- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
Hapi Bdae Xiao Yi!
Sighs..2dae's my dearest Ah Nic kor kor's last day. Met him 4 breakie, it was pouring so heavily. We were sharin an umbrella ytd n both of us got wet..n 2dae he brot me anor 1. He said tt dese 2 days rain cos d sky was cryin 4 him n Brose. Lol~
I'm so gona miss his early mornin emails wif jus "(**)" or his ridiculous nv-ending 1 word mails. He'll alwys cover my mistakes, entertain me, acc me on long train rides, wake up an hr early n rush 2 office 2 acc me 4 breakie..reali miss his constant irritation, our endless banter..we alwys drive each otr insane but end of d day, we r still reali gd buddies.
W/o him, life in office seems dull. Of cos, still gt Jacen n Clint dey all but it jus feels diff. Nic was sm1 I can run 2 wif any probs concerning work n he'll haf d ans 4 me..it's jus diff le. But well, ntg lasts 4ever.
Ah Nic kor kor..hope u find a better future n kp d dollie properly oh..hehes~ I gt him a little doll as a farewell gift cos it reminds me of (**).. (:
10:56 PM
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Hapi Hapi Bdae Andrea!!! (I v.got heart 1 ok..I started wishing her since ytd..hahahas~)
): I tink I put on 5kg frm d past 2 days..
Off ytd, met up wif Ter & Di. Din @ ICB. Dey had a comp gg on last nite..d table who collected d most beer bottle caps by 2100 wil win anor carton of beer. Sooo...
We were leading all d way til ard 2045..den some idiot came in n ordered 22 bottles.. !##$@# After 5 bottles, I was abt done alrd..plus 2 pizzas n a full set of chicky wings, we cld barely move.
Concussed immediately after I bathed..was dead 2 d world. Onli rem waking up ard 3am seeing 15 missed calls n 9 msgs on my hp..sorry 4 mkg u worried dear, I was jus 2 tired.. -.-zzz
Dragged myself outta bed at 6am 2 mt Nic 4 breakie. My stomach was still churning frm d overdose of Asahi. BK meal @ 730am..den floated my way up 2 work, still feeling whoozy.
Brose's last day 2dae. Thot I wun miss him cos he's been on mc n MIA 4 quite some time..but smhw, wen he was gg ard takin pics wif us..I noe I'll miss him ard office. Take care oh..n hope u like d little doggie.. (: See ya soon~
After work, Nic n I went PS 2 mt Anthony 4 din. He left last Sat n damn eng nw..lol~ D rain was unbelieveable. Nic had an umbrella but it was so tiny ended up, both of us were still drenched..hahs~
Din @ Pizza Hut cos he had $40 voucher. My gdness..nv in my life had I eaten so much pizza b4. Both of dem forced me 2 eat 4 pieces! I cld onli eat 2..n I cldnt sallow anor bite. So I started pokg d pineapples on d remaining pieces. Lol~
Wanted 2 watch movie but no shows 2 watch. Drinks @ TCC..chatted 4 abit..
Funi fingers belong 2 both of them..
Anthony, me n Ah Nic kor kor..
I'll gif myself til end of dis wk 2 get back my 45 kg..
On a diff note, I sudd feel v.free. Finali free of unnecessary responsibilities. Ppl who shd b responsible pls stop being so useless. I've done more dan I can n shd..nt my biz nimore.
Tmr's Nic's last day..sighs~ Damn sad..reali gona miss him. Nm, shall lament on tt tmr. Time 2 slp slp lo. 6am 4 breakie again..last time I can mt him 4 breakie le ):
11:24 PM
Monday, August 28, 2006
There was once an angel, who loved 2 help ppl by granting them their wishes. There was dis man, who had etg. He was rich, handsome, loved and respected by all. He had a beautiful n loving wife n a happy family. 1 day, he approached dis angel n said,"Angel, I'm v.depressed. I feel like I haf ntg in life." Angel asked him,"So wat do u wan me 2 gif u?" "I haf no idea. I jus feel tt my life is missing alot of tgs" he replied. He den went back n angel thot abt it 4 awhile.
Guess wat did d angel do?
Instd of gifg him nitg, he took away etg frm d man. His wife left him, he lost his job, all his frds n family disappeared. 2 wks later, he met d angel again. Dis time, he looked like a skeleton of his former self. Angel asked,"Wat can I do 4 u nw?" D man said,"I don wan nitg nimore. Pls jus gif me back wat I had b4. I was 2 self-absorbed 2 appreciate all tt I had. I'll treasure all tt nw."
Moral of d story? Pretty obvious isn't it? Many ppl feel tt dey r d centre of d world. N often, by d time dey wake up n appreciate d ppl n tgs ard them, it's 2 late. Sm ppl get 2nd chances, sm don. N d saddest tg is tt sm ppl, no matter hw many chances u gif them, dey'll nv b able 2 wake up frm dis illusioned world where etg revolves ard them.
If u were nv dere wen u were needed, don b bitter wen tt person has stopped needing u..
Work's been crazy lately. U noe it's weird. Wen I was on banking, I was complaining of d no. of calls I had 2 take eday..like @ least 80/day. Den wen I was put on mortgage, I freaked out bc it was so hard..n I missed banking. Den nw I'm on car loan, I miss my mortgage queue so much. Humans r jus weird rn't dey? Or isit jus me?
1st time since I started last Nov tt I had 2 stay bk in office cos of work. I usuali log out d v.sec d digital clock on my comp changes. But cos of sm idiot cust, I had 2 stay bk almst an hr..n poor Nic had 2 wait 4 me 4 so long. Lol~ But he don mind la hor, Ah Nic kor kor.. :p
Off tmr. Cant wait 2 nt hear my bloody hp alarm tmr morn =/ Gt an interview in d noon..still tinkg if I shd go.. -.-zzz If I don go, I can mt Ter n Di earlier..if I go, well..it's damn far.. *tink tink tink*
Damn slpy. U noe, I'm kinda wishing I'm nt off tmr. 3 more days 2 Nic's last day..nt much chance I gt 2 irritate him le ):
NOW:
1.Wat song are you listening to now?* Sui Yue Wu Qing by Adam Cheng (lol..it's d theme song of Da Shi Dai)
2. Color you are wearing now?* yellow n pink..sounds weird I noe
3. Now, who's on ur mind?* my dear..
4. Now, what lyrics do you like so much?* A Shoulder To Cry On by Tommy Page
5. Where do you feel like going now?* Swimming actuali (I noe Yl will kill me 4 dis..hees)
6. What movie do you want to watch?* Nt many movies left 4 me 2 watch..Devil Wears Prada ba..but nt out yet
7. Now, what do you want?* hahas..nt gona say..wun b so nice 2 my dear de..u slowly tink hor.. :P
8. When is your birthday?* ppl who r reading dis, if u dono..I'll kill u. Unless, of cos redundant ppl who cant kp their itchy noses outta my biz la..
9. Where did you buy ur bag/s?* err..niwhere la..c nice den buy lo..
10. where did you buy ur pencil box?* I onli own 2 pens. 1 at hm n 1 in d office. Wth do I nd a pencil box 4??
11. How was your day today?* Work was crap but collegs were nice..so it managed 2 average out 2 pretty ok.. (:
PAST:
1. Last time you fell in love?* Mmm..I oso don rem wen..it jus happened.. (:
2. Last movie you watched? with whom?* Monsty House wif Em
3. The last shirt you wore before the shirt you'rewearing now?* Blue striped formal shirt
4. Last thing you held?* Err..still holding on 2 my mousy
5. Last place you've been to?* My room?
6. Last dream ?* don rem lo..
7. Last call you received?* My mom
8. Last testi you got?* Di, I tink
9.Last message you got in friendster?* Eric..n he still owes me a reply.. =/
10. last sms you got?* Anthony
11. last thing you did?* Tried 2 haf an amicable conversation wif sm1..din work. Nv did work.
12. last present u got?* A BK voucher frm Nic dis noon..is tt counted? Lol~
13. last present you gave to someone?* I tink shd b d album I made 4 Em ba..
14.last issue u read in the newspaper?* d stupid article abt d reverse mortgage loan frm ocbc..was forced 2 read it.. =/
LOVE LIFE:
1.Who's the first person you fell in love with?* Ken
2.How many girls/boys did you like before?* like ah? Hahas..many lo~
3.What do you want to say to that special person you have now?* I miss u..see u 4 lunchie tmr.. (:
I've dec'd 2 go 4 d interview. I quite like my job nw..work's crappy but dere r nice peeps ard 2 kp ur mood cheerful. I tink I nd retail therapy. Sponsors ni1? Lol~
Alrighty den. Tt's all folks! Gt a long nite of vcd-watching n slpg 2 go.. =D
8:24 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Hapi Bdae Little Ant!!!!!! (Ur fave yellow color :D)
Gosh~ Was so stressed d whole bloody morn. I was jus trained car loan 2 days ago, off ytd n dey put me on car loan queue 2dae! I almst died frm d stress man =/ But heng once d line was closed at 1pm, I was free til 530..finished watchg d 1st box of my Healing Hands.. (:
Dinner @ granny's..2 celebrate my aunt's bdae in advance. Den went Jp wif Em to watch Monster House!
Hehes..it was quite funi. But I tink it's 2 scary 4 a cartoon ley..wat if little kids watch it n get scared? But well, it helped me relieve my mornin stress 4 awhile..lol~
Alrighty, gtg catch some zzz-s nw..work @ 8am again.. -.-zzz
D stars in d nite sky Tell me u r tinkg of me But wen mornin comes Will I still rem wat d stars told me...?
12:25 AM
Friday, August 25, 2006
Went 2 watch Ghost Game wif Em n my cuzzie dis afternoon. Show's abt dis grp of ppl who joined dis reality comp 2 win $5 mil bhat. Catch is tt dey haf 2 survive a series of tests in a heavily haunted prison for a few days. D survivor(s) will gt d cash. Every1 dies. End of story. Lol~
Oh oh! Got d pictys frm Nic's sorta farewell din couple of days back..
Me, Ah Nic kor kor, Hwa ge (d sunshine song I used 2 sing..lol), Aidah, Wee Lin n David
(**) Our trademark face he made up. He calls it cute.s.y, which is = to cute Sy..lol~
=D
Reali gona miss him wen he leaves nxt week..but well, I still got 3 more days 2 irritate him..lol~
Work tmr n Sun =/ Tmr's gona b boring but tink Sun will haf Eric 2 pei wo. Nm, still gt d many many vcds my dear got me! Time should pass easily..I hope. Lol~
Bb!! (n_n)w *waves*~~
Life will find a way, so will u. Nobody owes u nitg..so don take out ur frustrations on d ppl who r still crazy enuff 2 care 4 u..2 wrongs don make a rite. N a new wrong decision certainly wun mk d prev 1 rite..pls tink properly..
10:35 PM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Hapi bdae Ray! Hapi bdae Shian, d MIA King! =D
I was so goddamn tired ytd I was planning 2 cm str8 hm 2 slp after work. But...ended up @ Jp wif Yl watching Snakes On A Plane! =D
I was expecting it 2 b some low budget movie but it ended up being nice nice! Exciting ah..n d snakes were so pretty..colorful colorful de..hehes~ Dis show kps u @ d edge of ur seat..n we were sayin tt dis is d nicest show we've watched tgt so far cos d rest of them were all pretty sucky..esp tt stupid Hard Candy..lol~
After tt frm Jp, I took a train bk 2 Raffles Pl again 2 meet beanie 4 dinnie. Wei da hor? 2 repay my niceness, she force-fed me a whole big plate of fried rice ):
Bean: Kampong chickens can fly.. Me: -.-'''' Bean: Reali!! Peacocks can fly oso! D female 1s la.. Me: Who d hell tell u peacocks n chickens can fly?? Ya, tigers can fly oso..d female 1s la.. Bean: Reali la! I saw a peacock up on a tree b4!! Me: =/ Rite..prob is d female tiger flew it up n left it dere.. Bean: *goes ard terrorizing ppl asking them if kampong chickens n female peacocks can fly*
Hahahas~ Waited 4 her 2 finish work, den we walked 2 TCSS 2 celebrate Ray's bdae! She kept traumatizing me during tt 1 hr walk by repeating d same song over n over again!! My gdness~
x2
Baby fly & Baby bean
I wanted 2 leave rite after 12am, after wishing him hapi bdae..but beanie kpt lying 2 me sayin tt her song is nxt n I muz hear 1st den can go..I tink by d time I left was alrd 2+ *sticks out tongue*
I seriously cant reali rem hw I got hm. All I noe is tt I woke up wif a super big hangover 3 hrs later n dragged myself 2 work. Thru'out my car loan training dis morn, I was barely awake..I tink I almst died. Best part was we had 2 do a test after d lesson..woohoo~ But heng la, miraculously, I managed 2 pass.
I'm off tmr! Tk gdness~ I'm dying frm slp deprivation. Shall start on my Healing Hands vcd! =D N den catch up on my v.much needed slp. Dis 8am shift is killing me. N I'm stuck wif anor 3 wks of it! Sighs~ Oh btw I've gotten my 1 wk leave on my bdae week! Any1 wana yue wo?? Hehehs~
:P Francine d furball!
10:07 PM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Hees~ Movie marathon day! Ok la, nt reali marathon la..but I watched 2 movies in 1 afternoon!
I've wanted 2 watch it 4 quite sm time le. Dis show is so so touching. Front part was boring but d end..I almst cried..n ppl who know me, it takes quite alot 2 mk me cry 4 shows. Dis little boy, Taichi, found a lost n injured baby fox by d roadside n brot her hm. Wif d help of a vet, he nursed dis baby fox back 2 health but she still cldnt c nor hear. He showered her wif lots of tlc n played wif her eday. But alas, bc her health was so bad..she still died in d end. It's reali reali nice..
2nd show was Ant Bully.
Wat 2 say abt dis show..it's funi la. Basically dis boy, Lucas, who's alwys being bullied by kids who r bigger sized n he takes out his frustrations on ants. 1 day, d ants dec'd 2 fight bk n made him in2 deir size n cm live wif them. He learns hw 2 work tgt wif d rest as a colony n look out 4 1 anor..
After d 2 movies, we went 2 walk walk ard..Em wanted 2 get mi my Healing Hands 3 vcd..hehes~ Finali got it le! 4 boxes of it..can last me 4 quite sm time..lol~ Tks dear (:
He dropped me off @ Boat Quay 2 mt my collegs 4 din as sorta a farewell thingy 4 my Ah Nic kor kor. We ate @ Pasta Fresca..serving 2 big as usual..but as wat he said, since wen is dere a serving tt's nt 2 big 4 me? Lol~
After tt we went Winebos 4 a drink. 3 bottles of red wine..ok la, dere were like 10 of us..so din drink much..chat chat til ard 10+ pm..a few of us workin 8am tmr so we left le. Will upload d pics wen Violet sends them 2 me..
He acc me bk by train den Em met me at Lakeside station 2 walk me hm..cos he tinks tt my pl is 2 dangerous 2 walk hm at nite..sweet isnt he? (:
Oh oh! I can upload pictys le! D nice nice stuff I saw on d mag ytd!
I love dis squirrel bag but $531!!!!! WTH?!?!?
Nice hor? Pls dear..I'm jus admiring..I don wan any of dis stuff..pls don get any ideas k? :p
Tired like hell nw..d thot of workin 8am tmr is enuff 2 kill me =/ Better get 2 bed if I wana gt up early 2 mt my Ah Nic kor kor 4 breakie b4 work..
Nitey nites little 1s!
12:25 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Was reali bored at work 2dae, no1 was dere 2 acc me.. =/ Browsed thru my Female mag like 10x..lol..so many nice nice stuff!! Blogger seems 2 b hafg mood swings nw I cant upload d pictys..nm..nxt time ba~
I wrote in d photo album I made him 2 say tt I miss Fisherman Village. He immediately planned 2 bring me dere again (: He came 2 pick me up after work..drove 4 abt 1+ hr b4 we finali reached..wif all d jam n wrong directions etc..I was happily catching up wif my slp in d car..hehes~
Pl was still nice as usual. By d time we reached dere, we were starving like mad. We had stingray, kang kong, tofu, grilled prawns n of cos, my fave Erdinger! Full full le den went 4 anor drink @ d pub bs d dinner pl..anor Erdinger n hees..he had 2 drive so onli can drink fruit juice :P
Dinner by the sea..
Sat dere 4 awhile, took a walk in d park den sat by d beach listening 2 songs n talk talk..it's a nice feeling.. (: His princess sudd had a craving 4 dou hua..so we went 2 Geylang 2 buy..my Rochor stall was out of sugarless 1 n he insisted haf 2 u-turn n go 2 you tiao da wang 2 buy d sugarless 1 4 my mum..lol~
Nw I m homie n dyin 2 slp slp..
Smtimes I reali dono y I bother 2 tink so much..wat diff is dis frm all d Xs b4? Sighs..
1:42 AM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
I m so bored I actuali wish I was @ wk 2dae. Supp 2 go swimming wif Yl dis afternoon but I was 2 full 2 swim..sooo..dec'd 2 take a break n rest at hm..4 once. Lol~ Tink my parents r quite hapi 2 c mi at hm d whole day..haas~ I miss my Ah Nic kor kor..he nv fails 2 cheer me up by irritating me :D
Jus talked 2 bro..haven seen dad since Fri noon..glad he's feeling beter..ask him guai guai stay hm rest d nxt few days b4 he runs bk 2 work again :p No matter wat, in my heart, he'll alwys b my 2nd dad.. (:
Hate lazing ard at hm. Will start 2 tink of tgs tt I shdnt b tinkg abt. Who nds me more? Y do certain ppl do certain tgs..etc. Hw do u live a life where u haf 2 b insanely insecure? Hw do u live wif sm1 who u can nv fully trust n will freak out once he/she is outta ur sight? Hw can u look in2 a mirror wen u noe u haf totali no confidence of urself? Hw do u breathe eday knowing d person lying bs u e'nite is in love wif sm1 else..sm1 u'll nv b able 2 replace? Wen will u finali b tired of blaming e1 else 4 d stupid decisions u make? Despite my hatred 4 him/her, I pity d person who leads tt life..sighs~
Life goes in a circle. I believe in retribution n karma. Chel once told me tt I tink 2 much 4 otrs. I was mkg a v.diff decision in my life smwhen early dis yr..n my final choice was who I thot nded me more instd of who I nded more. Was tt rite or wrong?
Actuali dere r alot of thots in my head rite nw but dono hw 2 pen them dwn. D sudden turn of events is overwhelming me. I nd my support..but he's away at work rite nw n he's 2 bz 2 msg me ): *miss miss*
Hahas..dis pic did cheer me up a wee bit..
Hehes..smhw it reminds me of beanie..I dono y.. :p
Ur tears haf spoken..but...
*end*
1730 hrs
Alrighty! Finali watched The Break-up ytd..in GV Gold Class smmore..hees~
Story's abt Brooke (Jen Aniston) n her bf Gary (Vince Vaughn) who were tgt 4 2 yrs alrd n were happily in love. Den slowly, as dey lived tgt, Brooke started to realize tt Gary is takin her 4 granted n nt appreciating d tgs tt she does, which is v.true. Gary is a guy who tinks tt d whole world revolves ard him n nv tink abt otr ppl's feelings. 1 day, Brooke cldnt take it nimore n broke up wif him but both refuse 2 leave d condo dey share. As dey were prep d sale of d apt, Gary realized hw much he loves her n canot do w/o her..but etg was 2 late n she left. D ending did nt show both of them gettin bk but dey met again on d streets a yr later..still hafg feelings 4 each otr..
It's a nice story..n if ntg, jus watch it 4 her..she's sooo gorgeous! *swoons* N I miss d armchairs in d theatre ):
Oh! He brot me 2 dis v.ulu restaurant smwhere in Tuas 2 mum mum..food was nice n we went 4 a drink @ Raffles Marina where dey park all d yatches 4 rent..nice nice scenery oh. He said since I like d sea so much nxt time he'll buy a yatch so tt we can go nitime..lol~ :p
Went MOS wif d piggies at nite. Tt stupid 1 stick din bring her IC n d bouncer refused 2 let her in cos she cldnt even say hw old she is. My gdness! End up I had 2 acc her hm 2 take her driving license. She's unbelievable I tell u. Oh! N I was d onli 1 who din gt my IC checked!! Hehehehs~ I'm a big ger nw!
Pl was swarmed wif ppl as usual. Dancy dance d nite away..den Em came 2 pick mi up again n send 1 stick hm. He refused 2 let me go hm hungry so we went 2 West Coast 2 eat prata..den homie at ard 5am..poor boy had 2 wake up at 6.. =/
I almst wanted 2 call in sick 2dae cos was so tired..but I cldnt cos I noe my Ah Nic kor kor will kill me 4 deserting him..haas~ Had quite a fun day @ wk..v.few calls n we spent d whole day crapping n watchg vcds.
Was supp 2 go MOS again wif Brose but reali 2 tired. Soz buddy, nxt time k?
2 reward ourselves after a long zo bo day @ work, Nic, Anthony n I went 4 a feast @ lau pa sat. 30 satays, chicken wings, popiah, sting ray..cld barely move after tt meal man..tink I gained 5 kg. But it was fun..reali gona miss both of them wen dey leave..esp my Ah Nic kor kor :`(
Tired like hell nw..I nd badly 2 slp slp..gosh~
U've filled all d pgs dere ever had 2 b filled Take my hand n walk wif me till d end If we lose each otr in d journey 2wds 4ever Promise me u'll wait 4 me at d nxt stop n cont our walk together Where d grass is green n d sky is blue, Where dere's me, dere'll alwys b u..
1:35 AM
Friday, August 18, 2006
Spent my day in d hospital cos my dad was undergoin an op 4 his neck. Hurts me 2 c him in pain..hope he'll feel better tmr.
In a perfect world, dere'd b 2 of me..n a few more tiny 1s ard. Hurt n pain wun exist, tears will b unheard of. But reality is nv perfect..n dere can onli b 1 of me ):
As wat Em alwys tells me..abit more of smtg equals 2 less of smtg else.
If dis world is nt so complicated, if choices rn't in abundance, if life was simplier, if ppl donid 2 mk decisions..if d phrase "chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi" reali means smtg..
SIGHS~
3:15 AM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Old habits die hard. If u start loving sm1, will u ever completely stop loving him/her? If u start caring 4 sm1, will u ever completely stop worrying abt him/her?
Work was quite hectic but well, it's over. At least had smtg 2 look 4wd 2 halfway thru d day cos Em came 2 mt me 4 din b4 rushin bk 4 his niteshift. Tks 4 spending e'sec u can wif me dear..reali appreciate it.. (:
Met Yl 2 watch An American Haunting after work. My head hurts after watching it. I shd stop watching such canot-get-d-meaning type of shows after a long day at work. It's 2 energy consuming.
Frm wat we understand, d story's abt dis father, who charged a woman 4 smtg at 20% interest, kana cursed by her cos she's supp a witch. Den bad tgs happen 2 him n his daughter. D ger gets violent nitemares..oh n weird tg..she's aslp 90% of d time in d show. Spirits flyign all over d pl..den dere's dis little ger ghost who kps popping up nw n den 2 scare her. End of story..d father dies..mother poisoned him cos apparently, he's d 1 creating etg (I tink)..den little ger ghost is d daughter (I tink)..so ya, all along she's scaring herself. Smtg lydet la..d caption of d show is tt dis story is d 1st death in US tt is recognised as being caused by a spirit. But hor..is d mother kill d father ley..where gt spirit??
Both of us stared at each otr wif a =_=''' face wen d lights came on. Hahas..he sacrificed his slp 2 pei me watch such a dumb show :p Ah well..at least it was a tad scary la..better dan tt stupid Hard Candy..gosh~
N oh wow! Great news man! Beanie's blog is finali updated n it doesn't hang my comp nimore!! Woohoo!! I stopped gg 2 her blog wks ago cos it's so rusty tt it kps crashin my comp wenever I try 2 read it. After abt 10 yrs, dere's finali a new post! N my comp's still workin nw :D Amazing..
I wana watch The Breakup!! Oh shit. I jus rem I 4gt 2 hand up my stupid quizzes. Argh!! Ah heck..slp's more impt..nitey nites little 1s.. (:
1:26 AM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
It was rainin so heavily dis afternoon n I cldnt even call cab 2 work..my gdness~ Watever happened 2 d fare hike?? Nihoos..I was eitr gg 2 b v.late or take half day. Both ways I'll gt screwed so mite as well take half day. Hehes~
Sooo..I had time 2 make my pancakes!
Dey taste much better dan dey look..trust me. Lol~
Yumi!
Ok fine, mb I din mk them totali myself but still..I did mix d batter n added tons of rasins :P
Went 2 work at ard 1730 (weird timing rite?). Time passed so fast..shd take half day more often..hees~ Den Em came 2 pick me n we headed dwn 2 Geylang 4 supper! Had beef noodles n oyster egg..deelicious! Den of cos, my fave Rochor dou hua. Nw I'm full n satisfied..lol~
Oh! Di jus sent me d pics she took on our fishy trip..
Me posing wif d fishing rod..freaking heavy I tell u.. =/
N I almst killed Di 4 dis.. =/ N I realized I don slp wif my eyes totali closed..
Time chk: 0052. Crazy 1 stick is still in office n I cant slp cos I nd 2 wait 4 her 2 come over. Tt woman is insane I tell u. Oie, woman..quick come back le la..if nt ur hor fun gg 2 turn in2 stone alrd =/
Many thots floating in my mind. Sighs~
(:
12:25 AM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Bored @ work = doing bo liao surveys/quizzes..
BEST 1. Male friend:- Jason & Eric 2. Female friend:- Beanie, 1 stick & Di
L A S T
1. Person you saw:- my mom 2. Talked to on the phone:- Di 3. Hugged:- my dear 4. Text message:- my da jie
T O D A Y
1. What are you doing now:- work -.-zzz 2. What are you doing tonight:- supper @ Geylang! =) 3. Wearing:- white spag top n green skirt n white jacket..any more details? lol.. 4. What did you eat for lunch?:- pancakes!! I made them myself!! :p 5. Better than yesterday?:- heh?
T O M O R R O W 1. Is: d last day 2 my 2 days break! 2. Got any plans: work la..duh. 3. Dislikes about tomorrow?: work.. =/ 4. Do you have work: my gdness!! stop asking dis kinda depressing qns!!
F A V O R I T E
1. Number: 2 2. Song: for nw is Shuo Ai Wo
C U R R E N T L Y
1. Alone while doing this?: in office ley..hw 2 alone? 2. Missing someone: of cos.. 3. Mood: p*o* cos d drilling frm d construction is driving me insane! 4. Wanting: 4 10pm to come quickly
Q U E S T I O N S & A N S W E R S
Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night? my own la..alot of toy toy acc me.. (: Q: What color shirt are you wearing ? white Q: Most recent movie that you watched ? my super ex-gf Q: What is your favorite part of the chicken? err..wing? Q: I can't wait til...? 10pm!!! Q: Who got you to join friendster? Ray Q: Look to your left. What's there? Cherry's comp Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day? my blog, friendster, gv Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now? nope.. Q: What's your favorite Starbucks drink? americano Q: Recent time you were really upset? hmm..cant reali rem..or rather, don wish to rem.. Q: Would you have a problem if your friend went after your ex boyfriend/girlfriend? hahas..it'd b weird but if we r all still frds den i guess no harm ba..
*end*
1950 hrs
I'm finali done wif my Mars show..quite interesting but well, it's d typical idol drama..every1 lives happily ever after..lol~
I told Em I was watching my last disc at ard 9pm ytd..d nxt tg I knew, he had rushed dwn 2 West Mall 2 get me anor show so tt I wun b bored 2nite.. (: I wanted Healing Hands P3 but don haf..so he gt me Hotelier..shd b quite nice ba..
Den he still managed 2 reach my office @ exactly 10 to pick me up..den we went Al Dente @ Holland V 2 mum mum..
Mei mei de strawberry margarita..
Smoked salmon salad..
Yummy Calzone pizzy!
Den he din wana go hm..so we went 2 d 24 hr Cold Storage 2 walk walk. I had a sudden urge 2 make pancakes..hahas~ So we went 2 get d materials..wanted 2 mk dis morn..but cldn't wakie so..ah well..tmr ba. Hees~
Don feel like gg 2 work!! 2 more days to 2 days off..time, pls move it move it!!! =/
Y is dere no longer a smile on ur face? I don wan a confused heart nimore..I miss tt smile..
10:45 AM
Monday, August 14, 2006
Dis post is dedicated esp 4 u..
Tks 4 ur understanding, ur tolerance 2wds my etg, ur unconditional love n care, ur unbeliveable tenderness n patience. My punching bag, my chu qi tong, my shelter, my shoulder, my dear.. (:
My 2-wk long proj..I made him a photo album of d photos we took since a yr back..
He liked it alot.. (: Of cos dere r many pgs 2 it..dis is jus d 1st pg. Don tk me 4 it..it's ntg compared 2 wat u've done 4 d past few mths.. (:
N d 1st tg he ever gave 2 me tt is nt bot by $$..I tink dis is d best gift I've ever rec'd frm him cos it's smtg tt he made himself..
99 hand-made hearts.. (:
He brot me 2 Little Bali Valley 4 din..it's a beautiful pl. I've alwys thot tt Spore was a reali boring pl..but he put in so much effort 2 bring me 2 so many nice places tt I nv thot existed in Spore..
We sat at d pavillion seat..which requires a min order of $200..we cldnt possibly eat $200 worth of food, so he ordered vintage red wine..
Pavillion seat..little hut.. (:
We had Indian/Thai food wif red wine..tho d combination was weird but it was still reali gd.
Curry, garlic nann, satay, tahu teloh..n red wine..deelicious!!
Happiness..
After tt we went 2 Altivo 4 a anor drink.. My strawberry margarita, his autumn something, satay..
Den homie le cos he gotta wk up early tmr 4 work..
Altho it had onli been a mth, it seems like we've been tgt 4 a v.long time..mb cos we had been frds for 4 yrs alrd. Fate is jus tt funi isn't it? After so many circles, it brings us back tgt.. (:
Hapi 1 mth my dear..tks 4 all d beautiful mems u've created 4 me..n of cos, d many many more 2 come in our future.. (:
1:09 AM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
I'm dead tired nw but 4 d nite tt I had, it's well worth it.. (:
After shoo-ing 1 stick out at ard 8+ am (tt crazy woman woke me up at 7am!!), I went bk 2 slp til ard 10 :p Met Em @ Jp 2 c doc den n lunchie. Was supp 2 b workin but Brose had planned a fishing trip n insisted I haf 2 go so I took mc..hahas~ After tt we went 2 watch My Super Ex-Girfriend.
It's quite funi. Boy meets eccentric super-hero, goes out wif her, dumps her cos she's crazy, super-hero goes crazier, boy falls in love wif anor ger, super-hero goes bersek, blah blah blah..super-hero finds sm1 who loves her more..n every1 lives happily ever after..lol~
Came hm after d movie cos I needed 2 put some finishing touches 2 my proj..hees~ It's finali done le! Din haf nitime 2 slp..bathed n left 2 meet Di @ Harborfront 4 din b4 boarding.
Dis is my 1st overnite fishing trip..actuali it's d 1st time I had nitg 2 do wif fishing..lol~ Turned out 2 b so much fun!
Harbor
Inside of d ship
D purple evening sky..
Car, Di, Franc!
Brose & me!
N guess wat?!! It so happened 2 France's finale for d Fireworks festival! N we got d most perfect view of d whole display!!
The pics don do justice 2 jus hw beautiful d whole display was. As wat David said, dis view is smtg tt nt money can buy..simply gorgeous~
1 of my collegs gt sick so sent her bk 2 shore n we con't roaming d western waters. I tink it was 2 windy n d waters was v.choppy. I almst felt sick 2 but tk gdness 4 Brose..he brot along motion sickness pills, medicated oil and suan mei..lol~ Well prepared eh? N I oso had d herbal tea tt my dear boiled 4 me so was well in a sec..
Ard midnite, d captain whipped up a delicious meal of burgers 4 us!
Hehes~
Sat ard talking, eating junk food, waiting 4 d fishys 2 come. D nite wind was so chilly. But Em kept reminding me 2 bring jacky, I brot 2..so at least my arms were nt cold..hahs :p
N guess wat?! Ard 2+ am, we were standing ard d front of d ship chatting..n we saw a shooting star!!! Unbelivable!! It was red in color n jus whizzed dwn frm d sky! Beautiful!! Wishing u happiness alwys..
Cldnt take it..sea breeze was makin me so slpy..went 2 take a nap at ard 3+ am..wanted 2 wake up at ard 5 2 catch d sunrise. Wen I woke up, Di was slpg bs me n I cldnt get dwn d bed so I dec'd 2 slp 4 awhile longer. Wen I woke up again, it was 6+ le..I almst kicked her off d bed =/
But niwae no sunrise cos it was 2 cloudy..n dey din manage 2 catch a single fish..I guess it was jus fated tt d fishys r nt suckers ytd..lol~
Sea view @ 630am..
Wen we reached shore, Brose, Di n I went 2 eat Mac breakie n d rest of them went hm 2 slp..
N nw I'm back hm, feeling like concussing but canot cos I nd 2 acc my parents 2 go pray.. -.-zzz My beddie looks so inviting.. ):
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
10:56 PM
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