- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
November 2005[::] December 2005[::] January 2006[::] February 2006[::] March 2006[::] April 2006[::] May 2006[::] June 2006[::] July 2006[::] August 2006[::] September 2006[::] October 2006[::] November 2006[::] December 2006[::] January 2007[::] February 2007[::] March 2007[::] April 2007[::] May 2007[::] June 2007[::] July 2007[::] August 2007[::] September 2007[::] October 2007[::] November 2007[::] December 2007[::] January 2008[::] February 2008[::] March 2008[::] April 2008[::] May 2008[::] June 2008[::] July 2008[::] August 2008[::] December 2008[::]
Sunday, November 05, 2006
03.11.06 D look in his eyes etime I mention I'm leaving, Jac's depression n refusal 2 spk 2 me, Dyl's daily emails asking if I've reconsidered, Clint's consistent persuasion n of cos, nagging..dese images haunted me d whole day during work ytd. As an ans 2 my dilema 4 d past few days, I stood up n walked 2 my mgr. I'm definitely nt stayin but I wanted 2 ask 4 an extension. N as fate wld haf it, dis was exactly wat she wanted 2 tok 2 me abt as well.
So nw I haf 2 decide if I wana extend 1 or 2 mths, depending on wen my sch starts. I had alrd started my count-dwn to dis mth end 4 my last day n njoy a tai-tai life. Nw I haf 2 re-count all over again. Staying on means 1-2 more mths of ... but well..sighs, nm. But d looks on my 3 dear boys' faces wen I told them, it is worth it.
Dinner n movie @ Cine wif Eric last evening after work.
Ok. Dis show had a slpg spell which worked v.well. I tink I fell aslp 4 awhile during d show. Besides d reali cute guys, dere's reali ntg much 2 look 4 in dis show.
After tt met Di n her *ah-hum* frd, Steven @ Bugis 2 go ButterFactory. Haf heard 2 much abt tt pl but turned out 2 b quite a disappointment. At least 2 me la. 1stly, d queue was freaking slow. We wld've cleared a similar length queue at MOS in 5 mins but it took us almst an hr here! My gosh! But in a way gd oso la cos 1 stick n her *ah-hum* frd were late as well..so d timing worked out jus fine.
Hahas, as a compensation 4 losing all d pics we took at MOS last Sat, I re-enacted d sences wif Di again..but tt was after constant coaxing cos she's afraid tt I'll lose them again. Ta-dah! I din!! :D
FRIENDS 4EVER! (:
MUACKIES!!
N den somemore...
N of cos...
Tks 4 ur unbelievable understanding, patience n tolerance. Tks 4 standing by me, providing me wif solutions 2 probs I cant solve, both work-wise n personal. Tks 4 being my shield. Tks 4 gifg me d courage 2 take tt 1 more step 4wd. Tks 4 making me believe.. (:
4 of us left ard 2am cos I was starving. Went 2 eat d nice nice ba kut teh @ MS..den homie le cos I was working 9am d nxt day =/ Totali tired out..but hapi (n_n)o
04.11.06
Cld hardly wk up. Gosh..so tired. Niwaes, work was quite a breeze, nt many calls..spent my whole 5 hrs surfing net, msn, n chatting wif my dear collegs. 2pm, logged out immediately n flew 2 Orchard 2 mt Eric 4 lunch n he accompanied me 2 get pressie 4 my dearest daddy!
Got him a bluetooth headset..den went homie 4 a rest. Reached hm, played wif my babies 4 awhile n concussed str8 away. Wen I was awokened in a reali nice way, it was almst 6pm! N our din booking was at 7!
Family din 2 celebrate dad n Joe's bdae at our usual restaurant, 老北京 cos we love d Peking duck dere..nice nice! N oso gt bro's fave red bean pancake..hehes~ After a super filling din, went shopping ard 4 awhile n mum wanted 2 buy somemore jigsaw puzzles 2 fix :P
Home swt home again, spent d rest of d nite fixing puzzles wif mum n chatting..until ard 12am. N our cute little babies, Dobby n Mopi laid at mum n my feet respectively d whole time, slpg. Nw it's 2am..n my eyes can barely open. Still nd 2 wake up early 2 acc her 2 market in d morn..woohoo~
It breaks my heart etime I haf 2 walk away n disappoint them..sighs~ N my baby Mopi..he's so cute my heart aches etime he whimps wen he c me walk out d door..
N it hurts me 2 c daddy upset..alot of tgs, u noe urself isit reasons or excuses. I don reali care but it doesnt mean I don care tt dad cares. Etg tt was said 2nite, I promise u I'll remember (:
Okie, bedtime le. If nt I'll b slpg til 3pm le..nites little 1s!
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Sunday, November 05, 2006
1:34 AM