- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
November 2005[::] December 2005[::] January 2006[::] February 2006[::] March 2006[::] April 2006[::] May 2006[::] June 2006[::] July 2006[::] August 2006[::] September 2006[::] October 2006[::] November 2006[::] December 2006[::] January 2007[::] February 2007[::] March 2007[::] April 2007[::] May 2007[::] June 2007[::] July 2007[::] August 2007[::] September 2007[::] October 2007[::] November 2007[::] December 2007[::] January 2008[::] February 2008[::] March 2008[::] April 2008[::] May 2008[::] June 2008[::] July 2008[::] August 2008[::] December 2008[::]
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Don gif me any promises. I'm tired of hearing them. Don say u'll nv hurt me like he did. I wun believe. Don tink tt I'm all u ever wan. I'm nt as gd as u feel. Don love me. I'm nt worth it.
Haf no idea hw I gt hm last nite. All I noe is my head's still spinning rite nw. Dragged myself outa bed dis morn, felt like puking. Woke up ard 0705, rushed all d way 2 work..2 mins late. Bleh. Nt as if I care tho'..1st time I'm late. Ate 1 panadol..seems 2 feel worse. Stomach's still churning...
Met bean bean 4 din din last nite (hey..bean bean..din din..sounds cute..). Finali went 2 eat d tofu thingy..after TWO YEARS! Hahas~ Went 2 wat's tt pl called..Mama Africa? 2 drink Erdinger after tt..Bean bean was tryin 2 make d elephant on d signboard drop on my head. =/
Funi face bean bean..
Dwn 2 LV after tt 4 anor drink wif d guys..I started off jus wantg a drink jus 2 mk myself slp at nite..smhw ended up kinda drunk. 2 many things on my mind. I can't get over it. It's killing me. Heard alot of songs tt reminded me of d past..I rem my promise nt 2 drink..but nw, it doesn't mean nitg nimore..d word "promise" is no longer in my dictionary.
Hey bean bean..din mean 2 break dwn lydet..soz if I scared ya.. =p Btw, I found dis big heart-shaped candle thingy in my bag dis morn..u haf any idea hw it got there? Did I buy tt tg?? Y wld I buy it niwae? I reali can't rem..
Bean bean & me..
I reali dono wat I'm doin nimore. Feels like a v.large rock has been lifted off my shoulder yet it seems a v.big part of me is gone. Can't ever go bk 2 wat I was b4 nimore. I dono hw long it'll take me 2 heal..I dono wen my heart will stop feelin so painful. I dono nitg nimore..
Funi cust called 2 report loss of her UOB atm card. I thot I was d 1 hafg a headache. My gdness -.-'''
Bean bean, tks 4 being dere 4 me. Don worry, I'm ok..I jus nd some time 2 get myself back. I dono hw long it's gg 2 take but I'll get dere smhw. I noe u guys care alot 4 me..reali grateful 4 tt.. =)
1429. Time's crawling by. I don feel any better frm dis morn. Still feel like puking. Cldn't eat much for lunch. Food seems tasteless 2 me nw. Seem 2 haf lost interest in doing nitg. Tried 2 surf ard 4 some wrestling stuff..almst wanted 2 kill myself. Guess I've finali given up on wrestling. It's 2 painful. 2 2 painful.
Dere r so many thots in my mind nw. I feel like I'm drowning in my own flood of emotions. Can I jus sink in? 2 tired 2 tread water le. Actuali even as I m typing dis, I haf no idea wat I m typing. I m 2 bored in office nw tt's y I m jus typin, typing, typing..
Rec'd v.swt msgs frm ppl..tks y'all. U guys noe who u r..I'll b oki de..etg takes time..tks 4 being so nice..~
Hees~ My xiao shuai ge is jus bs me nw..cheap trill la..nt tt I m interested..jus keeping my mind off my choking feeling 4 like 5 secs. 2.5 hrs 2 go..sighs..
1612. Pls kill me. I had a cust called Mochi. Kill me. Pls jus kill me. My gdness. HELP!!!! Shit. I'm swearing off dogs. Each time I c 1, I'll kick it. D table I'm sitting at is full of pooh bears. Suddenly I haf murderous thots.
1718. Can't wait 2 get out of dis pl. Stifling. Meetg Alex 4 dinner. Funi guy. Supp 2 mt him at 1815. He was here at 1650. Tink he's 2 eager 2 c me. Haas~
1740. Bean bean no nice. Bluff me. Said I paid $50 4 tt candle. 4 a moment dere I reali thot I had gone crazy. *box* & wassup wif my cups of carrots? It's nice ma..nxt time I gif u 1 cup k? =))
1750. Y r all my memories so far away yet etg seemed 2 haf happened jus ytd. Xin hao tong. Feel so lost yet kinda free. Can't take bk my words, can't turn back time. Joe, u r wrong. True love does exist. U had d truest love ever possible by ur side 4 more dan a yr but u chose 2 break it time n time again. Love gets tired. Human feelings r nt smtg 2 b toyed wif..I still believe every word u said, I believe u reali love me. But u've made me lose sight of d love we once had. Mayb watever we had was reali jus a dream, a fairytale tt we both imagined. No matter wat, dis sentence will forever b in my heart..Seasons may change, winter to spring..but I'll love u, until the end of time..
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
8:11 AM