- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Can't rem wen was d last time I came 2 work without a hangover. My gosh..tink I left my liver at Cloud 9 last nite. Met Alex 4 dinner at Chilli Thai again..kinda like d pl..dono y. Went Cloud 9 at Boat Quay 4 a drink after tt. It's his frd's pub..nw I noe where 2 go when I wan a drink by myself after work le. We almst had d whole pl 2 ourselves cos dere weren't many custs. Learnt 2 play a new dice game with them, sang songs & drank alot. At 1st he kept tellin mi nt 2 drink 2 much cos he's scared I'll turn alcoholic but later in2 d nite, he was drinking as much as me le..haas~ V.long nv c him le..smhw his presence alwys gifs me a sense of security..it feels like..I dono..I noe tt he'll b dere 4 me when I nd sm1 as he's alwys been. "Anytime u nd company, as long as I can mk it, I'll definitely come n meet u..tt's my promise 2 u." Hey Lex, tks 4 takin care of me last nite. Dono wat I'd haf done w/o u.. =)
Finali gotten closure last nite. Time 4 alot of changes. The pain is still dere but I guess wen it's time 2 let go, u jus haf 2. I can't find any reasons 2 hold on nimore. Joe, leaving u is d hardest tg I ever had 2 do..but u've forced me 2 do tt time n time again. I dono wat 2 say 2 u nimore..tks 4 d mems..I'll nv 4gt etg u've done 4 me..u take care..Seasons may change, winter to spring..but I'll love u..until the end of time.. I'm feelin shiverish..it's nt cold but dono y I kp shivering. I tink I haf alcohol flowing in my veins. Sighs..Ter's off 2dae. Bored bored bored. No1 2 email. Sighs..
Cant wait 4 Fri..I nd a gd slp..nd 1 day wen I can wake up without a spinning headache. Feel like takin mc but tink dis mth take 2 many le. Dis feelin is terrible. Feel like puking. Blehz.
1337. Cld barely eat lunch. Drank abit of fish soup..feel like throwing up the fish nw. I dono if my pain is self-inflicted or dono wat-inflicted. Sighs..Ter said it'll go away soon..WHEN will it go away?? Kinda miss him. No1 2 crap wif me 2dae =/
1500. Sighs..can stop work early 2dae..gt some kinda briefng thingy. Anor 2 hrs 15 mins to go. Bean bean so fierce. She scold me. Bu xi huan..*pouts* She ask me don drink 2 much..later kidney canot take it -.-'''. Since wen does alcohol got nitg 2 do wif kidney??? Bean bean breathes wif her intestines (n_n)v
Cracking my brain to tink of a new password. Bloody comp prompting mi every 15 mins 2 change my pw. Irritating. Can't tink of any otr pw tt I can rem ley..shit. Sighs..y muz we change things? Y can't tgs stay d same? Dis is an ironic metaphor.
1540. Oh gosh..y does time pass so slow today?? Jus had a thot. No matter hw impt u tink sm1 is 2 u, smhw as time goes by n contact lessens, d feeling oso goes away. Does tt mean tt person was nv impt 2 u in d 1st pl? Was lookin at sm1 whose presence I thot was vital 2 me at work. Sudd, without even realizing it, he no longer is. Isit tt my feelings haf changed or isit bc they were nv dere? Hw I wish I can feel dis way abt every1. SIGHS..
I nd a makeover. Hmm..will go rebond my hair soon..hair's in a mess. Haf started wearing skirts oso..shocked quite a few ppl..hahas~ Wat else shd I do? Hmm..ni1 noes where 2 get a new brain? Tink my current 1 is 2 full of tgs tt shdn't b dere nimore.
1555. *Tick tock tick tock* Shall pay d washroom a visit.
1626. Sudd a sentence came in2 my mind.."Don name ur son Humphrey.."Sighs.. *heartache* Wun ever get married, much less 2 say haf any kids. Will nv trust ni1 wif my feelings again.
1756. Back frm briefing. Guy bs me was slpg away. Can imagine hw interesting the talk was. Haas~ Oki..gg off le! Tatas~ SIGHS...
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
8:40 AM