- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
=) Went Fish & Co. at Glass Hse wif my ex-colles to celebrate Jaan's bdae. Hapi birthday!!
The squid sisters..lol
Mussys
Sotong wif a nicer name - calamari
My huge plate of prawny pasta..which til nw, I realized, dey had served me d wrong pasta.. =/
Giant prawns wif giant fries..scary~
A v.small ger wif a v.big piece of fish n a v.big glass of drink..lol~
D surprised bdae ger.. =D
Dey made her stand on d chair..hahas..~
A little birdie caught my eye frm d opp table..
Shanice caught dis pic unknowingly on her hp.. =D
I was tryin v.hard 2 take a pic of him discretly..he's reali so damn cute..smile is so charming.. *swoons*
Dis is 1 hell of a funi guy..tink he almst died tryin 2 finish his piece of cake..lol~
Went 4 a walk 2 d new Cathay cineplex wif my da jie as she's nv been dere b4..den walked 2 City Hall 2 take a train hm. I reali miss workin in SP. Fun times those were.. =)
2314. Damn tired. Dono y so tired oso. Work was terrible 2dae. D queue light was blinkin wen I stepped in2 office at 0750! Ridiculous!! D call queue din stop d whole day. I m exhausted. =( But at least gt Ter bs me 4 mi 2 disturb n release my stress. But smhw he seemed 2 haf had a reali hard day. Haas~ Hopefuli it'll b better tmr. He's off..no1 4 mi 2 knock his head. =( Nm..still got Chel. =)
Ter was tellin me if I jus harden my heart n let go of tgs tt's nt worth holdin on to, sm1 more worthy will b able 2 step in 2 fill up tt void. Zhen de ma? Smtimes I reali feel tt I m 2 far away 2 even c any reason 2 hold on nimore. I m holdin on to air. It's reali jus air n empty words swaying away in d wind.
I love dis song. It's jus simply beautiful.
It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight Picking up the pieces, walking back into the light Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...
My dreams came true, when i found you I found you, my miracle...
If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...
My dreams came true, right here in front of you My miracle...
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Brought me here to be with you, I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful) My dreams came true When I found you My miracle...
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here... Yes they brought me here... If you could feel, the tenderness i feel... You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Love d lyrics..sighs~ I m in deep shit.
12:38 AM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
My new motto - Eat (watch diet), Drink (no restrictions) & Be Merry!!
Life is gd. Sat is gd. Sentosa is gd. Sun's gd. =)
This is life
It doesn't get any better dan dis..
Vodka Cranberry..
The guy's got a weird way of sun-tanning..lol
So swt..aww..
Ok la..mian qiang we look swt oso rite? lol~
Mei mei de sunset..
Had a craving 4 hawker food. Genius sugg Glutton's Bay at Esplande.
Mum mum..
Met Dyl 4 Failure To Launch after tt at d new Cathay Cineplex. Cool place..reali cold.
Pretty crappy show. Anor typical romantic comedy..but hey, Matthew McConaughey is cute! Besides tt, I don tink dere's much 2 watch 4 4 dis show. N of cos, following tt..
My life is all abt a drink..
Sunday..family day. Adding onto my v.limited beautiful memories of wat could haf been a perfect life. Watched Shaggy Dog. =)
Nicest show I've watched in a long long time. Mb it's d company? Mb it's d dog. I dono. Rare dog bites man. Man turns into a dog. Man tries 2 convince family he's a dog. Dog/man captures bad guys who mutate humans n animals in2 dogs. Dog turns bk in2 man. Every1 lives happily ever after. Hw I wish tt happens in real life.
Work was great 2dae! Hapi hapi day~ Was sittin in btn Ter n Chel..was like chattin non-stop n calls were smooth. But tink i took away all of Ter's gd luck cos he seemed 2 haf a v.troublesome day. Lol~
Oh oh! Saw a little doggie hiding under my table dis morn wen I reached office..
=) So sweet.. *smiles* tks..
But I still love my babies more dan any otr dogs in d world.
Mopi & Dobby.. =D
Met Bean bean after work. Tt woman REFUSED 2 pick up my call. Hmph! Niwaes..went 2 eat a v.simple bt not nice mian at Chinatown..
Kinda reminds me of sm1's hair..hmm..
We were tryin 2 fig out wat attracts ppl 2 dis pl even wen d price's kinda steep n d fd's nt all tt fantastic..
Mb it's d wooden chairs..
Mb it's d thick chopsticks..
Den we realized...
Of cos it's d urinal on d shelf..wat a quiant idea 2 put a urinal in a food stall!
After a v.v.filling bowl of nt nice noodles, she brot me 2 eat 101 desserts -.-'''
Red bean banana fried something..
Yea, I'm being forced 2 eat EVERYTHING..
Dis is jus 4 show..she din eat nitg..=o
Menu says deep-fried strawberry ice-cream. Food came - deep fried vanilla ice-cream with small pieces of strawberry -.-'''
N of cos..she made me do dis..bad influence *shakes head* hahas~
Bean bean n fly fly =D
Tt was d most filling meal I've had in a long long time =/ Bot tt red bean banana thingy up 4 them 2 try..N bean bean made me a part-time masseur for dis poor little all tired-out man..hahas~
Haven seen a person sit so str8 b4.. =p
Smilez
Oki, I'm finali done. Long long post. Tried v.hard 2 kp it short on d words le. Haas~
Last piece of thot b4 I zonk out in lala land..
A warm embrace A simple kiss The years will nv take away Hw special u r 2 me
It's amazing wat a simple hug can do. Every1 may tink tt certain sm1 is a cad. But dis cad has alwys been dere 4 me. His arms has alwys been dere 2 catch my fall. It's been yrs but as wat he says..no matter wat happens, we'll alwys haf a special pl in each otr's hearts. I'll nv let go of tt hug.. *smiles*
12:52 AM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Em: It's reali hard to b romantic in Spore.. Sy: Aiya..spore is jus a reali boring pl Em: Ya lo..but dere's sm1 out dere tryin so hard to make it romantic 4 sm1 else lo.. Sy: Aww.. =)
Hahas~ Dis is a reali small world. I jus found out tt my granddad n Em's granddad used 2 b reali gd frds way back. N my family sorta noes his granddad as well. Wat a joke. Lol~
Spent a v.auntie afternoon ytd walkin ard Suntec wif my mom dey all..lol~ Wanted 2 go 2 d NATAS fair thingy to get some Taiwan brochures 4 mum but tt pl was 2 cold n dey din wana go in.. =(
Met Dyl 4 din din after tt. Went to dis nice nice pl called Moon River Restaurant at Stamford Hse 4 Jap curry. Yummi!
As usual, overfed myself. Went 4 a walk ard Chijmes, Odean Towers, Esplande..finali digested my fd. It's amazing u noe..it was nt even 2030 n almst all d pubs in town were fully packed! Tt Baca dono wat pl at Suntec, Outliner at Millenia's, a few pubs at Esplande..can't even find a pl 4 a drink. Finali settled dwn at Harry's. Nt even half hr later, d pl was packed as well. Amazing.
Back in office. Miss my off day. =( Damn slpy. Dis weather is driving me insane. Hot 1 min, rain d nxt n 5 mins later stop n it'll b damn humid. Ridiculous. Can't even get a proper slp wif confused Mother Nature playing wif d heat. =/ Got bike trail challenge oso..can go watch. =))
Stoned. Office's kinda quiet 2dae. Can't wait 4 12. Sentosa!! Hopefuli d weather's ok. -.-
Bloody Ter. I'm nt awake yet n he's telling me nonsense. Said I told him we were gg Suntec 2 shop 2dae instd of Sentosa. !@#! I'm still half aslp n he's confusing me. Bugger. But actuali I wana go Suntec. Braun Buffel hafg sale 4 Oc staff..better go tmr. =))
Damn hungry..no breakie. Lol~ My collegs r so swt..dey saw hw tired I m n every1 started gifg me coffee n coffee mixes..so nw I haf like 4 cups of coffee to drink. So sweet~~ =))
Shall go cont reading my autobiography of a 1 yr old. Tatas little ones!
8:15 AM
Friday, March 24, 2006
It's 0255 n I still cant slp. My mind's drowning in a sea of overwhelmed emotions tt I jus cant sort out. I'm tinkin of sm1..sm1 who's msg is d last I rec'd today. Wonder if he's aslp~
Tokg 2 JY on msn. We seem 2 b jus splurting out each otr's thots n feelings. It's such a pained feeling but u jus cant do nitg abt it. Miss old sch times. When etg was so carefree n easy, life was jus abt skipping lecs n tinkg of where 2 go after sch..well, tt's 4 me ah, nt tt hardworking ger. Lol~ But well, ppl haf 2 grow up n deal wif screwed up r/ships n d harsh world of insanity.
I've alwys been waitg 4 a certain sm1 2 bring me to Redang. It's been more dan a yr..jus like etg else he has said, ntg ever seems 2 b real. Guess I'll b gg wif sm1 else..I dono who yet..soon.
Well, tmr's anor day. I wana watch The Shaggy Dog. I don pin any hopes on him 2 do nitg nimore. Haf much better tgs 2 do wif my time. Like slpg.
Sighs. Y m I so bitter? Nah..4gt it..nt worth it. I don even noe wtf I'm tokg abt. Shall go 2 bed nw..zZz~
0320. Still cant slp. Went 2 try dis face recognition thingy frm bean bean. Cool. I look like a moustached old man.
Mb I shd reali change my name to Francis..lol
Irritated. ARGH!!!!! Can't wait 4 d nite 2 pass. =S
2:55 AM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
As her key turns in d lock, she hears tt familiar sound of barking. As she pushes d door open, d familiar sight of 4 doggies jumping up her legs greets her. Beautiful aroma of dinner cooking in d kitchen, living room brightly lit, tv on. Everything looks so familiar. She walks in2 d kitchen, a warm smile frm mom, "dinner's ready soon..u wana eat dis 1st?" She hands her a box of noodles she made. "Okie." She smiles.
She chats wif mum abt d day's happenings, laughed n joked. Dinner's ready. It's a simple meal of fried rice. But it's more delicious dan any cusine can ever b. Dey sit in d living rm, watching tv wif bro, laughing at watever was showing. Dere canot b a warmer feeling dan dis. Dad comes hm. He smiles in surprise. Asks if she's eaten. Watch more tv 2gtr.
Den she gets up to leave. Dad asks her y's she leaving so early. She jus smiles and leaves. Mum walks her 2 d door n asks her 2 bcareful n come over nitime. She nods n closes d door behind her.
As she walks away, she looks bk at d closed door. Even yrs dwn d road, even if dey r no longer in contact, even w/o his presence, a v.big part of her will alwys b wif dis family, livin in dis home. Tt's a fact tt no1 can ever change. She had left her heart behind wen she walked out tt door.
Beautiful story eh? My heart bleeds 4 d ger in tt story~
I'm so tired 2dae. Spent d whole afternoon in d office reading dis v.cute bk tt Dyl lent me. It's called "An authobiography of a 1 yr old" Damn cute. Let u noe d story wen I m done wif d book. Kinda slow day 2dae, esp after lunch. Surfing d net, emailing, reading, gg toilet. Usual stuff. Lol~
Dyl promised 2 stop smoking. =D But well..sighs..~~ D whole world can quit smoking but tt 1 person who claims he loves me d most nv will..y? Beats me. Guess e1's definition of love is diff.
I was tellin Ter I tink I m a trouble magnet. I simply jus haf a magnetic force 2 instantly pull trouble 2 me. Weird isn't it? His reply? "U alwys mei shi zao shi zuo." *shakes head n looks away* He was referrin 2 wat I did 2nite. Don ask me. I wun tell.
Oh tt reminds me of a funi conversation I had wif Shian d otr day..
Me: Ouch! Ni dian wo!! I m wearing long sleeve u still can dian me!! =/ Shian: Wat 2 do? I m an electric charger. Me: (~.-) *A sudden gust of cool breeze blew n 5 black crows flew above us*
Shd b gg dwn to d NATAS fair tmr. Mum asked me 2 chk out abt d Taiwan trip packages. She's tinkg of us gg dere. Shd I?
Oh btw, I've changed my name. It's spelt FrancYN nw. =)
Seems like a rainy nite. Alot of thots on my mind. Sighs..tink so much 4 wat? I wun haf any ans in d end niwae..~
10:51 PM
I was hafg 2nd thots abt dis..but after last nite, I don c any reasons 4 tt nimore.
Went Irish Pub at Winsland House. I've alwys loved tt pl. It's my blue star star pl..wen Dylan suggested dere 4 dinner.. =))!! Niwaes, I din noe dey had food dere..lol~
Without a single care in d world
1 of d largest sandwiches I've ever seen..
Don quite get it but kinda love it..
he got blinded by my flash..lol~
I've learnt tt I'm reali not a movie after alcohol person. Felt so slpy after tt pint of Kilkenny tt I was struggling 2 kp awake during d start of Nanny McPhee.
Dis show is so magical it reali blows me off my seat. Dono hw 2 describe it..nt reali fairytale-like..but it was jus very..well, magical. Show's abt dese kids (who btw, r so-o-o cute!) who got dis new nanny whom dey hated at 1st but grew to love in d end. I'm 2 tired 2 elaborate..go catch it..it's reali quite nice.
Oh btw, carrot's married. =`(
I'm hafg a weird feeling. Y do I alwys get in2 dis kinda shit?? Sighs..
12:21 AM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Words mean nothing. Ur actions haf shown me everything I ever needed to know.
11:06 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
Wanted 2 blog ytd but blogger cldn't upload my pics. But 1st..let me entertain u wif some bits of conversations I had wif Ter on msn on my way to JP after work..'Si Si Si' is Ter, 'FrancineSy' wld of cos b me.
(....we were talkin abt his int for air steward dis comin wed n he's quite nervous abt it..) FrancineSy: I can come up wif an openin 4 u wen u haf 2 self intro.."Hi every1, I m Terry. U can call me Jerry n I don like Tom." Si Si Si: Yea, tt'll def get me the job. Si: nt in sia tho'..in Warner Bros..as a cartoon. Sy: Hahahas~ I was jus tryin 2 help.. ------------------------------------------------------------ (..talkin abt some otr crap..) Si: tink I shd take up dance class Sy: Hahahaha..y did u fig tt out? Si: cos i tink i m not complete Sy: wat dance? ballet? so by dancing u'll b..complete? Si: nay not tt la..jus smtg i wanted to do Sy: u make mi die frm laughter man..imagining u in little pink tights Si: erm it's dance class nt gay stripper class Sy: lol~ ----------------------------------------------------------- Yea~ N so, I was v.entertained on d long n tiring journey after work. Hahas~
Oki, flashback to ytd. Movie critics 1st. Watched The Dorm
It's d least ghostly horror show I've watched in my life. It was a nice n touching friendshipy show instd. Show's abt ghost who died and befriended dis human boy and deir frdship grew so deep tt it passed d boundaries of mankind. Dis boy was willing to sacrifice his life to save his ghost frd..it was kinda swt.. =)
Went 2 dis reali gorgeous pl..Equinox restaurant 4 dinner. It's at d 70th level of Swissotel, where New Asia Bar is. D view is simply amazing.
1900 hrs
Evening falls..
Beautiful nite view of the city..
Can u c d lights along Nicole Highway?
Equinox
Food was dee-licious! But well, at $200+ for 2 ppl, it better b gd..
Even d glass is so unique~
Drinks were great as well..all dis was so meticulously planned by Em..he's jus d sweetest.. =)
Reali tks 4 etg..n 2 ans ur qn..yes, I was touched.. =)
Went NAB for a drink after tt. Red wine as usual. Place was nt as crowded as last wk wen I went wif Ter n we even managed 2 get a window seat! =)
Mmm..
New Asia Bar
So tt was ytd..today? Hmm..let's c..work was a yawn as usual. Went 2 work hafg a dready feelin abt my complaint cm last wk. Sighs~ hopefuli tt's over. Em said dere's smtg wrong wif my cust svc..y do I kp gettin complains. Lol~ Mayb ba..I wana get outta dis line!!! Grr**
Niwaes, went JP 2 mt Shian 4 din din. He told me he'll mt me at 7+abit. Ended up was 7+alot. He reached at almst 8!! Well, but tt's usual 4 him..shd b quite hapi tt great pilot did actuali show up la. Haas~ Ate Mos Burger.
He said tt if dere were more custs like us, Mos wld b startin 2 charge ppl 4 chilli sauce..hahas~
Saw a seat, sudd miss my gz.. =(
Precious memories
Precious moments
Sighs..don tink ni1 will understand wth I'm sayin..well, nm..~~
Den walked ard Liberty Market..he was wheeling me ard on d trolley..hahas~ Can imagine? Dere I was in office wear n standing on d trolley like a little kid. Lol~ Bot some stuff..den dec'd to go watch d Date Movie.
My comments? If u haf abt an hr 15 mins in ur life tt u jus haf 2 waste or reali don haf nitg better 2 do, go catch it. Basically, 2 words sums up d show. Senseless comedy.
Den as we were walkin back 2 my pl, we passed by dis pl which reminded Shian of dis funi family which was digging d grd in d middle of d nite wen he sent me hm once a long time ago. Lol~ It's fun tinkg of wat we used 2 do..wen we were still in sch n all tt was worryin us..or at least me, is hw 2 smoke my way thru tmr's tutorial. Lol~
Okie~ Gtg catch some flying zZzs le if nt tmr I'll b fallin aslp on my phone again. Lol~ I've spent almst 2 hrs on dis post cos blogger jus din wan 2 upload my pics. Grr** Tatas little ones! Nites!!
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
12:38 AM
