- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
The wind in my hair The alcohol in my head The man who loves me most My heart tt is gg 2wds d direction of home..
My brain's nt functioning properly nw due 2 d mixture of blood n alcohol rushing 2 my brain. But my comp's on, so I thot I'd blog a few sentences b4 concussing. So don take any of my words seriously. I din drink much. Jus tt I'm nt a gd drinker. I'm reali shagged. Dis is gona b a reali short 1.
Went 4 lunch wif my colleague. Den spent d rest of d afternoon debating whether d drink he bot me is made of grass or leaves.
If u c d ingredients, it's made of hibiscus,lemongrass, rose n dono wad otr flowers..but it's supp v.gd 4 health..taste sux tho..
D day was painfully boring. Secs were ticking by. I was njoying a rather peaceful but boring afternoon. Ard 1715, I was tinking "relaxed day, v.soon it'll b knock off time n I can mt Em 4 a nice movie n din." Den a cust had 2 call n start screaming at me. Nb. Spoil my day.
But who cares. Wen d clock stuck 6, I immediately logged off n flew 2 The Cathay 2 mt Em 4 a movie at 1820!
It's a reali chim show abt journalism against communism in 1950s. Hw a grp of loyal American reporters tried 2 stand their rights against it. It's a black n white movie. Quite boringly interesting..
After d show, he told me he din noe wth d show was abt but bc I had told him b4 tt I'm tinkg of bcg a journalist, he brot me 2 watch d show 2 inspire me (:
After tt, we walked 2 ICB for chicky wings, Saparo, HoeGarden n pizza..4gt 2 take d Saparo beer..Beanie joined us later.. (:
N den he stun me wif dis tortise n a pic of an entry frm my prev post. I can't believe it.. *touched* Tks u 2. I reali like it v.v.much.. *muacks*!!
Blinky?
Blinky & Blonky?
The Bean & Fly!
Okie..tt's d end of my day. Can't complain (:
Nd 2 slp desperately. Wakin up at 620am jus doesnt agree wif me. I foresee an mc v.soon. Nites peeps!
I donid u 2 live properly I donid u 2 live happily I donid u 2 b me I donid u..so I wan myself 2 believe...
12:40 AM
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Despite Em mkg sure I reached hm b4 2300 cos I gotta wk up early 2dae, despite I forced myself 2 go 2 bed at 0100, despite I forced myself 2 slp wen I cldnt slp d whole nite, I stil had 2 take a cab 2 work dis morn =/
I was so bored in office 2dae. Brose n I spent d whole day emailing each otr tho we were jus sittin side by side..lol~ It's a v.cosy corner n by cosy, I mean..nice 2 slp slp..so 2 kp myself awake, I started 2 peel d polish off my nails which nw look v.weird..
Den I gt even boreder (is dere such a word?) n continued my piece of art 4 him. Hees~
I'm quite the artist eh? Hees..~
After work went 2 mt beanie 4 dinnie at MS! =D Beanie has a great new hairstyle! We went Changing Appetites 2 eat. Nice nice orh..
Bean's hair is so nice she was shy 2 let ppl c..
TA-DA!!! Mei mei de dou dou..she reali looks like a bean now. Lol~
Hees..no la..but she is reali still pretty pretty de.. =)
We ate..or rather, I ate..2 cows! 2 beef burgers la..
Dis musseys is quite nice.. =)
I ate 2 burgers cos was reali hungry. Beanie went dere, slapped me wif d menu, almst dropped a mussel on d floor, almst smashed a plate n drank 2 glasses of water =/
Den after tt, we went ard 2 shop shop..alot of v.v.cute stuff orh. I wan d small pink 1!!! But don haf!!! Hw can dey display smtg tt dey don sell???? Who can get 4 me I'll marry him!!! =/ Zhen de hen cute orh..
I bot dis cute little tg 2 knock beanie's head.. =D
Den we went tt Thai restaurant 2 eat dessert. As she barely ate 2 leaves 4 din, she got hungry after like 30 mins of walking..sooo, being d ever-accomodating me, I acc her 2 eat her mango n rice..
I was thirsty so I had a coconut as well..
See d resemblence? Esp d hair part..hahahas!!
Den after stuffing me wif mango, rice n coconut, despite tt she sounds like a squeaky mouse nw cos of her sorethroat, she wanted 2 go drink. I said "NO NO NO!!" Tried 2 pull her back..but ended up I still acc her 2 go. Hahas~ Hw cm I gt a feeling no1's gona believe dis sentence of mine? Hees~
Niways, we were walking along Marina Broadwalk..saw dis massage pl. My neck's been aching a hell lot since ytd..so we dec'd 2 go in 4 a massage instd of gg 2 drink. Healthy living. =) Damn shiok..after tt bean tried 2 do her own version of massaging on me. Almst took my life.
Den we went 2 take mrt home le. We 2dae guai guai..go home early..but it's nw 0030 n I'm still nt aslp. Bleh. Damn tired..tink I shd go zzz le..nitey nite little 1s!
12:25 AM
Monday, May 29, 2006
I'm reali tired n gotta wake up at 6am but still wana blog..so gona make dis a short short 1..
Beanie sent me pictys of chalet! Eyy..but I wan dose in d camera de oso ley.. =o
Evidence tt beanie tried 2 make me in2 a sushi..
Evidence she stole my shoe cos I had 2 wear diff sandals..
Mean bean. Tsk tsk!
Went 2 mt 1 stick at Suntec 2dae. I tell u..let me count thee ways I hate her. Uncountable. Sighs..dono wad 2 say abt dis woman. Niways..she has dis reali..I dono hw 2 describe..shiny green purse thingy..cldnt stop laughing at it..lol~
-.-???
She bot a new hp..tempted me 2 as well..but of cos, d v.thrifty me dec'd 2 wait 4 abt anor mth b4 tinkg of buying a new phone (:
Den went 2 mt Em 4 din n movie. We went Breeks @ Marina Sq..
Strawberry n lemon tea, Ocean
Bufflo wings
Dory fish in mojo sauce..haf no idea wth is mojo sauce..but nt bad la..~
Beef lagsana
Den we went 2 watch X-Men!
Show's damn cool. But freakingly unrealistic. Well, but ya..it's a comic..so. Fly fly here, fly fly dere..bomb here, bomb dere. D action's great, guys r reali cute..mmm..basically tt's it la. But quite worth d watch tho'..if 4 ntg, jus watch it 4 d hype. Hees~
Den to Paulander @ Milania Walk 4 some bites n drinks. Tried deir own-brewed beer. Nt bad..nice nice!
Wat I wldnt gif 4 dis in my home..
Nice nice!
Dis calamari costs $1.50 per piece. Haf no idea y..
I reali tink Em tai teng wo le. I cldnt even finish eatg d calamari..den I was flipping d menu n saw dere's dis rye bread n cheese thingy. Den I playfully said I wana eat. He reali went 2 order despite me sayin tt I was jus joking. D bread came. D mountain of cheese on each piece of bread was scary.
Me: -.-!!! Wo chi bu wan!!! Em: Shi ni yao chi de hor..bu guan..u eat half. Me: But wo chi bu wan.. =( Em: *shakes head* Sighs..hao la hao la..ni chi yi pian, qi ta de wo chi.. Me: o(n_n)y Em: Sighs.. *starts 2 eat wif a =/ face* Me: Hees..~ *starts 2 nibble on my bread*
Time 2 slp slp lo..sighs..dono hw I'm gona wake up so early =/ Sudd thot of 1 stick's words..I reali cant rem wen was d last time I've been truely hapi. Tink it's been almst a yr ago le. I reali wish 2 b hapi again. Nt jus momentarily hapi, nt jus smiling fakely. I wana smile frm d bottom of my heart, I wana wake up in d morn, nt hafg a heartache.
Mb I'll nv truely b hapi again but at least I wan my heart 2 b freed. I don wana live wif dis stifled feeling tt mks me canot breathe, eday of my life. I wan 2 b able 2 c d sun again.
If happiness reali is a choice, y isit so hard 4 me 2 choose it? Wo hao xiang ni.. ='(
12:18 AM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
To all my angels out dere..dis is 4 u guys.
Beanie
Nv failing 2 cheer me up wen I m down wif her ridiculous antics n her v.own version of singing the Hapi tree frds theme song. Lol~ My sister, my buddy, my best frd. =)
1 stick..sorry, I don haf any otr pics of u..lol~
Alwys abusing me, screaming at me n tripping me, irritating me so much tt I 4gt all my troubles, onli rememberin trying 2 find ways 2 get away frm her. Hahas..no la. Tho she's a v.naggy old woman but she still has my interests at heart. =) Can't believe I'm sayin dis but yea..in a way, I dono wad I'll do without u.. =) (pls don puke or cry..)
Ter & Di
Dese 2 r d reasons y I can force myself 2 get up 2 go 2 work at d shitty office e'morn 4 d past few mths. 1's my best bud, tho we haf v.much drifted apart..I'll nv all d gd Xs we had drinking n tanning at Sentosa n crapping wif each otr.. (: D otr 1's my gd frd..bringin me on tours 2 almst all d floors in our bldg jus 2 find a toilet..haas~ Life at work is reali diff w/o u 2.. ): Miss ya guys still..
Little ant..I stole dis frm ur friendster n dis was d onli single pic u haf..hees~
1 simple reason..cos he din kill me 4 crashing his car. Haas..no la, oso bc 4 d whole 5 yrs I noe him, he's nv failed 2 b dere 4 mi. Be it I nd company in d middle of d nite frm far away, he'll come dwn immediately 2 acc me. Tks, xiao ma yi.. (:
Of cos, dere r many more otrs like Shian..who humors me so much wif his lame jokes tt I wana bash him up. Win, who tho we've drifted apart as well..but is oso alwys hafg my best interests at heart. My da jie, who's alwys so concerned abt me as well. Yl, who..well, alwys tries his best 2 cheer me up. Gm, alwys my shoulder 2 lean on. Many otrs who I hold closely in my heart..some more dan frds, some reali gd frds..
If gd frds r treasures, u guys haf all made me d most wealthy person on earth. Dono y I'm feelin so emotional 2nite but jus wana tell u all a heart felt tks.. (: ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Oh oh! 4gt 2 upload d pics of Brewerkz..it was Di's last day last Tues wen we went dere 4 din. Bean, dis is 4 u 2 c if d food's appetizing enuff..hees~
Chicky wings
Pizza..dis is v.not nice..wad's d name ah? New York pizza isit? I 4gt 2 take d 1st 1 we had. Ok, 2 play safe, jus don order pizza..
Potato skin..not bad..yumi!!
Ya tt was abt all we had. U can try d burger..looked gd but we were 2 full 2 try.
Oh! N of cos..
x2!
Pictys! U guys can dwnload frm here..
The perfect team
=D!
Car & Di (:
Pretty gers.. =)
The perfect team II
Wif Di gg Penang 2 sell Laksa..hees, n Ter flying away on aeroplanes, hopefully our frdship will alwys still b dere.. =) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- So wad did I do after work 2dae? Lemme tink..
Oh! Wen I was at work, d guy whose car I crashed in2 msged 2 ask if I was ok alrd. He's reali nice. I told him I wun b drivin 4 quite awhile n he kept encouraging me nt 2 let dis bc a phobia n n drive nimore. He asked if we cld meet up 4 din some time soon. Den he apologized if he looked 2 fierce tt nite n he din mean it cos tt's jus d way he looks..lol~
Shian's so cute. He msged me in d morn 2 ask if I was oki cos he read abt my accident. He asked me wen free, he'll bring me go play Daytona or Initial D instd. Lol~ Mt him in d late afternoon 4 din at Spizza at HV. We dec'd 2 order a appetizer n a main 2 share. D portions came reali weird.
Some leaves, 2 prawns n a bunch of tomatoes cost $9 =/
Dis looked like a giantic rock..my gdness..
Den 2 Barden, where I met Ter n his berry..but onli wen we were abt almst done.
D big 1..
Dis garlic bread looked like a small sausage..
Of cos we gt d chicky wings as well.. (: Hees~ Dere was a waiter dere who's reali cute.. :p Cant get enuff of Erdinger~~
N den..d small 1..
Shian: Na tian wo men qu Ivan jia ta ma jiang hor... Me: U still dare 2 say!! S: *blur n shocked look* Wat? Wat? Me: U all go Ivan's hse play mahjong nv call me n Yz u still dare 2 say nw!!!!?!? S: WAT? U 2 will play mey?! Me: Y not!?!? We do ok!! S: Ni de tou! Tt woman yao gen wo wan hua shen ok?? Peanuts!! She wanted 2 play wif me peanuts! NB! Me: Hahaha..
Den we went 2 take a cab. After Shian left..
Cabbie: Na ge shi ni de nan peng you ah? Me: Bu shi la..peng you er yi.. C:Bu cuo ma..ta hen gao da..hen you an quan gan de..hen lao shi de yao zi. ta hen nian qing hor? Me: Err..ta gen wo yi yang sui lo.. C: Harnor..kan de chu ta hen nian qing..ni ke yi kao lui yi xia.. Me: -.-''' Orh..
Den he proceeded 2 tell me d portfolio of d top 10 richest ppl in d world. 1's Bill Gates, of cos. Some Indian guy is 3rd if I'm nt wrong..some Italian guy is 7th..n Lee Kar Sheng is 10th I tink..can't rem le. My gdness. I felt like I jus had a finance tutorial. Den wen I reached..
C: Ni du na yi jian da xue? Me: Wo du poly er yi..hai miyoo du da xue.. C: You kao lui ma? Me: Yoo ah..ke neng ah.. C: Du shu hao..yao ji xu du. Na ni gang cai na ge bf ley? Me: -_____________-'''
Lol~ Cute uncle. Reali funi guy..
Oki, better go slp slp le. Damn tired. If I cant get up on time tmr, 1 stick's gg 2 dig out my eyes again =/ Lol~ Nitey nites peeps!
Wad goes ard comes ard. No matter hw u swore n promised tt u'd nv hurt me, u still did. More dan ni1 else ever cld. Despite all ur empty promises, u still did wad u said u wun. I had alwys believe in dis.."If he can do dis 2 her d 1st time, he'll do dis 2 u d 2nd time.." Love blinded me frm my believe..but nt anymore. Jus don do d same tg 2 her d 3rd time.
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
12:40 AM
