale but beanie, ur stupid pouch is still $75 -.-''' Went 2 Clarke Quay 2 mt dear dear n had my 2nd din at Riverside Indonesian Restaurant wif my ex-collegs. Cld barely move after tt =/
Came in2 work dis morn lookin like a zombie, feelin like 1 too. Slpt at almst 3am, woke up at 6+. I was practically slp-walking once I gt off d train. My ex-colleg, Shanice saw me n kept poking me, tryin 2 gt my attn but I din even feel nitg until she shouted my name in d station n e1 turned n looked at me -___-
Den wen I came in, my colleg passed me a bunch of Subway flyer thingy -
She saw it hanging on d mrt wen she was alighting n squeezed back in2 d crowd 2 take them 4 me cos she noes I alwys eat Subway 4 lunch. So sweet of her (: Tks, Janet :P
Back 2 my huge stack of papers. Hyena's comin back in 2 days time. Sighs. D lovely quietness ard here is gona end soon again ):
9:09 AM
Monday, May 21, 2007
I wish...
Tt an hr at work is as ez 2 pass as an hr at lunch. Tt e'weekday is as ez 2 pass as a wkend.
I haf ntg much 2 blog 2dae but m freaking bored at work so dec'd 2 entertain u guys wif my usual senseless rantings.
Went 4 lunch wif giraffe cos she came all d way frm NP 2 mt me :P On days tt I'm quite broke, I dec 2 go eat a $13.90 pasta meal 4 lunch n den buy a $5 biscty. Tried 2 control myself frm buying a orange juice jus 2 kp my lunch spending below $20. Nt tt it made a whole lot of diff :D
Ytd, temple in d morn - basked in d freaking hot sun n almst bc a piece of bbq prok =/ Den ktv wif Clement in d noon n den dinnie wif d cuzzies at GWC. Den dear dear came 2 mt me n we all went 2 my uncle's new hse 2 c d reno. small pl but v.nicely done up :P
I bot dese 2 cute mushies -
N d monkey n act cute bunny-giraffe plotted 2 steal them frm me =/ After I managed 2 save them frm their evil plans, dey ended up happily in d back of little boy's car! :D
2.5 more hrs 2 go -.-zzz My eyes can hardly kp open. Sighs, I wana look at job listings but dere's sm1 sitting behind me, canot look :( N little boy's nt replying my emails :( Beanie disappeared frm office w/o tellin me :( Giraffe has fallen aslp cos she's nt msn-ing me :( Di is tempting mi 2 go Sentosa 2 find her nw :( Collegs r all bz wif work n I cant disturb ni1 :(
Oh oh!! I'm gona watch SMACKDOWN & ECW SUMMERSLAM TOUR!!! Wee!!! Ni1 wana join me for d $350 cat tix?? But u haf 2 pay 4 ur own tix la :D
Ooo! Little boy reply le :P Tatas 4 nw :) Shall njoy d last 3 days of peace n quiet b4 hyena comes back on Fri :(
3:31 PM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Ytd nite was my 1st, n prob last time to Cafe Del Mar. After all d hype n rave reviews, we dec'd 2 go dere. Sorta belated bdae gathering 4 1 stick n Karen. D pl was nice on d 1st look. Sandy beaches, sofa beds n coconut trees.
We took our 1st steps 2wds d bed seats n realized dis is nt a pl 2 go wen u r wearing jeans n heels. Doesnt help tgs tt all of us were in long pants n covered shoes/heels. Tried 2 sit on d bed - it was so uncomfy n squeezy tt Ivan n Shian had 2 get stools 2 sit on instd. N d weather was so freaking hot, none of d branches on d coconut trees were swaying!! Gosh~
N don even get me started on d drinks. Shian's blue thingy tasted like diluted chlorine water, Karen's mango magarita was full of ice n my beer wasnt even cold -.-
Mb it's a wrong day n it was 2 early 4 d crowd 2 b rite. We quickly finished out drinks n calamari n left d pl. Went back 2 Vivi CB 4 drinks instd :P
Nihoos, some pictys taken -
Dis is 1 stick in dis luminous green cheong sum top wif a green bag.
She totali belnded in2 d caterpillar train :D N looked like a SMRT officer as well, same uniform :D :D :D
Homie after tt wif my little boy 2 -.-zzz It's nw a lazy Sat again, I jus had my nice nice zai mifen lunchie n finished watching A Walk 2 Remember. Nice show. Typical bad boy falls in love wif d pastor's daughter n he bcs gd. Both of them get tgt n den she dies frm a long time illness. But b4 she dies, he proposed 2 her n dey got married. He spent d nxt 4 yrs after her death, still loving her..it's so sweet :) Alrighty, gg 2 slp slp soon le. Haf a nice wkend! (^^,)
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007
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