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Name: FrancineSy
Gender: Female
Bdae: 19 Sept 83
Horoscope: Virgo
: francinesy@gmail.com
♥ mY mEmOrY |aNe

♥ |oVeS ("v")
 

- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR


- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
♥ |iNk|eS!!
  
Little Boy
Beanie Cen Dou Dou
1 stick
Little ant
Auntie Andrea
Giraffie
Shellie
My Friendster
FOODIES!!!!
I Eat I Shoot I Post
Small Potatoes n Big Steaks
The Hungry Cow
Eat Eaten Ate
Camemberu
Timeless Facade
Singapura Daily
INTERESTING SITES
Bret Hart (=
Kenny Sia
Kawaii Not
Stickgirl
♥ u |eAvE a MaRk |n My hEaRt
 
...To you ♥



I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."

♥ My Yester-years

November 2005[::] December 2005[::] January 2006[::] February 2006[::] March 2006[::] April 2006[::] May 2006[::] June 2006[::] July 2006[::] August 2006[::] September 2006[::] October 2006[::] November 2006[::] December 2006[::] January 2007[::] February 2007[::] March 2007[::] April 2007[::] May 2007[::] June 2007[::] July 2007[::] August 2007[::] September 2007[::] October 2007[::] November 2007[::] December 2007[::] January 2008[::] February 2008[::] March 2008[::] April 2008[::] May 2008[::] June 2008[::] July 2008[::] August 2008[::] December 2008[::]

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 Wednesday, January 31, 2007
约定
远处的钟声回荡在雨里 我们在屋檐低下牵着手 幻想教堂里的那场婚礼 是为祝福我俩而举行
一路从泥泞走到了美景 习惯在彼此眼中找勇气 累到无力总会想吻你 才能忘了情路艰辛
你我约定难过的往事不许提 也答应永远都不让对方担心 要做快乐的自己照顾自己 就算某天一个人孤寂
你我约定一争吵很快要喊停 也说好没有秘密彼此很透明 我会好好地爱你 傻傻爱你 不去计较公平不公平
1:12 PM
 Tuesday, January 30, 2007
For some1 who's been carrying a v.heavy bag of memories for so long, isit still possible 4 him/her to go on..leaving behind tt huge bag?
Do u believe in soulmates? I came across tt in a episode of FRIENDS last nite. Chandler said he does. Monica, his wife, said she doesnt. She believes tt 2 ppl mt, fall in love after awhile n work hard 2 mk their r/ship work.
Me? I used 2 scoff at d idea of soulmates. But circumstances changed my thots. Mb dere reali is THAT 1 person 4 every1, regardless hw nt suitable/impossible d rship may b..fate had written their names side-by-side, even b4 dey were born. Millions of circles later, d 1 tt dey will grow old tgt wif is still THAT 1 person.
Mb it's d cold wind (I get gloomy wenever d weather's cold) or mb it's d song I'm listening 2 rite nw. Or mb it's cos I'm 2 free, njoyin d last 1.5 days of my slacker life. Is dere reali a definite wrong/rite in decisions we mk? Or do we jus haf 2 mk d best we can out of d choices we alrd dec'd on?
After accepting tt job offer, I had many calls askin mi 2 go 4 otr interviews. Locations were mstly at Raffles Pl, which is much nearer, positions tt were wat I was lookin 4 in d 1st pl. I was in a dilema 4 ahwile, den I dec'd nt 2 go 4 nimore interviews, least 夜长梦多. Is dis rite or wrong? I reali haf no idea. But since I've dec'd, mk do wif it? :)
Of cos, I'm nt onli tokg abt work. It applies 2 life itself 2, don u tink? I guess I'm reali jus 2 bored. My mind wanders far wen it's bored. I'll b more joyful wen d sun's up - n I'll b complaining abt d heat once again (:
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to, boy I think that you should know All the love we've made will never be erased And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I do I'll be with you as long as you want me to Until the end of time
You will never be replaced..
3:43 PM
 Monday, January 29, 2007
Hapi Bdae, Cherry!! :D
Current state of mind - *smilez*
Jus as I was signing off my prev post, tinkg if I shd indeed go 2 bed or hunt 4 food, my doorbell rang. It was my little boy. Hapi :D Spent d afternoon eating nuts n watching Pretty Woman (:
Den we walked over to d NTUC opp my pl 4 grocery shopping cos he was gona mk me dinner! :D He alwys tells me he noes hw 2 cook, which I nv believed. So 2nite he wanted 2 prove 2 me once again tt I can trust watever he says ;) Watching him pick d food, I realized..gosh, he's so much better at me at dese stuff :P
Came hm, dear dear started 2 get bz in d kitchen while I tried v.uselessly 2 help :P Sudd felt v.tired n I told him I'll go take a nap for 5 mins den come help him again. Nxt tg I knew, it was an hr later wen he woke mi up 4 din..lol~
 Despite d freezing weather n d dreadiness of such a gloomy Sun, d hot soup n simple dishes brot all d weariness away frm my heart.
Tks sweety *muacks*
Hahas, beanie made dis. N..all of d drinks were wif me! =X C, I said I shdnt haf bothered mkg resolutions in d 1st pl. Sighs...
 Oh rite! I changed my backgrd song again. Mb dis reflects more of my mood nw? No, I don mean I wana get married :P Jus sounds hapi :)
Sm1 once told me if u do smtg continuously for 21 days, it'll bc a habit. But wat if even after d 21 days u still cant get used 2 it? Wat's a person 2 do after tt?
1:41 AM
I don usuali watch Youtube but I saw dis on Xiaxue's blog n almst fell off my chair laughing..lol :P
12:47 AM
 Sunday, January 28, 2007
Yipee!! I've finali rebonded my hair!!
 Straight straight??? :D Ok, I noe u r gona say it looks d same as my prev hairstyle but I tink it's str8..n I'm hapi :P Nxt, 2 color it purple. After I settle dwn in my new job..cant report 2 work wif a purple head on d 1st day rite? ;)
Steamboat din at Bugis. Den dar n me went Bugis 2 walk walk 2 pass time den 2 Vivo. Sat at Coffeebean 4 2 hrs b4 walkin over 2 St James 2 mt my ex-collegs 2 celebrate Cherry's bdae :D
Left at 3am wen d pl closed, tried 2 find a pl 4 supper. Ended up at a porridge pl at Tiong Bahru. Hot hot porridge in d cold cold rain - doesnt get much better dan tt (: By d time we were done it was abt 4am - homie. Reached hm ard 5 cos we went ard petrol stations lookin 4 bread 4 my mum (yea, she called me at 4 to ask mi 2 buy bread -.-''')
After showering, I was comfotably in bed, 3/4 aslp. Sudd my hp beeped. Of cos it was 岑豆豆. In my half conscious mind, I made d terrible mistake of replying her sayin tt I jus got hm awhile ago. 5 secs later, my hp rang. Terrible mistake no. 2 - I pressed d ans button. D voice of an ectasy-filled mexican jumping bean filled my ears n woke all my braincells who were alrd peacefully aslp. Sm1 jus called her 2 ask her 2 tc. She asked mi abt a mil Xs, y wld sm1 call her at 5am, w/o realizing tt's d exact same qn running thru my head @ tt v.moment. After she hung up, it took mi abt 20mins b4 I cld fall aslp again cos her screeching wldnt get outta my head.
Woke up, hse's empty cos my parents r away 4 a 1-day trip 2 Cukoo (I tink it's Kukop or smtg but I heard Cuckoo). I tried 2 find smtg 2 eat. Turned my kitchen upside dwn, all I found was..
 Sighs, n d salmon onli had less dan half left ): N my v.evil cuz is tempting mi wif all d food she has at her pl =/

I had a piece of bread n scraped wat's left of d salmon. Tt was my brunch. I'm still hungry :'( Lazy Sun afternoon..wheezzzz~~~ Back 2 bed, back 2 bed..lalala :D
1:06 PM
 Saturday, January 27, 2007
Got a call frm my regular alarm clock dis morn, exclaiming in a v.stern voice,"Y haf u not updated ur blog 4 d past few days?" I got scared n woke up immediately 2 start typing. So nw I'm typing typing typing...hapi nw, beanie? *shivers*
Let's c..wat haf I been doin 4 d past few days? Hmm..oki, here we go.. Wed, met up wif an ex-colleg 4 drinks n dessert in d afternoon, shopped abit n den din @ Coffee Club wif dear dear.
Thurs, ooo......Thurs, nite out wif my precious bean. She tricked me in2 gg 2 dis chick chick rice stall @ Vivo 4 din.   I've nv eaten such exp chicky rice b4. It wasn't tt fantastic. 1 tg u gotta gif it 2 them tho, d name of d pl - The Chicken Rice Shop. Den I saw dis reali pretty cheesy cake!! So cute tt I cldnt resist buying :P
 Back 2 Brotzeit 4 Paulander n nice nice German bread. Wee! :D Do u c me in d backgrd? Hehehe~~~
   Makin d mistake of nt letting beanie take a proper pic of herself, I ended up wif 22 of her self-protraits in my hp. 我知错了 *cries* C, I 乖乖. I onli ate bread bread, no beer beer! (: *blink blink* Beanie 不乖. Tsk tsk *shakes head*
  Posing wif beanie's beer ;) 
Ahhh, 4gt it..nobody's gona buy it niwae :P After effects - 

Psst, u guys c d blue-black I haf on my rite arm? Tt's her work - she bit me last week n til nw it's still a big blue-black. N she tried 2 make it go away by v.painfully rubbing it e'time she sees me *sniff sniff*
But yea, she's still my bestest frd niway :) 
Hahas, den we saw her store on our way out of Vivo. Tt was Thurs. Fri - shopping at Taka wif my little cuzzies dey all. Saw dis cute cute bb at Mos Burger!! Din at IMM. I wanted 2 sit on dis.... My mum said I'm crazy ): Hahas~ My little boy finali got off work, we went Cine 2 watch Happy Birthday. 
Nt 2 bad, if u wana watch dis show, bring tissues. Den 2 River Valley 4 supper cos I was hafg my peanut butter toast craving again. 
Yumi!! :D But terribly sinful :( Dearie had d macaroni thingy.. 
Homie after tt. It was alrd 4+ am. N poor boy was so so tired ): Woke up 2 my alarm clock asking me 2 update my blog. Had a v.interesting conversation wif my dad while washin up. *walks in2 d living room - my parents were putting up d CNY deco (yes, I do not like CNY, esp d songs n deco)* Me: Do not touch my room. Dad: I'm gg 2 put all dese little piggies in ur room, u tink I shd hang dis? *shows me some glittering pig smiling his teeth out* Me: U try. I'll paste all my Bret Hart posters on ur room's wall. Dad: I'll hang a pig on top of his head. Me: I'll put up a pic of u on my wall n hang a pig on ur head too. *walks in2 d bathroom* Dad: *following me in2 d kitchen* I'll put alot of 红包袋 on d drawer on top of ur bed. Me: *answering frm behind d closed bathroom door* Oh sure sure! Mk sure dere's at least $50 in EACH red pkt. Put d more d merrier. Tks! Dad: U... Me: *opens d door n peeks out* Oh, n mk sure u add in a 7% GST ya? Tks! *winks*
N he finali shuts up. It's 2 hrs later nw, he's still happily hanging up deco in d living room. Me? I'm gg 2 rebond my hair!! Wee! :D
12:09 PM
 Wednesday, January 24, 2007
4 dose of u who dono, I've accepted tt job offer. Nope, dis time wun change my mind again (if all tgs go well)..tho I wun b signing d contract til nxt Thurs wen I start work *cross fingers*
Rather surprising I muz say - wasnt reali expecting them 2 choose me, considering I don haf d required qualifications n haf zilch experience, asking 4 a relatively high pay. I muz haf done smtg rite at d interviews. Wen d lady called me dis afternoon, I was aslp..she sounded quite solemn n I thot she was callin 2 say I did nt get it. Din reali bother 2 listen 2 wat she was sayin til I heard,"after careful consideration, we've dec'd 2 offer u d job." ;) Well, fate?
Yea, journey's far but as wat beanie said, wld I prefer a nearer location but a job I don like or a slightly further 1 wif a job I mite like? I chose d latter. Wat's more, I get 2 go 2 work wif my little boy e'dae n mkg sure he'll b on time :D
1st lunch 2dae wif 1 stick at Jp Coffeebean. Turns out dey reali don haf seafood pasta :P But luckily she found smtg acceptable so she din skin me alive :P 2nd lunch at Crystal Jade wif my parents. Den homie 2 watch Friends n slp slp. Got woken up by tt call afterwhich I cldnt slp nimore. Was quite hapi actuali :)
Den went Jp 2 mt Yl 4 din. He had Starhub vouchers n wanted 2 buy hp. Ended up he realised tt he had 2 sign a new line 4 it which he din wan 2, so he gaf me d voucher..but I haf no hp 2 buy =/
Oh oh! Hees, I went shopping again :D Last time le..til after CNY :P
Oh well, anor 1 wk + 2 rest den back 2 work. Looking 4wd? *shrugs* Mb I shd get an early rest 2nite.
Coz there's something in the way you look at me It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be I'd never know what you see But there's something in the way you look at me
12:23 AM
 Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Pls ask me y I'm awake at 930am.
0919 am - Hp rings. Me in a groggy state - reaches 4 hp, ready 2 curse whoever's on d line (n I had a feeling it's beanie) *sees beanie's face beaming up at me on d phone* Me: Rite. Of cos. *presses ans button* Me: It's 920am. It's 920am. It's 920am. It's 920am. It's 920am. Beanie: Hurhurhur (in a v.soft n slow laughter tt sounded quite scary..smtg like d ghost in a horror movie) Me: Wth do u wan at 920am?!?!? Beanie: *continues her scary laughter 4 awhile n den still in her low n scary voice* R..r..yoo..oo..free..ee..on..4th Feb..eb..eb...? Me: R u getting married? Beanie: F*ck u. Hurhurhurhur... Me: Oh cos usuali wen ppl call me at 920am, dey wana invite me 2 their weddings. Otherwise dey WLD NT DARE TO CALL ME AT 920AM! But of cos, u r alwys d exception. Beanie: Hurhurhurhur... Me: Wat do u wan. Wassup on 4 Feb? Beanie: *tells me smtg abt her boss gg 2 Sungei Boloh (but I heard Sugi Bobo) 2 take pics* U wana go wif me? Me: Wat's Sugi Bobo? Is tt a fruit? Sounds like a pomelo. Beanie: -.-'''
I tink in my half conscious state, she tricked me in2 agreeing 2 go wif her 2 tt pomelo pl on 4 Feb. N after we hung up, I cldnt slp nimore =/
N hafg a stick scream at me early in d morn doesnt help either.
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♥FrancineSy 颖♥ .: essayer de l'oublier vous aimez êtes comme essayer de le rappeler vous n'avez jamais rencontré (: says:coffeebean la!! Z* PRD says:nice anot one Z* PRD says:i want seafood one ♥FrancineSy 颖♥ .: essayer de l'oublier vous aimez êtes comme essayer de le rappeler vous n'avez jamais rencontré (: says:got got!! Z* PRD says:SURE ANOT ♥FrancineSy 颖♥ .: essayer de l'oublier vous aimez êtes comme essayer de le rappeler vous n'avez jamais rencontré (: says:yessssssss Z* PRD says:i tell u, if don have... Z* PRD says:i'll skin u alive
Yep yep. I'm nw wide awake.
9:33 AM
It's 1 of dose nites again.
After sending my dear dear off, calmed a v.breathless bean, bathed. I'm nw in front of my brite brite comp, pondering abt life again.............
I thot it wasnt 2 long ago, I was counting d days 2 Xmas 06. Hw can it b end of Jan 07 alrd???? It's impossible!! I've been so free lately tt I've totali lost track of time. Tt's definitely nt a gd tg. I kp lamenting tt dere r no gd jobs ard, mb I shd stop n tink if I've been 2 choosy. But I don wana jump in2 a new job, spend d whole yr complaining abt it n quit in 1 yr's time again. Wat's d pt rite?
Smhw I cant stop tinkg of dis qn - Where will I b in 10 yrs time? Ppl who noe me will noe tt dis qn's been on my mind like 4ever. N on nites like dis, it surfaces again. Well, yr by yr, I'm gettin closer 2 finding out my ans. It was 10 yrs 3 yrs ago..so nw I've got 7 more 2 go.
Ah well..depressing thots mk a person older. I donid 2 show on my face hw fast time is flying by.
Happier tgs! Sun evening - met my dearest beanie at Marina 2 shop. Den 2 Paulander @ Millenia 4 drinks.
 She got on d phone 4 like 2 hrs, I occupied my time snapping ard :D Den my little boy came 2 pick me up n homie after tt. -.-zzz
Went 4 my interview dis morn. I jus realised tt frm my hse to Taka, it takes 1 hr 20 mins. Wen I finali reached, I got a headache. Nw I'm hafg doubts abt it again. Ah well, 听天由命 ba. I was tellin Jac tt my profession is nw meetg frds 4 lunch, which reminds me..I miss d Korean pl tt we used 2 go n eat ):
Met beanie 4 lunchie. Had my nice nice ramen at Far East Sq den mt my boy 4 his lunch. After tt went 2 my aunt's hse 2 stone 4 awhile b4 gg TBP 4 din n movie wif him again :) 
It's a v.corny type of funi. Light-hearted n cheery, mst imptly it wun let my little boy go in2 depression after watching it :P Oh! Beanie was tellin me she has a store called "BEBE" (I call her 'be be', which is short for 'beanie')..n as I was walking out of TBP, guess wat I saw!!  Tt's my store!!! WEE! :D
N as we were walking back 2 dar's pl... 
It's where dey cultivate little beanies :) CNY's d nxt big hol comin up (nt tt it mks a v.big diff - eday is a hol 2 me =/) I dono if I'm lookin 4wd 2 it or nt. It's 2 complicated. Time 2 slp slp. Sighs. Ah well, anor day, anor hope. Rite? Pls convince me I'm rite =/
2:37 AM
 Sunday, January 21, 2007
My mum's d best. I love d zai mifen at Clementi n she alwys wakes up early 2 go dere n get it 4 me. Hapi! :D Tks mom (:
Ytd afternoon, ktv @ Cine wif my little boy n cuz. Were tinkg of where 2 go 4 din din..n..
 Hees, dis is d 2nd time we r dere 4 din tgt. 1st time was mths back, 1st time we went out as frds :P Food's great..love d pizza dere :D
   Stayed 4 awhile 2 watch d Chelsea-Liverpool match. Hehes, nice nice. Liverpool 2-0 :D N my cuzzie's Ballack looked abit like charcoal :P
Back 2 where it all started (:
 Walked her bk 2 Taka 2 find mama n papa den we went Cine 2 watch mobbee!

Show's reali beautiful but a little sad. Shdn't haf brot him 2 watch cos he kps tinkg of redundant tgs after tt =/ Well, nice nonetheless :P Den went ICB 2 find beanie, who's out on her drinking spree as usual =X Oh! Look at d record I gt frm her blog - 17/1 - wed - 1/2 pint hoegarden 18/1 - thurs - 1.1 litres of paulander 19/1 - fri - 2 bottles of carlsberg 20/1 - sat - 2 mugs of carlsberg, 1 pint of hoegarden, 1 bottle of paulander Sighs... Tired tired nw. Back 2 bed. Ni1 tinks I nd a bigger bed? 
1:15 PM
 Saturday, January 20, 2007
Weez..dear dear woke me up at 7am on a Sat morn. Usuali wen ppl do tt, I'll knock his/her head..but since it's him..well, *muacks* ;)
Ytd, met 1 stick 4 lunchie. Sun was shinning britely!! Soooo...

I can so get used 2 life like dis :D   Ter n I were prepared 4 Di 2 fly us aeroplane again but hey hey!! Surprise surprise!! :D
 She appeared!!! :D Lol~
   
Been a long time since I last stepped on2 a beach 4 d sun :P Reali nice n relaxing feeling. I tried 2 slp..n tt woman put ice on my tummy so I woke up in shock. Den I tried again..dis small kid got scared by 2 cute little doggies n started screamin. So, ya.. =/
Wanted 2 go chk out d new pub at Siloso but drove ard 4 quite awhile yet cldnt find it :P Den Ter sent Di 2 mt Steven n me 2 my little boy (: Din den homie after tt.
Tink I gona lie dwn 4 awhile more..den gg 4 ktveeeeee!!! :D
10:10 AM
 Friday, January 19, 2007
I noe 1 stick's gona mk noise tt I update my blog like 10x a day but ya, wat else's dere 2 do wen u r dis free??
Finali fell aslp at ard 6am, after listening 2 almst all d cds sm1 gave me last time. Den at 0655am, my dearest bean called me n I almst killed her. Den she tried 2 explain 2 me in an email after tt..
"this morning i know wat happen le.. i was trying to off my alarm but when i pressed.. i press call instead.. n i din know.. same button ma.. lol.."
Nice of her rite? !@#$! Niwaes, I woke up at 930am. Weird. Tried 2 slp but sldn't nimore ): Head still hurts =/
E1 seems 2 b so looking 4wd 2 wkends but 4 me, wkends or wkdays mk no diff. I'm so free til I've lost track of time/days etc. Smtimes I cant even rem wat day's 2dae =/
K, I better go find smtg 2 do if nt I may jus turn in2 dust n fly away. Hmm..but if I can fly away 2 Canada, tt shdn't b 2 bad an idea ey? :P
Where's d bloody sun?!?!?
10:56 AM
I dono if drinking is my lifestyle or a way of forcing myself 2 slp. I used 2 haf insomnia so I started drinking cos it knocks me out 4 d nite, tho I'll feel terrible in d morn. As my body's resistance gets stronger, I started drinking more to get tt effect (nope, I'm nt alcoholic)..until nw, it's bc more of a lifestyle cos it no longer helps me slp.
D beer got me concussed 4 3 hrs but nw I'm awake again. I've drunk 4 glasses of water cos my throat feels like a desert (still does..well, tt settles half of d 8l I'm supp 2 drink eday), n I've flipped ard in bed 4 an hr tryin 2 get back 2 slp. To no avail. So nw I'm hoping dis brite brite lite frm my comp will mk me dizzy enuff 2 get back 2 dreamland.
Or mb I shd jus stop tinkg 2 much? Sm tgs jus nd getting used to. Problem is can I?
Head pain pain *ouch* ): Slp slp slp!! I nd 2 slp! Damit..hw do I mk my brain shut dwn 4 awhile??? Mb can try banging my head against d wall?
I changed d backgrd song again. No, it doesnt reflect my mood; I'm nt depressed. Jus find it reali nice..
Hey, 我真的好想你. 不知道你现在到底在哪里?
3:49 AM
I don tink I'm sober. Mb onli 30%. Do ppl say deir true feelings wen dey r nt sober? Or do dey jus pray tt ppl ard them r unconscious as well so tt dey r nt listening 2 wat dey r sayin?
Wed. Din @ Pizza Walker wif dar n my cuzzie. Nt fantastic. Dono isit cos of d food or ambience, little boy n me still prefer Modesto :P
Bz day 2dae. Went 4 an interview dis morn. I actuali din wana go cos it was 2 early. But I managed 2 change d time n turns out, I reali like d job v.much! :D Den I spent d afternoon worrying if dey'll call me back 4 2nd interview :P Din haf high hopes cos I don haf d relevant experience ): Beanie asked me 2 flip d papers 2 c if dere's any position 4 a professional interviewee or a job tt gets me paid 4 meeting frds :P Lol~
Met beanie 4 lunchie. She forced me 2 eat Mac, after making me eat Kfc ytd..fat fat le ): Den met my da jie n Keagan 4 my 2nd lunch at Cine LJS. Talk talk, mum mum den went off 2 mt my cuz dey all 4 awhile n I bot reali sweet bedsheets n bone pillows!! :D I mms-ed beanie n she said I shdnt buy cos my bed got no space le but so cute!! Hw 2 don buy??? :P
  Hapi! :D
Den met Di 4 a drink at CB while waitin 4 Ter. Prob due 2 d good wishes of almst all d ppl I was msging abt my concerns after d interview, d woman called 2 ask me back 4 a 2nd int nxt Mon!! HAPI!! :D *cross fingers tt pay's gd* Den we went shopping again :P cos Ter was stuck in d rain at Sentosa. Reached abt 2 hrs later, we went 2 Toast Box at Wisma foodcourt 2 haf my long-awaited peanut butter toast :)
 Den Di left 2 mt her frd, Ter n I stayed 4 awhile more den I went 2 mt beanie at Vivo 4 din.
 We din wana get a 1 litre Paulander Weis again, in case history repeated itself, so we dec'd 2 get a 0.5l.

N dinner..pork kunckles!!  BUT.....
 x2. Ended up we drank 1.1l :X So wt's d pt of d 0.5l?? :P   Dere was dis funi waiter at d restaurant.
Me: *flipping thru menu 4 fun* Waiter walks pass.. Him: Hi, can I help u? Me: Err..nope, it's oki..I'm jus flipping 4 fun (: Him: Ahh..I get it. Tmr exam rite? Nw studying *big big grin n starts laughing at his own joke* Me & beanie looks at each otr.. -.-''' Homie after tt. Stoned. Slpy. Feel like I'm flipping a history book...mb mb mb...........dono..........don tink don tink :/
Ah well, watever. Jus hope it doesnt rain tmr..so tt I can go Sentosa, n *cross fingers* I can still fit in2 my bikini ;)
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