- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
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Friday, September 29, 2006
Ur words r still d same Dey repeat themselves e'day Ur promises still remain Tt paragraph will nv change Ur songs still sound d same D lyrics repeat in my head Ur future still headed d same way D otr person in it will alwys remain unchanged For where your treasure is, there your heart will also be...forever~ End of anor routined yet fun day. Gona miss dis nite shift wen I haf 2 face d morn sun e'morn 4 d nxt 2 wks again. Shit.
Met beanie during my dinner break. I was sitting dere, innocently eating my noody..she was playing wif my phone. Wen I took it back, I got a shock.
She changed my wallpaper 2 a slanted pic of me eating my noody she secretly took..I shd sue her 4 invading my privacy.
As if tt's nt bad enuff..wen I locked my phone..
AHHH!!!! She changed my screensaver!! A BIG BEAN staring at me!!! N she threatened me,"D nxt time I c u, dis better still b on ur phone OR ELSE..!!"
So nw etime I use my hp, I'm terrorized ): Lol~
Supper @ LPS wif my dear. Poor boy was so tired but still travelled all d way frm Jurong dwn 2 office 2 acc me mum mum *touched touched* Tho I like doin nite shift..but it's making me gain 2 much weight..well, u win some, u lose some..niwaes, doesnt matter oso *winks* (:
On a totali diff note, y do r/ships alwys gif ppl such headaches? My gege is trapped in a "middle of d pacific ocean" r/ship. 3 yrs le..y do r/ships nv seem 2 last? So long le..wan 2 break oso hard, don wan 2 break oso diff 2 cont..sighs~
My heart aches 4 him. He was saying hw cm we alwys seem 2 b tgt but nv fated 2 b a couple. Dis is a qn we've been pondering abt 4 d past 6 yrs. Lol~ Which is true..we knew each otr even b4 sch started. D feelings were dere b4..tho nt deep..but smhw, you yuan wu fen. Mb it's cos we noe each otr 2 well le ba. He was alwys by my side during my darkest Xs last yr..I jus wana c him hapi 2. Alwys here 4 u, bro.. Read smtg reali swt..
"if loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices, i'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices den not to be loved by you.i feel so fortunate. your love for me is against all odds and i will never trade anything for that." Dis is hw love shd b, isn't it? (:
Nites sweeties!
12:40 AM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Hafg a job tt lets me watch vcd d whole evening..wif a gd pay.
Hafg collegs tt'll nv let ur work days feel boring- Running after d last bus tgt on an open rd, Combing d whole of Geylang streets lookg 4 porridge n soya bean curd in d middle of d nite, Bitching n crapping abt work, Gossiping abt ppl, Nice colleg who'll send me hm 2 Jurong n den embark on a slow n tiring journey bk 2 SengKang @ 3am, Coming hm @ 3am w/o worrying 2 wake up early 4 work again..
It's all dese simple joys tt adds 2 making my life complete..n it's d ppl who mk me hesitate 2 quit my job (:
3:59 AM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Haven had such a nice home-cooked dinner in a long long time.. (:
West Mall 2 watch Miami Vice wif Em after din.
Show's 2 complicated 4 my over-loaded, tired mind 2 comprehend. So I snitched d sypnosis off frm GV. Dere u go..4 dose who r lazy 2 go GV webbie 2 read..
Ricardo Tubbs (Academy Award® winner Jamie Foxx of Ray, Jarhead) is urbane and dead smart. He lives with Bronx-born intel analyst Trudy, played by British actress Naomie Harris (28 Days Later, upcoming Pirates of the Caribbean II and III), as they work undercover transporting drug loads into South Florida to identify a group responsible for three murders.
Sonny Crockett (Colin Farrell of S.W.A.T., The New World) ]to the untrained eye, his presentation may seem unorthodox, but procedurally he is sound] is charismatic and flirtatious until-while undercover working with the supplier of the South Florida group-he gets romantically entangled with Isabella, the Chinese-Cuban wife of an arms and drugs trafficker. Isabella is played by the Chinese actress Gong Li (Raise the Red Lantern, Memoirs of a Geisha).
The best undercover identity is oneself with the volume turned up and restraint unplugged. The intensity of this case pushes Crockett and Tubbs out onto the edge where identity and fabrication become blurred, where cop and player become one-especially for Crockett in his romance with Isabella and for Tubbs in the provocation of an assault on those he loves.
Miami Vice, as a large-scale feature film, liberates what is adult, dangerous and alluring about working deeply undercover...especially when Crockett and Tubbs go to where their badges don't count...
N funi tg..thru'out d whole show, I thot Gong Li was Zhang Ziyi..until I came bk n read d review. Omg~ :P N oh! Collin Farrell is hhhotttt...!! Hahas~
Sighs..I got 2 more mths 2 plan where I wana go. My Ah Nic kor kor is breathing dwn my neck e'nite..pestering me 2 find anor job. Shd I stay or shd I go? Tink I shall go get my degree instd. Easier. Donid 2 tink so much =/
Shorter term..in 3 wks time..shd I go HK??? I wana goooooo...!!!!
Time 2 slp nw..close ur eyes..lalala~ It's back 2 work in anor 12 hrs. Nites little 1s -.-zzz
1:33 AM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Is dere reali such a tg as waiting 4 sm1 4ever? Sm1 has spent d last 7 yrs proving tt..sm1 is gg 2 spend d rest of his life showing tt..
Sighs..I supp it's jus 1 of dose nites again. See 2 many ppl..tink of 2 many tgs..y muz ppl b so complicated? Or isit jus me?
Shut up 1 stick.
Well, at least it's off day tmr. Nt hafg 2 wake up early is at least smtg 2 look 4wd 2. Anor 3 wks 2 go..den my long break again. Woohoo~
Took an hr 16 mins 2 pen dese words..
Head's spinning.. *spin spin spin*
N oh. Did I mention tt I m starving? Nic n Jac r accompanying my hunger on msn. Well, misery loves company. Lol~ My wonderful hse has nt a morsel of food. I miss cooking late nite suppers..porridge, maggie mee, eggys, all d canned food, garlic bread bread, roti john..yumi~ I noe I'll nv go hungry dere.
Nic's bent on maintaining his 6 stones..so no supper..n I'm 2 dead-beat 2 go Geylang wif Jac 2 eat, ..but damn tempting. Tink I'm gg 2 dream of chilli crabs 2nite.. ): Chou Jacen. Hmph! Wed quick quick lai..chilli crab chilli crab..
Time chk. 0232. My Ah Nic kor kor has gone crazy. He wans 2 chat til 7am. Tink his hunger has gotten in2 his head. Time 2 -.-zzz..mayb I'll c my chilli crab in my dreams..
1:09 AM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Aloha! I'm back frm my cruise! Which oso means it's back 2 work tmr. Sighs~
Not much of a holiday but it was supp 2 b a get-away 4 me 4 a few days..away frm ppl I don wish 2 c or hear frm..things I don wana tink abt. Nt tt it worked..wrong pl niwaes.
Ship's d same, restaurants' d same, theatre's d same, food's d same, horses r still d same, staircases' still d same, d evening sea view's still d same, everything's still d same..onli ppl r diff..but bc of it, it still feels almst d same. I nv break my promise oh.. (:
I tried my v.v.best 2 bring back sea salt n d railings 4 beanie but I was almst thrown dwn in2 d sea by d security guard.. ): Den I bot a bear 4 my dear but my little cuz liked it so much tt I had 2 gif it 2 him. Hahas~ So basically, I onli came bk wif a bottle of sea air..takers ani1?? Lol~
Dis trip made me even more tired dan b4 I left..my gdness~ I nd 2 slp man. Sighs~ Hopefuli I'll still rem hw 2 do my work tmr.. -.-zzz
Hees~ Jus rec'd d Taka vouchers my bro sent me 4 my bdae..tgt wif a v.horribly-made card. Lol~
Kidding la my dear gege..wo zhi dao ni you xin le (: Tks Jr n Jas 4 d vouchers..tks bro 4 d card.. =D
2:42 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Met d bean @ her office 4 tea-break..she forced me 2 eat a huge french toast, anor big polo bun n drink a mountain of grass..even wen she noes I'm hafg din later ):
It tastes exactly like it looks..GRASS! Omg~
Den she gave me dis!
TA-DAH!!! A FLYING PIG!!!
Wif a little note! Hahas~ I like d "This is beanie..trying to fly" part..sooo cute!!
Tks beanie! *muacks*
Beanie wif her chopstick fringe..
Den flew dwn 2 town 2 mt my da jie 4 din. She said she wanted 2 shop ard b4 din..so we went Taka 2 walk walk. Den to Pasta Cafe 4 din. Surprise surprise! Saw my Gz n Tracy dere! Dey tried 2 act blur n mk it seemed like a coincidence BUT it was a table for 4 wen dere was onli 2 of them..lol~
Den while we were placing our orders, Gz said he had 2 go washroom..n he returned wif...
My 4th bdae cake 4 dis yr! Hahas~ Dey buy me d same cake every yr..my fave carrot cake frm Coffee Bean! Damn swt rite (:
N den plus anor little pressie! *touched touched* I unwrapped it n saw d brand..knew it was chosen by Gz cos his gift 10 yrs nv change 1..still frm d same store..lol~
Nice nice perfume..
Den we had din din..
N more photo-taking..
My da jie..
Tracy & me..
Gz & Mz
Din was so fun! Esp wif Gz's "chilli penne" joke. Tks u guys..thot wun b celebrating wif u all dis yr le but tks 4 d effort 4 dis surprise din. Reali njoyed myself.. (: N special tks 2 Gz 4 d treat..love u all so much! *muacks*!!!
10:45 AM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
My exhaustive list of 10qs. Sorry if I left out ni1..reali 2 many le..but my heartlfelt tks 2 every1 of u guys.. (:
Gz who started my day off wif a sweet sweet mms wif a cartoon singing hapi bday 2 me.. Beanie who woke me up wif tt 45 min ecstasy-filled chat..n tt funi entry on ur blog..hahas~ My dad n uncle who gaf me big big red pkts.. My mum 4 d cruise n cake.. Dad 4 d msg..take care of ur health 2.. Joe, 4 d effort, d gift, d promise tt came 1 yr late..everything.. All my dearest frds who sent me nv-ending msgs d whole day.. Jason kor 4 d vouchers.. My aunt 4 d nice nice but abit 2 strong perfume.. My dear grp of zhus 4 d surprise pizza cake.. Little ant 4 d card I jus received in my mail.. Stupid 1-stick 4 tt teeny tiny purse.. Shian who din fly aeroplane 2nite.. My ex-collegs 4 d Starhub vouchers which I don reali nd nw :P but will use it 2 get accessories.. Jac, 4 his extremely loud hapi bdae song :P
Last but nt least, d biggest tks 2 my dearest..4 d effort n love u put in2 every single 1 of my gifts..
Cut cake wif my parents at home in d morn..
Lunch @ IMM Bali Thai wif them, my cuz n aunt in d afternoon. Went town 4 some shopping. Got deserted by them wen I went bk SP 2 find my ex-collegs. Sooo..stayed dere 2 chat wif my gz n da jie 4 awhile..waited 4 her 2 k/o den we went Sakae sushi 4 din.
Did some retail therapy den little ant came 2 pick me 2 go Winebos. So sweet of them 2 surprise me wif my fave 4-cheese pizza bdae cake! :D
Hapi bdae 2 me!!
D 1 on my rite is my new ang moh frd, Ivan :P
Yep, dis is d teeny tiny pouch..
Few mths ago Em kept asking me wat I wanted 4 my bdae. I reali din noe so I jus told him jokingly I wanted a polar bear. He spent all dis time looking at almst e'toy shop in spore..n finali found it at Night Safari last nite at almst 12am after he sent me home. N brot it 2 Winebos 4 me after a long long day of work..jus 2 mk it in time b4 my bdae is over. Reali, in dis world, no1 can b sweeter dan him.. (:
Rn't dey sweet?
It's abt as gd as a bdae can get le..tks 4 such a wonderful day..love u all!
Some things r better late dan nv..but some tgs, once it's 2 late..it's 2 late.
10:11 AM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
My head hurts n I'm slpy but..HAPI BDAE TOOOO MEEE!!!!
Tks dear, 4 d wonderful nite.. (:
Went 4 din @ 1 Rochester @ Rochester Park..cos d last time we went dere I said I wanted 2 come here during my bdae..
Beautiful scenery, nice nice food.
N look wat my dearest gave me!!! :D
Nw I don haf 2 bother abt which phone 2 get or which line 2 cancel or sign cos he got me a new hp w/o contract!! Fully charged, complete wif a new 256 & 512 memory card, screen protector, casing n hp pouch (:
N d best part..
Dis is wat he's been gifg up his slp 4 d past 2 wks 4. A model of d lake house he made frm scratch. Every stick n every piece of plastic contains his love. Inside d letterbox contains a little poem. I've nv seen nitg so beautiful b4. He said makg dis is more meaningful dan buying a ring. I totali agree.. *muacks*
N jus wen I thot he has run out of surprises..
N I gt a lychee martini on d house! It's d restaurant's way of saying hapi bday..alcohol is alwys a gd way of telling me hapi bdae..hehes~
N wen I came home..hehehes~ I got a new monitor!! My old monitor was gg 2 explode any min n my dad replaced it wif a flat screen 1 :D
To all my dearest frds, tks 4 all d bdae wishes @ midnite n d nv-ending lunch n dinner treats since last week. I jus switched my sim card so my new hp din haf all ur contacts n I dono who msged me but I'll reply once I add my sim contacts k? :P N a special tks 2 Shian who msged me 4x ytd, counting dwn 12am BUT did nt wish me hapi bdae at 12am *kokz* Lol~ Love u guys!!
Time check: 0545. Blogger doesnt wana upload nimore of my photos.. ): Is dere a limit 2 d no. of pics u can upload per day? Niway, nm..shall go haf a shower n start playing wif my new phone..lalala~ *hapi hapi*
4:36 AM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Greetings peeps! Hw do u like my new look? :P I like dis song so much.. (: Don ponder 2 much y d pics on d rite side r bigger..cos I got v.tired looking 4 pics so dec'd 2 mk d last few bigger 2 take up more space..lol~
Anyways, bdae lunch wif the family @ d same old restaurant, got a nice nice perfume n a couple of red pkts frm some v.generous relatives *winks* :D Wif dis + d vouchers Gz dey all gave me..I tink I can buy anor hp le.. (^^,)
Let's try chn words wif dis template. Dis is d lyrics of my backgrd song..
一幽风飞散发披肩 眼里散发一丝恨怨 象要告诉我你此生不变 眉宇间剌痛匆匆暗闪
忧忧戚戚循环不断 冷冷暖暖一片茫然 视线碰上你怎不心软 唯有狠心再多讲讲一遍
苍天不解恨怨 痴心爱侣仍难如愿 分开虽不可改变 但更珍惜一刻目前
可知分开越远 心中对你更觉挂牵 可否知痴心一片 就算分开一生不变
反反复复多次失恋 进进退退想到从前 让我再吻你吻多一遍 别了不知哪一天相见
YEAH!
11:35 PM
Tks Jac, 4 d lovely pizza bdae lunch.. (: He n Clint haf replaced Nic n Brose, bringing laughter 2 my otherwise v.boring days at work ;o
Was reading an article in a mag..will any1 ever totali stop loving sm1? 2 ppl can still stay as frds after a break up..but will dere b leftover feelings 4 each otr? Can dey still call each otr d same pet names n jus b frds? I tink it's possible. I'm still on v.gd terms wif mst of my ex-bfs, nt tt I had many la.. =/ Niways, I tink d care n concern will still b dere..love too but jus a diff kind of love. Many ppl don believe in being frds after lovers..but if d breakup is mutual, y nt? If both parties r mature enuff 2 realise tt dey r nt meant 4 each otr n break amicably, it's possible tt dey r mature enuff 2 maintain d frdship. Rite? Shut up, 1 stick.
12:29 AM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Tink it's cos of d rain..feelin super tired d whole day..
Lunch wif my da jie n Tracy @ Cafe Cartel..dey wanted 2 gimi a treat 4 my bdae. Den went bk 2 office wif them 2 stone 4 a little while. Dey gave me my pressie..some Starhub vouchers cos I said I wanted 2 get a new hp :) Tink I'll b changing my no. too...stayed tuned! Tks sweeties.. *muacks*
Den 2 Marina Sq 2 mt Em 4 a movie. Was supp 2 b 2 movies but he cldnt wake up in time =/ But canot blame him la, he jus got back frm nite shift..poor dear~ ):
Funi show. Had quite a few laughs. Dis show teaches us smtg..hell hath no fury like a woman scorned. So nv get in2 trouble wif women. Lol~ Dis playboy, who kps toying wif women's hearts..n 1 day, a few of dem gt tgt n dec'd 2 teach him a lesson by breaking his heart. But at d end of d story, it seems like he still din learn his lesson. Ah well.. :P
Dinner n drinks @ Bristo21 at Millenia Walk after tt.
Pasta in a cup!
Mini pizza
Potato skin
Hoegarden & my fave Strawberry Magarita 2 complete d meal.
Purrfect!
Last half day of work n a long long break! Actuali nt v.long la..but still..a well-deserved break =D
Tt smile is finali back on ur face..my heart feels at ease nw..I can finali let go of d worries.. (:
12:22 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Took my last mc 2dae. So 4 d nxt 2.5 mths, I canot take anymore mc. Gd luck 2 me =/ Hees~
Niways, huge din @ HV Crystal Jade 4 my cuz's bdae ytd. Met up wif Alex 4 a drink after tt. Erdinger @ Barden. His frds were playing d live band @ Wala, so after 2 glasses, we hopped over dere 4 HoeGarden. I was so freaking full after tt 3..or was it 4 glasses? Den his frd insisted on buyin mi anor drink..n sooo.. *burp*
Lol~ Niways, it was nice catching up wif him. Tho he drives me up d wall smtimes..or rather, most of d time, he's alwys been my guardian angel.. :)
Ya..so dis morn woke up..din wana go 2 work so called in sick :P Slpt 4 anor few hrs..den mt Em @ Jp 2 c doc, brunch n movie!
Don bother 2 watch dis.
Okie! Back 2 my vcds..tink I shd b able 2 finish d whole thing 2nite..hehehehes~
7:49 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
11/09 - Hapi bdae, Anthony!!
13/09 - Hapi 2 mths, my dear (:
I've known dis guy for 4 yrs +. I've alwys thot he's d str8-4wd blur blur type of guy..nv expected him 2 haf a single creative bone or sweetness in him. Dis is a photo frame he made frm scratch. I got a shock wen I saw it. Dere's a hidden msg written on d photo wif invisible ink. It's beautiful. Out of such a tight n bz work schedule, he gave up his slp 2 complete dis 4 mi.. *smilez* Wat can I say? I'm so blessed 2 haf him by my side (:
Been real bz dese few days watching my "Jiu Dian Feng Yun". Nice show!! =D
Was wondering..which is worse 2 b? D gf who's bf is still in love wif anor ger? Or d anor ger who has 2, 4 no reason b stared @ wif dagger eyes by d gf eday cos dey all r in close proximity? Sighs..guys. =/
Easily tired lately. Tink I m gettin old..back 2 my vcds..tatas little 1s!
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Friday, September 29, 2006
12:40 AM
