- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
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Monday, July 31, 2006
I thot I've 4gtten d feeling of missing sm1 wif a smile..2nite, I realized I haven..
Saw dis swt old couple @ JP juz nw..d woman was in a wheelchair, d man..who cld barely walk str8, was slowly pushing her n both of them were chatting merrily n smiling at each otr, like 2 teenagers who've jus fallen in love.
It was such a beautiful image..~
I miss u.. (:
9:47 PM
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Fireworks, beautiful scenery, red wine, him by my side. Life jus doesn't get any better dan tt..
After work went 2 Swensens @ PS 4 my team lunch. My boss, Ah Nic kor kor n Fel r leaving in Aug so we dec'd 2 get tgt 4 a lunch gathering. Had a great time..but reali sad tt dey r leaving le.. ):
Den Em came 2 pick me up n we headed 2 Cosy Bay. Can u believe it? We went dere 2 hrs b4 d parade started n still, dere was no parking lots!! Ended up we had 2 park at ecp n walk over. But of cos, halfway thru, he cldn't take it n flagged 4 a cab. I was like -.-''' Hahas~ But canot blame him la..while I was totali empty-handed, he was carrying whitey 4 me 2 watch vcd.. :p Guess hw much was d cab fare. $2.50 + $2.00 surcharge.. =/ Bc by d time we boarded d cab, we were alrd ard d corner..lol~
After all tt trouble, we finali reached Cosy Bay! Went up d tower so as 2 get a better view of d fireworks later. He went over 2 d stadium 2 help my mum get d goodie bag..cos she onli had 1 tix 4 d preview n no1 wanted 2 go alone so she asked us 2 help her get d goodie bag. I entertained myself wif my vcds while he was gone..
We managed 2 catch all d flying performances cos it was in d air..c all d aeroplanes flying..quite nice oh..
C d parachuters flying dwn, leaving a trail of red smoke behind them
Majulah..Singapura..lol~
As d nite starts 2 fall..d scenery gets even nicer..
N den..d fireworks!!!
Dese r jus some of d pics I took. It was simply amazing..beautiful! =D
Him, who meticulously planned etg..making it possible 4 me 2 njoy dis beautiful nite.. *muacks*
Wanted 2 watch movie after tt but tink I was 2 sehz n tired after tt bottle of red wine so cldn't watch le. We drove to Rochor 2 buy soya bean curd 4 my parents n went homie le. I woke up ard 3am, hugging my moo moo n reminiscing d wonderful nite.. (:
1 more day of break n it's bk 2 work again tmr. Sighs..Wed quick quick come!! =/
10:35 AM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Work was sooo draggy 2dae. Omg~ I dono 2 b hapi or sad tt dey put me on solo mortgage =/
Niways, after wk went 2 JP 2 celeb my little cuzzie's bdae. Yes, it's d 3rd time dis yr. Her 1 bdae, haf 2 celeb 3x! Dis time, at least it's a diff pl..@ Crystal Jade. After din, Em n I went 2 walk walk cos I wanted 2 go Pure Milk 2 get a shirt 4 my cuz. Ended up I kpt picking out clothes cos I wanted 2 get d membership card so haf 2 spend >$80 in a single receipt. Got 1 shirt 4 her, n 3 tops n a skirt 4 myself. I turned ard 4 awhile n wen I turned back, he paid 4 etg le.
I told him I tink he has an addiction. He's addicted 2 spending on me..on a brighter side, he jus dotes on me 2 much ba.. (: I'm a lucky ger.. =D Tks dear..~
Den my aunt dey all went bk n we went 2 Dragon Tiger Gate.
Learnt quite a few tgs in dis show :-
- wen u mk a jump, u fly - wen u fall, u'll break d ground - no matter hw many pillars or stairs r broken, d building will nv collapse - wen u hit a wall, u go rite thru it but will b well enuff 2 go thru anor 1 str8 away - 2 ppl fall dwn thru (nt fall dwn mind u, is fall thru all d floors) 6 storeys. D villian dies but d hero emerges unscathered. - dere's alwys abundance of wind ewhere..d slightest movement will mk ur hair sway like mad *woosh woosh*
Tt aside, dis ridiculously exaggerating show..I dono wat 2 say reali. If u r watchg it 4 d action..it's nt 2 bad. I noe 1 stick's gona watch it 4 donkey yen's biceps..which r in fact, quite nice..lol~
Hoohoo~ 0014. Time 2 -.-zzz Damn proud of myself man. I din take cab 2 work d whole wk! Well, of cos dere's still tmr la..but I'm still crossing my fingers tt I'll wakie in time.
N hopefuli he doesnt get recalled bk 2 work tmr so we can go watch fireworks!!
Basking in ur love..even on d cloudiest days, in my eyes, I can onli c sunshine..~~
12:44 AM
Friday, July 28, 2006
Guess wat I had 4 lunch!!
Cute rite?!?!?! Dey r dim sum oh!! So cute!! Went 2 East Ocean restaurant wif my cuz, aunt n mum 4 lunchie dis afternoon..AFTER my big breakfast meal =/
D 1 on d rite is called "act cute ger" -.-'''C, don doubt me hor..I was reali wif my cuz..
Met Venn 4 a walk at PS dis afternoon. We hardly haf time 2 mt cos of our ridiculous work schedules..but jus nice we were both off 2dae so dec'd 2 mt up. Acc him 2 Mos 2 eat den ntg much 2 do so we went 2 catch a movie. All d shows he wanted 2 watch I've alrd watched so we ended up watching Lady In The Water.
Anor bad move. It's like a v.uninteresting myth. Story's abt dis water nymph, who is supposedly supp 2 come 2 earth 2 "enlighten" a particular human being..4 wat? I dono. Dis human is supp 2 feel "pins n needles" - in a gd way, after being enlightened. N onli wen she finds dis person n looks @ him, den her mission is accomplished n she can go hm. But of cos, dere's dis bad guy in d form of a grassy wolf - a wolf tt has grass instd of fur. It's job, is 2 kill nymphs. But of cos, fairytales all end on a gd note. Wif d help of a few ppl, she managed 2 go hm safely. Ahh..watever.
Den he had 2 rush bk 2 office 2 report sales n we had 2 cancel din plans. End up I packed bk 2 my aunt's hse 2 eat din wif them.
Oh! Argh! Damn pissed off 2dae! 1st, we met his frd n he told him tt he alwys feel like a 16 yr old wen he's wif me..n he's like bringing a 12 yr old ger out. N after tt, I took a cab n d cab uncle said I m 17!! N even after clarifying, he kept calling me baby! WTF?!?!?
-.-''' *stamps foot* I tink I nd 2 change my dressing.
Niways, Venn was askg me wat do I fear..bc I don seem 2 b afraid of nitg. I thot abt it 4 awhile. I reali din haf nitg tt I was afraid of..until I feared losing sm1 in d past. Den wen tt fear reali happened, I realised it was more of a worry dan fear bc I donid him 2 survive..n wen tt worry was gone, it was replaced by relief. Nw? I'm afraid of getting used 2 dis feeling of bliss..so much so tt if 1 day it's gone..I dono wat 2 do. Well, as wat I alwys say..wen d boat reaches d bridge, it'll bc str8. Tink so much nw oso no use..rite?
8am again tmr..sighs~ Time 2 close my eyes le..nites little 1s..~
12:06 AM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
N sooo..d past few hrs were fruitful! =D
Went 2 catch a midnite show wif Em last nite..Lake House is finali out!! Hehehes~
Keanu Reeves, beautiful. Sandra Bullock, beautiful. Story, beautiful. I alwys find tt dey mk a beautiful screen couple..
Story's abt these 2 ppl who lived 2 yrs apart n dey found each other through mail correspondences. But fate was cruel and no matter hw hard dey tried, dey cld nv mt. She gave up after awhile but he nv. After a 4 yrs wait, dey finali mt at d lake house, where etg started. Go watch d show..it's reali nice.
Reached hm ard 2am, had 2 wk up at 8am 2 mt my bro n Jr at Bukit Timah Nature Reserve. We wanted 2 mt up..I sugg Sentosa, 4gtting tt my gege is a swimming instructor n he almst killed me 4 askin him 2 go swimming on his off day. Den I sugg zoo..he say c me enuff alrd ):
D slope almst killed me. I used 2 b able 2 run up d slope at d beginning of d track in 5 mins..nw takin a 20min walk up almst took my life. Sighs..where did my stamina go man..I nd 2 start exercising again.
Jr & me
Nature in d early morning..
D slope tt made me almst lose my breath
Summit
My gege n me
N I almst fell dwn dis slope wen we were comin dwn..tk gdness gt my bro dere 2 catch me.. (:
Yesterday once more..
Listening 2 them tok abt uni..tempting. Shd I go reg 4 it nxt yr? Den rushed 2 Mac jus in time 4 d last order 4 breakie. Mum mum den my bro drove me hm..bathed n nw I'm gg out again~ Tired tired..zZz~
Oh btw, 1 stick..u oki le ma? Take care oh..I'm here if u nd..
N Brose, u better don leave me alone ah!! Nic alrd pao qi wo le..u canot follow him ah.. =/
12:18 PM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Current state of mind: puzzle seems 2 b over-turned.
Dono isit bc I'm 2 tired or bc d custs pissed me off 2 much @ work or bc..sighs~ I reali dono. Smtg's unsettling inside me..but I cant fig out wat it is. I tink I nd a gd rest.
Gg 2 bed nw..nites peeps..~
In dis world full of deceits n cruel illusions, only d warmth frm ur hands feel most real..miss u..
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Meet a new member of my toy toy family!!
He's called Moo Moo..courtesy of..of cos d man who dotes on me d most.. (:
Work was a big headache 2dae..my gdness..sighs~ Don wana tok abt it. N beanie 2dae act dao, don wana reply my msg smmore.. ): Gd tg I haf him 2 look 4wd 2 after wk.. =)
Went dis new restaurant called New York New York @ City Link 4 din..food's nt bad..n I like d menu! It's made in d form of a newspaper..quite innovative..~
Quaint eh?
Strawberry magarita & root beer
Mushroom cuppachino..
Chicky wings
Beefy sandwich
Ribs pasta..
Den we went 2 watch Nacho Libre.
Thot it was gg 2 b a damn crappy show..n sure enuff, it reali was. But it was so hilarious..!! Cldnt stop laughing thru'out d whole show..n it's abt wrestling..so..suits me =D Hees~ Nacho is a prist who wanted 2 bc a famous wrestler but it's against their church teachings. 2 chase his dream, he wrestled under a mask n finali, he reached his goal n at d same time, won d heart of d beautiful nun he was in love wif.
Wanted 2 go Paulaner's 4 a drink after tt but I v.guai..dec'd nt 2 drink..so we went 2 buy d cow n took a train hm. N I had 2 drag him 2 d station cos he kp wantg 2 take a cab! My gdness~ N den complained d whole trip tt he had 2 stand..n after sending me hm, he took a cab hm =/
Jus finished tokg 2 my dear gege..haven toked 2 him in mths..he asked me if I'm finali oki le. Sudd recalled d life I had been living 4 d past yr. It was wat ppl term as ren jian di yu. I dono hw I managed 2 pass a yr of such a life. If u ask me 2 go bk 2 d start of dis nitemare, I prob wld've fled d v.1st min..knowing dis ending.
Tk gdness during tt period of time I had him, who'd drive me ard in d middle of d nite, takin walks in ecp wif me til morn, bringin me e'where I wanted 2 go..accompanying me, even tho he's a v.early sleeper. Ppl like little ant, 1 stick, beanie etc.. (:
Em was asking me wat's my def of 100% xin fu. My life nw..I'd say I'm quite close 2 dere le. 2 sm ppl, $1 will mk them hapi..2 others, $1mil is still nt enuff. 4 me, I don reali haf monetary worries..I gt enuff 2 survive (tho of cos I wldnt mind more..lol), frds..I haf all d best in d world, family..I don tink I nd 2 say more, love..well..he mks me feel like I m d mst xin fu ger in d world le..wat else? Of cos, life can b better..but if u ask me 2 foresake etg 4 tt little bit better, over my dead body. Dese ppl mean more dan nitg else in dis world 2 me.
D words "I love u" haf been used 2 easily. Words r so cheap..pls, stop throwing words at me..actions prove etg..n it's jus so dumb 2 kp lying cos ppl don even care if u r telling d truth nimore. Sighs~
Slp slp lo~ 8am shift is reali not 4 me man.. -.-zzz
12:17 AM
Monday, July 24, 2006
My Ah Nic kor kor stunned me wif a devastating piece of news 2dae =`( Sighs..~
Niway, work was ok..managed 2 watch my vcds anyway. I was bored in d afternoon n jokingly told Em 2 get me A sweet 2 cheer me up after work. I was jus tryin 2 b funi..n guess wat he did..
A nice nice box wif A sweet in it..
He reali went ard Taka 2 search 4 A sweet!! I was like -.-!!! Den after making sure I like d sweet, he gave me dis..
Even tho my heart felt as warm as d hottest day in summer, I told myself I can nv joke wif him again..cos he takes my every word 2 seriously..but well, in a way..tt's reali swt (no pun intended) (:
Went 4 my cuzzie's bday dinner celebration. My gdness..her 1 bdae haf 2 cele 3x..cant believe children nowadays..damn gd life. Hapi wif d pressie anot, small 1? Is he go n buy de oh..lol~
After tt we went 2 watch Mortuary.
Anor crap show man. Totali meaningless. Shd've gone 4 a drink instd..but he said I drink 2 much le..so don wana go. C, told ya shd've gone drinking instd of watchg dis.. :p
Oh ya..I was freezing in d restaurant..n he insisted on buying me a jacket b4 d movie despite me repeating my 30+-jackets-at-hm story..
Tks dear..
Adding 2 my collection..I tink collecting jackets is my new hobby. I told him he can get me nitg..jus don gt me shoes.. (:
On a diff note, was sudd lamenting abt alot of stuff. Was telling Er tt I learnt frm my prev job tt ntg lasts 4ever. No matter hw close u r wif ur collegs, smhw..smday u haf 2 part. I sudd haf dis feeling of deja vu..like tt time wen Chel, Ter n Di left 1 after anor..but smhw dis time it feels diff..sighs~
I dono wat I m more hurt by. D fact tt I had 2 hear it frm sm1 else or d fact tt he din noe hw 2 let me noe..but wat diff does it mk? Doesnt matter nimore..does it?
My heart feels unsettled 2nite. Isit bc of wat he said? Or isit bc of wat he said? Or isit bc of wat he said..or he..or he..?
12:32 AM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Gd mornin folks! Ask me y m I awake at dis unearthly hr on a Sun morn? Work. Wat else? N wat's worse? I tink I 4gt 2 bring my earphones..so I cant watch my vcds 2dae. Argh!
But 1 tg tt cheered me up dis morn.. =) I was complainin abt hafg 2 wk last nite..den he said he'll wk up at 7am 2 pei wo shou zui even tho he donid 2 work 2dae. I laughed it off n guess wat..he reali woke up n called me at 7am.. *winks* =D
Jus finished eatg my Mac breakie. Nice nice oh.. (: Still gt hasbrown..shall leave it 4 lunchie. So slpy..sighs~
8hr 20 mins more 2 go..it's alwys nice 2 haf smtg 2 look 4wd 2 after wk..miss u..~
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Spent my afternoon watchg a doggie dvd tt Dyl lent me ages ago. Din haf time 2 fix up my dvd player so Em left whitey wif me so tt I can watch.. (:
Of cos, tt's nt all d doggies in d show..dese r jus sm of d cuter 1s.. :D Smhw looking at so many doggies..reminds me of my darling babies..miss them so much..wonder hw dey r nw..sighs~
Oh btw, dis is whitey.. (:
Work on Sun.. -.-zzz Hopefully dere'll b smtg on my friendster 2 entertain me..~
12:33 AM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Had a fun day ytd!
Went 2 watch Hoodwinked. I din wana watch a cartoon on Fri cos nt worth it but he said it's oki, as long as I like 2 watch can le.. *winks*
Do I nd 2 review a cartoon? It's quite cute la..meaningless, of cos. It's abt little red riding hood n some goodies receipe bandit. I like d hyper-active squirrel. Super cute..hehes~ Gt ntg 2 do can go watch ah..v.short show..onli 80 mins.
After tt went 2 Bugis 2 mt my parents n cuzzies dey all 4 steamboat din din @ Tian Tian Huo Guo..over-stuffed ourselves as usual..den went 2 walk walk ard Bugis 4 awhile. My aunt dropped us at Rochester Park on d way bk..we went dere 4 a walk n some cocktails n red wine..n of cos, somemore food..hehes~ D park is beautiful..but 2 dark 2 take pics. Gt quite a few nice restaurants n pubs inside..~
We dec'd on 1 Rochester..name sounds original ey? Hahas~
Chivas Crush & Chivas Royal
Vintage red wine..mmm~
Chick chick skewer..yumi!
Last but nt least..my fave Strawberry magarita n Champagne..
N all dis is after my mom telling him nt 2 let me drink nimore..2 bad la, he dotes on me 2 much 2 don let me do wat I wan..hehes~ But as a compromise, I alrd cut dwn quite abit le oh..hehes~
It's amazing hw he nv runs out of places n things 2 surprise me.. (:
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Monday, July 31, 2006
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