- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Ahhh...super tired!! Jus back frm my annual D&D @ Swissotel. Food was nt v.nice but impt tg was dere was free flow alcohol..beer onli la actuali, cos d red wine sucked big time. 1st dish was served at almst 2100 by wen I was stuffed frm 5 glasses of beer..n of cos, my dearest english durian finished all my food 4 me :P
Our boss insisted tt me n Clint haf 2 dress up so bo bian, lunch time we went 2 shop ard 4 some funi tgs 2 wear..and...I was dressed up as a fairy cos so happened I brot my pink dress 2 change. Quite suitable hor?? Hahas~ 1 stick wld've asked mi 2 b a black widow instd, rite u idiot?
TTA & me
Beauty & the Beast :P
N oh!! I met my ex-colleg, Maria! She's working in d same bank but diff dept. Last time I saw her was last yr's D & D..time reali flies wor.. N tt's d car prize 4 lucky draw which no1 stayed 2 watch cos we all noe no1's gona get it =/
After din, Kelvin came 2 pick me cos he insisted tt it's 2 late n I canot go hm myself..lol~
During d din I was sudd regretting so much of my rash decision 2 leave. Where else can I find a job tt pays me so well 2 watch vcd d whole day? Where else can such great collegs?
Eric, my security blanket..alwys here even during his off days so he's ard wenever I nd help n buy me afternoon drinks. Kel, who'll drive frm Bishan 2 town 2 send me hm @ Jurong den hm again in d middle of d nite wen he nds 2 work at 8am d nxt day? Clint, my nv-ending snacks provider n lunch partner. Jac, who'll stop at ntg 2 mk me laugh n send me hm wen it's late even tho we live poles apart. Dyl, who's alwys at an arm's length away wen my phone or comp screws up, buying me mags n newspaper wenever I m bored. TTA, who's alwys dere 2 help me solve my mysterious cases. N many, many otrs..hell, even d Starbucks guy who mks my coffee e'morn..I'm gona miss him 2 man.
Sighs..but it's an irreversible decision sooo...2 bad la. SIGHS~ Dere r Xs wen I feel tt all I nd is dis job..can find my solance here. But dere r Xs wen I feel tt I'll get 2 stagnant here n I wana go get my degree. Sighs ):
My full costume, complete wif my magical wand..taken by Kel in his car wen I reached hm (:Granting my own wishes 2 come true :P
Don tink 2 much le. Wat will b, will b. Life will find its way, so will I. Time 2 slp nw. If nt d 3 little piggies who refuse 2 slp until I go 2 slp will die in office tmr :P Nite nite little 1s!
Y do I bother tt u r bothered? N y shd u bother tt I m bothered? N y r u bothering me??? I don wana say sorry 2 ni1 nimore..sighs~
2:18 AM
Monday, October 30, 2006
Haven had dis "head spinning, stomach churning" feeling in quite awhile. No more long island tea 4 me..gona kill tt Steven 4 drowning us..namely me, wif 2 bloody jugs! K la, prob my fault oso..but I alwys use alcohol as a way of releasing depression..
I'm nt a clubber..prefer a quiet pub / lounge or ktv pub 4 a drink..unless I feel like dancing or getting deaf. But MOS's alrite. Even tho tt pl's packed all d time, smhw I don mind getting squashed dere. N 1 stick still owes me Butterfactory.
Halloween nite wif a bunch of my collegs n ex-collegs last nite. Fun!! All d ppl were dressed up as witches, monsters etc. Took alot of photos but I cant find my memory card..soooo.. ): Damn sad ):
Eric came over at ard 1+ am after his thing at ButterFactory 2 join us...ended up we stayed til almst 4am :P Cherry wanted 2 go 4 supper but I was 2 tired 2 even chew so we went hm le..
N ppl, don msg or call me dese 2 days cos I lost my sim card as well n d stupid re-activation takes bloody 2 working days. Knn.
Woke up ard 11+am, rushed 2 WM 2 get my replacement sim card..den back home 2 try 2 detoxify myself further. Din work. N my legs r still aching frm d 3-hr long dance =/
Met Di n Steven @ Bugis 2 collect a gift I ordered ytd. Warned him tt I'll take my revenge soon n he's nt 2 drive d nxt time we go clubbing. I'll mk sure he's unconscious by d time he's done..tink he'll nv dare 2 go drinking wif me nimore. Lol~ Walked ard, abit of retail therapy den to PS 2 mt Eric 4 din at d new Sakae Sushi. 2 hr long din, 1.5 of it waiting cos of d wonderful technology of tt bloody comp-ordering thingy..d kitchen din get our orders at all!! @#$!
Back 2 work tmr..sighs~ Still thot tt my entertainer will b back tmr after his 1 wk leave but tt stupid Jac is takin mc tmr..hmph.
): My little finger's swollen....
To u, tks 4 takin care of me last nite..n sorry, I reali din noe wat happened..
N 2 d angel of my life, reali appreciate all ur effort u've made, esp 2nite..but some tgs..I reali dono hw 2 explain n I don expect u 2 understand. Jus hope tt dis decision will b d best 4 both of us. I cant say enough of dis word n it mite nt mean nitg nimore..but I'm sorry.
Sighs..my tatty bear~ (:
2:22 AM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
2dae's my off day but I slpt 4 less dan 3 hrs. Cldn't slp d whole nite n dad's op was at 8am -.-
Luckily all went well dis time, no unexpected surprises like d 1st time..got discharged ard 1+ pm. Went 4 lunch..I had no appetite so mum bot some finger fd 2 share..n dad ended up eating it all 4 me..lol~
Den I acc dad hm 2 rest while bro drove mum 2 work. He wanted mi 2 stay hm 4 din..was so tired tt I fell aslp watching dvd =/ Mum woke me up wen she came hm 2 ask me wat I wanted 4 din..she was 2 tired 2 cook so asked bro 2 go buy back.
Nw I'm reali tired but still canot slp. Sighs~ Dono wat's gg on in my head oso...can ni1 tell me? ): Nt u, 1 stick.
12:11 AM
Friday, October 27, 2006
To the angel of my life,
No words or actions can describe hw sorry or painful I feel.
It's not abt ni1 else or nitg u said. Dis I promise u.
Mayb it's 4 d best, mayb it's a mistake. I dono. Watever d consequences will b, I'm prepared 2 face it.
I noe dere will be. But I haf no choice.
U deserve so much more.
I'm sorry.
I reali m.
3:58 AM
Hw do u strike a balance between being a reali gd frd n a superior?
My gege came 2 pick me after his meeting n we went 2 our 老地方 at Tanjong Rhu. I wanted 2 go Cosy Bay 4 a drink but as usual, he refused 2 let me drink. He bot my fave dou hua and huge egg tarts frm Rochor n we had a little picnic dere (:He even brot candles n snacks frm home! Romantic hor? :P
Beautiful nite view, nice food, my most comfortable companion (:
I rem we used 2 spend almst every nite here, sitting by d river, legs dangling above d water..chatting for hrs non-stop. E'time I wear skirt he'll carry me over d fence, wen I wear heels, he'll lend me his slippers n walk bare-footed on d grass back 2 d car. 2nite dere was a bunch of Filippino maids learning a new dance. It was quite hillarious cos d steps look v.much like d Great Spore Workout. Lol~ N dey brot along many cute puppies but of cos, nowhere near as cute as my darlin babies (:
Sat dere, chatted 4 few hrs, fed alot of mosquitoes =/ Den wen our blood count was depleting, we dec'd 2 return 2 d van n sit dere listen 2 music instd.
For so many yrs, etime we needed sm1, we were d 1st 1s dere 4 each otr. We listen but nv judge. Many ppl tink we r a couple but d bond btn us is so much more dan tt. It's a v.close sibling tie which no1 can ever break, nt even our respective partners.
Wen d candles burnt out, which dey did pretty fast cos of d super strong wind, he poured out d liquid wax n made me dis..
Dere was onli enuff wax 4 3..hahs~ Don nihw tink hor..he has a 3-yr long gf de.. :P I alwys say tt even tho he may b v.v.close 2 me, I'm d last ger she shd ever worry abt..same 4 me (: Tho I'm quite hard 2 comprehend, I muz say he's d 1 tt understands me mst. N I'm oso d 1 who knows him d best..prob even more so dan his gf? :P N it's prob oso bc of dis reason tt we can nv b tgt..hor, kor? :P
Went over 2 his frd's pl 2 collect his proj den I was on my way homie le. Tired. Anor day, anor hope..rite? ):
12:18 AM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Bz bz day ytd! Lunch @ d same old restaurant wif d family den ktv wif d kiddys, i.e. my small cuzzies (:
Rushed off at almst 1730 2 mt Eric @ PS, bumped in2 my colleg along d way n I lost track of time chatting wif him. Wen I finali reached PS, it was almst 1830 n we were supp 2 haf din b4 watchg a 1900 movie. Lol~
Wanted 2 try d new ramen pl @ d Atrium but no time le so we went str8 2 d Cathay 4 a quick bite.
Tried out dis new western restaurant..I tink it's called Indulgence or smtg ah..food's nt 2 bad but reali big portions (at least it is 2 me la)..cute utensils tho.. (:
As usual, I ate a morsel of my food but poor boy was gulping den his rice cos we were late 4 d show alrd..it was quite funi..lol~
Super interesting show!! But I did kill many of my brain cells n was quite exhausted wen it ended. N thank god I had him dere 2 explain it 2 me..lol~ It's abt 2 gd frds who were magicians..turned enemies wen dey each gt obssessed wif their art.
After d movie, flew hm 2 go fetch mum frm airport. She was comin back frm Taiwan..supp 2 go wif her de but my leave period did nt coincide ): Flight landed at ard 12am..so we went Coffee Bean 4 a drink n chat while waiting. Oh oh! Met my ex-mentor, Randy @ d airport! He's gg 2 interivew SIA as air-steward as well..hehes, hope he gets it!
Reached hm n we unpacked. Tks mum, 4 d clothes, bag n dis cutest pea pod hp chain which she specially chose 4 me cos she noes I like cute cute stuff! :D
Den bro needed 2 go his frd's hse do proj..fetch him dere..by d time got hm, bathed n in2 bed was ard 4+ am le..n I had 2 wake up at 730 2 go work ): Had a nice slp tho.. (:
Work was Terrible wif a captial T 2dae man. Seems like a sequeal frm Mon...n frm d looks of it, dis serial will last d whole damn wk. Was so bz tt I din even haf time 2 eat my ai xin Mac breakie tt Em ordered 2 my office =/ N I cldnt even squeeze time out 2 find a plug 2 charge my hp..n I was almst uncontactable d whole day cos I din charge my hp last nite..
Met Shelby 4 lunchie..she made me wait a gd half hr 4 her b4 she strutted over 2 mt me *bish* Had a v.full lunch, which made me even more slpy..all I looked 4wd 2 is 4 d clock 2 strike 7 n off I fly.. *tired tired*
Dinner n homie le..I nd 2 slp slp badly..tmr's gona b anor long long day.. ):
11:25 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
10:53 PM
N so..my beloved (not so much actuali but Eric told me I muz pamper it, lest it 闹情绪 again) comp is back frm d hospital. Medical fees worked out to a cool $200+. !@!#$ Nihoos, nw I gotta restore all my progs again, which v.well explains y I m typing dis at 3am instd of lying in my cosy, toys-filled bed, playing chess wif Mr Zhou.
If dere's a contest 2 c who's been 2 Vivo d mst no. of Xs since its opening, I tink I haf a pretty high chance of winning it. 2dae's d wat, 8th time I'm dere in 2 wks? Nt tt I particularly njoy squishing in d maddening crowd or cos I m tryin 2 train my patience by pushing my way thru d ridiculous, n may I add, nv-ending human traffic jams. Dere r quite a few of my fave boutiques like A/X (but haven open yet), Zara, GAP, Levis etc..mb tt's y? *shrugs* 4 sm funi reason, I kp ending up dere.
Hahas~ 4 d 1st time it seems I'm nt d 1st 1 among d few of us 2 catch a new movie. Went 2 watch Death Note wif Yl in d pm..barely made it in time tho, wif his usual lateness n d head-spinning crowds. It's amazing hw many grps of Siamese twins/triplets/quadruplets etc dere r in Sg =/
Reali cool show! Shall nt tok abt d story..quite worth watching. I din stay 4 d credits but apparently, I heard frm d radio tt dey showed an upcoming sequel. No wonder I found d ending so abrupt..n his ans 2 me was "cos d comic oso haven write finish wat.." Lol~ D God of Death is so so so cute. N Light reminds me of my ex-colleg, KC :P
I was starving after d show n we searched ard frantically 4 a pl 2 eat. My gdness! Dis is abt d 1st time got $ oso no pl 2 eat! D queues at e'restaurant/cafe were like dragons..I was so desperate tt I even went 2 d foodcourts 2 c (yes, I hate foodcourts, esp during peak hrs. Basicali I jus dislike crowds. Period.)..of cos, 2 no avail. Detoured 2 d sky roof, dis is wat d view of Sentosa looks like in a brighter light.
N oh. D last 1's not Sentosa. Tt's jus me :D
Finali managed 2 find a Jap restaurant at a v.ulu corner wif no queue! Prices' r way steep but who cares?? Impt tg is after a 2 hr search, we finali managed 2 sit dwn 4 din. N we soon found out y dere's no queue.
D food selection was so minimal, dere was barely nitg 2 choose frm! =/ But beggars cant b choosers so we jus ordered wat seems 2 b d mst filling items on d menu.
Servings turned out 2 b HUGE but nt tt fantastic n as usual, half my noodles was still swimming ard in tt cute little slanted bowl after I was done. N I tink he got quite high after eating half of d plum wine jelly. Hahaha!! After tt $70+++ meal, my mouth was still pretty itchy.
We were tokg abt being secret agents n he was kiddin tt Alex's nt his real name..
Yl: Actuali my real name is nt Alex..it's Tony.
Me: Reali? My gd-dad is called Tony. Tony Sing (he's tryin 2 b funi n took it as Singh).
Yl: Oh? Ur gdfather is indian ah? No wonder la..u r indian oso..no wonder I alwys got communication barrier wif u..don understand wat u r tokg abt.
Me: *ah-bish*
Walked ard a little bit more..little boy had 2 go hm n I was on my way 2 Kallang 2 mt Eric. He was hungry after his shift, I was finding smtg 2 curb my little hunger pangs. Walked 2 Geylang 4 d nice nice beef horfun..yumi! C, $10..I tink I was fuller (is dere such a word?) dan d $70+++ din. Lol!! Took a walk ard d area, awaiting d magicial moment wen d clock strikes 12 n hundreds of cabs will miraculously fall frm d sky.
Em came 2 mt me 4 awhile wen I came bk cos he jus missed me so much? Swt hor? Lol~ Ya, u better stop drinking so much ah I tell u. =/
Sighs~ 1 more day n I m back 2 d sickening office ~.- Ah well, gd tgs don last..if dey do, dey'll jus turn bad eventually..
In dis world..m I d onli 1 who feels dis way? Thank u, it's beautiful..mb promises r nt so much empty words after all, r dey? (: Smtimes in d nite, listening 2 dis song will still bring a glisten 2 my eye..in a gd way or bad, I dono. I promise u..dis song will accompany me d rest of my life..
surface - shower me with your love (1989)
2:57 AM
Friday, October 20, 2006
Been sick d past coupla days. Bedridden. Ok la, nt tt bad..jus prob for d whole of ytd n half of 2dae. N wat's worse is tt my bloody comp broke down AGAIN!! Gd tg I haf a v.swt guy who rushed over last nite ard 10+ pm after his work 2 boil milk 4 me..felt much better after tt :D
Niwae, team interaction din at Suntec RiceTable. Had 2 practically drag myself dere cos stupid cramps r still killing me. Long long din wif d big bosses, whom we spoke barely 2 words 2. I dono wat's d pt of hafg dis "interaction" dinner man =/
Pic's abit blur cos d stupid guy's hand shoke. D 1 behind me (far rite..d tall tall 1) is d ang moh durian, Clint. D 1 wif d long hair at d far left corner is Jac..v.beng rite? Believe me, d pic doesnt justify hw freakishly lanky he is. D ger in red in front is my mgr, Kristine n d 1 bs her is d big boss. D flowery colorful ger is my partner, Cherry. She's as swt as her name sounds..lol~ Aiya..2 many 2 intro la..but got quite a few pretty gers hor? :P
Wen I came back, I got a pleasant surprise! Whitey was sitting in my study room!! Em, knowing tt I don haf a comp 2 use, in btn helping his dad in d morn n reporting 4 work in d afternoon, he brot whitey over n set it up so tt I can use d internet wen I come hm!! N oso, nw I can watch d last 10 episodes of a HK serial tt I was chasing during my shift but cos I had 2 ret it 2 my colleg, Jac burnt it in2 dvd 4 me. Who noes, my dvd player cldnt play it n my comp exploded..he had actuali wanted 2 re-burn it 2 vcd 4 me but nw donid le..I can finish watchg d whole tg 2nite! Hehehe!!
1 sad tg tho..my msn got no more emoticons ): Beanie!! Send me smileys!! Wonder hw long my comp's gona b in d hospital 4 dis time =/
2:14 AM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
As promised ytd, courtesy of Gm. D fighter planes pic is taken frm his work pl..gorgeous eh? I wanted 2 fly over 2 Texas 2 visit him during dis hol but he sugg it 2 late..cldnt book any tix alrd ): Frm all d photos he sent, d pl looks nice nice..of cos d 1st 2 r nt of Texas la..dey r taken frm National Geographic. Lol~
Wen u hate sm1, it means u acknowledge his/her existence..which oso means he/she is impt enuff 4 u 2 b bothered by their presence. Me? I don hate ni1. Cos ni1 who can cause me such resentment r nt even worth a fraction of my time or energy. May he/she who likes 2 live in dreamland, live in their illusion of happiness 4ever..hahaha~
Lunch wif my da jie dis afternoon den went 2 my gdma's hse 4 a visit. Met Eric @ Vivo after he knocked off cos he wanted 2 chk out d pl. Heard frm YL dey r hafg d IMF Appreciation Dinner thingy dere 2dae so was super crowded.
Dinner @ White Dog Cafe.
Food's nt 2 bad but service sux. So freaking long n even got our orders wrong, which is nt a v.smart tg 2 do while serving a cust svc officer n a cust svc manager. We almst wanted 2 complain but seeing an ang moh couple beat us 2 it, we dec'd 2 let d matter rest. Dey had dis sky roof thingy outside d restaurant so we dec'd 2 take a walk dere. D view is Sentosa..reali beautiful (:
Wanted 2 catch a movie but as usual, all d shows I've alrd watched. Den he recalled dis pl opp called St James Power Station which has been converted 2 a sorta clubbing pl. We managed 2 find our way dere after a long walk, onli 2 find dere's 1 pub open. Took anor long long walk bk 2 Harborfront n settled at Harry's. Beer 4 me, fruit punch 4 him cos he's nt supp 2 drink niwae, doc's orders but he refused 2 follow until me excessive nagging. Lol~ I'm gd influence eh? :P
Changed my bkgrd song..nw same same (: Dis song is v.special 2 me. Kinda 4gtten abt it but heard it again smwhere. Wen will I hear d version tt was written 4 me again? Has it been dere 4 a long time? I've nv waited 4 it 2 load until 2nite. *smiles*
2:03 AM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Nice dinner @ Em's pl. He n his sis spent half d afternoon preparing a delicious meal of pasta, mushroom soup made frm scratch n salad! D sauce was self-made n d pasta was fusilli - my fave! He knows I love mushroom so they put so much mushrooms in2 d soup tt it bc more like mushroom paste..lol~ But still, yumi!!
We walked 2 West Mall 4 a drink n movie after d v.filling dinner.
Aiya, 1 stick don let me write summary of d movie I v.hard 2 review ley. Mmm..oki la, let's jus say dis is a show abt family, frdship, love n self-honor. Also teaches u hw 2 pick urself up after a terrible fall. Wen u r successful, e1 will love u. It's onli wen u lose etg, d 1s tt still stay wif u..r d 1s tt'll stand by u 4ever.
): No more shows 2 watch again.
I jus finished reading Sex, Lies and Headlocks: The Real Story of Vince McMahon & WWE. Vince McMahon is d owner of WWE..if u dono wat's WWE, den don bother contg 2 read..n oso, don bother 2 b my frd nimore :P
I've nv been a v.avivd reader but I like reading biographies of famous ppl, esp wrestlers. Behind d glamour n glitter of d nightly performances, behind d million-dollar mthly productions, all d reckless smashing of Ferraris n Harleys..is a world of darkness n drugs, broken marriages, infidelity n back-stabbing.
As sm1's fave phrase, "everything is not as wat it seems. On d surface, I may look v.happy but truth is I'm nt." Applicable 2 wrestlers, dey r on d road 80% of d time getting their heads smashed n spilling blood 4 a living. Dey cant spend special occasions wif deir kids, deir marriages r doomed rite frm d start. But still dey choose dis path n stick by it regardless. Dis is passion.
I grew up watching wrestling, or rather, Bret Hart. Tho wrestling's planned, I'll get pissed wen ppl say it's fake cos d blood flowed is real. D chairs reali hit d guys n dey reali put all effort in2 tt 1 20 min match 2 entertain d crowd. D broken hips n stitches canot b more real.
While otr kids' ambitions were docs or lawyers, mine was being a wrestler. Until I gave up tryin2 b bigger-sized, I dec'd 2 b a valet. Den I realised mayb I wun ever get 2 b tt sexy but I've got a flair in writing. So I wanted 2 b a script-writer in WWE. Tt was in sec3. Still stays til nw. Mayb 1 day wen I can leave behind etg here, I'll persue my dream..
Ah well, nihoos~ Blogger seems 2 b hafg a prob wif uploading pics again. Wanted 2 put some nice nice scenery photos. Will try again tmr..
我很想爱他 但是眼睛在说谎 隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他 但是理智在吵架 退出可以解围吗 谁能给我一个好的回答
Sorry, I dono y I alwys sound so harsh..mayb I'm jus tryin 2 deny or mayb it's reali hw I'm feeling..
12:44 AM
Monday, October 16, 2006
Dinner @ Cine Suki Ramen wif Jacen after work ytd. Ding dong brot me up n dwn cos he cldn't decide wat 2 eat =/
Went 2 watch Silk after tt. D director had a v.gd idea for d plot. He was tryin 2 incorporate science n ghosts tgt. D starting was quite gd but d ending abit no head no tail. We were sayin mb he saw ey, 1.5 hrs le..so jus nihw came up wif an ending. Lol~ Ni1 who watches it pls explain 2 me.. ~.-
Sat by d roadside chatting while he acc me 2 wait 4 Eric 2 k/o. Jac practically eats cigerattes 4 his meals, which explains his 1.81 m-60kg frame. He's d 1 person I don even bother 2 coax 2 quit cos he's hopeless. Lol~ In 15 mins, he can puff 4-5 sticks. Imagine I haf lunch wif him almst eday. My gdness. I alwys tell him wen he complains abt d haze tt smokers haf no rite 2 mk noise cos dey contribute at least 20% of d 110 PSI. Blehzzz.
Wen Eric came, he left 4 home cos he said "old man" canot stay out 2 late n he dono Eric well. Hahaha~ We went ICB 4 a couple of beers n wedges. 1 tg bad abt gg out wif a manager is tt half d time he'll b on d phone settling some case. Haas~
Sighs..do I look like ah lian? No rite? ): Eric said tt Jac's v.suitable 4 me cos he has a v.beng look n I look v.lian =/ Sorry oh, bengs r nt my type..I prefer sensible, mature guys (i.e. Bret Hart? hehhes~) n definitely NOT a smoker. I'm alrd gg 2 die frm liver failure..donid 2 add lung cancer 2 my death cert. Den Jac said tt Eric's rite 4 me cos he has d v.guai look n so do I. Tt seems more like me..hahas~ Tt 2 jokers r reali quite funi :P Reminds me of Nic n Brose..lol~
Nihoos, offy 4 a whole weeeek!! Hehehes~ Can slp all I wan :D!!!!
12:15 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
My dearest mum alwys whips up a feast wen I go hm 4 din (: Yumi! Missed my babies so much! She kpt laughin, askin mi 2 bring my little bb hm cos he's so attached 2 me, refusing 2 let me go..even following me outta d door. Lol~
A r/ship cant b built on nv-ending lies n emotional blackmail, neither can it b built on guilt n gratitude.
Pls save ur crap 4 ppl who r dumb enuff 2 still bother. Don waste my time. zZz~
Smtimes w/o certain presence, I can breathe more easily.
1 more day 2 go! =D
12:50 AM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
1.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?- black NIKE sports top 2. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?- twins! 1 boy 1 ger (: d boy has 2 come 1st.. 3. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?- err..dono.. 4. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?- Nope 5. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY?- celebrated 4 3 days? :P 6. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?- 930 am..surprisingly early 4 an off day 7. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT THREE NIGHTS AGO?- waa..cant rem lo 8. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?- -.-''' who does?? 9. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?- bungee jumping!! 10. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?- abt 2 mins ago wen she poured me a glass of water 11. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?- My past 12. IF YOU HAD 250,000 DOLLARS... WHATWOULD YOU DO WITH IT?- emigrate to Calgary 13. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?- 10 mths 20 days 14. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?- I used 2 pretend I m Jerry in d cartoon Tom n Jerry..so yea, I did 15. DESCRIBE WHAT UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?- boxers 16. LAST THING YOU ATE?- chilli crab 17. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?- December..cos of Xmas 18. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?- December..cos of Xmas 19. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE??- y wld I borrow clothes frm ppl? I haf plenty myself.. 20. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?- hoo boy..who wldnt noe?? 21. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?- wwe.com 22. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?- yaoliang..got scolded by him ): 23 LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD?- sm1 I don even wana tink abt 24. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?- yep 25. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?- oolong tea (: 26. HAVE YOU BEEN TO AUSTRALIA?- yep 27. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?- I don hate ni1. If I haf 2 feel tt strongly 2wds sm1, I wun even acknowledge it's existence nimore so no pt wasting my energy 2 hate it
1:47 AM
Because of u.. I m a princess who still has total freedom 2 fly
Ur attention to d most minute detail Ur caringness 2wds every aspect of my life Ur thotfulness 4 my well-being Ur heart tt'll alwys contain me..
Dis dear of mine is so sweet tt even my mum can't believe it. He made me a wind-chime as a pressie..
My mum said tt he shd go open a shop selling all dese handmade stuff. But of cos, he'll onli spend all dis effort on his angel, me! Lol~ Tks dear.. (:
Vivocity Gold Class finali has a movie tt I haven watched!
I tink I shall nt review movies nimore, least getting a scolding frm 1 stick again. The Departed is jus an eng version of 无间道. If u've watched tt, u'll more or less noe dis story. Alot of d f* word tho..
Nw I noe y each tix 4 d gold class here costs $30, which is actuali $5 more dan GWC's gold class. U can reali fall aslp in dere man. I tink d biggest diff is tt dey serve red wine here!! Can u imagine? Movie, red wine, nice food, cosy armchair n warm blankets..so hapi d show lasted 2.5 hrs :D
Den 2 my uncle's hse 4 din. Den back 2 my pl cos he wanted 2 try 2 fix d stupid SE pc suite on my comp. Amazingly, wen I tried it again, it worked!!! Hahaha~
Work thru d wkend. Off nxt week. Oh oh! So hapi! Lol~ HDB board rate increase letter gona b sent out tmr. Meaning ppl will receive it on Mon n start calling endlessly 2 kpkb abt it 4 d whole of nxt wk! N I wun b dere!! Woohoo! Eric said tt I'll miss all d fun. I told him I cant handle such excitement, mite get a heart attack. I prefer a simple n peaceful..in otr words, boring life. Hehes~
Nites little 1s! Oh oh! Listen 2 my backgrd song. It's by F.I.R. Dey incorporated 1 of my fave songs "Hw do I live without u" in2 it. Nice nice (:
不要对我那么好..可能我真的不值得呢？
12:46 AM
Friday, October 13, 2006
4 some weird reason, thru'out d whole day ytd I felt so much like hafg a drink. Mb it's d work stress, mb it's d mental stress. I dono.
Shian came 2 mt me 4 a din after work. Had noody at a nearby coffee shop, den headed to dis newly-renovated pub, Archipelego near my office 4 a drink.
Dis pl is quite cool. Dey brew deir own beer n even gif small glasses of samples 4 new custs 2 try. N mst importantly, dey oso haf my fave Erdinger!! =D
N den we ordered mussels. It took 4ever 2 come so we entertained ourselves wif d huge basket of peanuts tt was given :P I tried 2 pick out all d 3 peanuts-in-a-pod 1s n he kept getting dose wif d teeny tiny 1s inside. It was so funi~
Mussels finali arrived. After almst an hr.
Chatted 4 awhile den we walked ard d whole Boat Quay tryin 2 find some pl else 2 drink. Nowhere seems interesting so we ended up at 7-11. Bot our drinks n went 2 sit at a closed coffee shop n chatted d rest of d nite. Tho dis beer's name sounds like Erdinger, it's nowhere near it. Tastes like burnt jiu hua cha. Blehzzz.
Toked abt wedding plans..apparently, Mr Tan's ideal wedding is gg 2 take place at Clementi hawker centre. He's gg 2 book d whole hawker centre n hold his wedding dere. Hahahahas! Whoever's his bride-to-be, all d best, ger! Lol~
Den we tried 2 flag a cab. 2330. It's freaking impossible 2 get a cab at tt time man. Ended up haf 2 on-call.
Reached hm, bathed n beddy time. Haven drank in a reali long time (2 wks?)..felt real gd. A drink can reali help put dose redundant stuff away. I nw believe in dis phrase "Once a liar, alwys a liar..once a cheater, alwys a cheater." I don wan 2 b d 1 who has 2 suffer d rest of her life cracking her head 2 tink which sentence is true n which is a lie..actuali no much of a prob la..cos 90% r crap niwae. Zzz...
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
2:18 AM
Wen u hate sm1, it means u acknowledge his/her existence..which oso means he/she is impt enuff 4 u 2 b bothered by their presence. Me? I don hate ni1. Cos ni1 who can cause me such resentment r nt even worth a fraction of my time or energy. May he/she who likes 2 live in dreamland, live in their illusion of happiness 4ever..hahaha~
