- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
November 2005[::] December 2005[::] January 2006[::] February 2006[::] March 2006[::] April 2006[::] May 2006[::] June 2006[::] July 2006[::] August 2006[::] September 2006[::] October 2006[::] November 2006[::] December 2006[::] January 2007[::] February 2007[::] March 2007[::] April 2007[::] May 2007[::] June 2007[::] July 2007[::] August 2007[::] September 2007[::] October 2007[::] November 2007[::] December 2007[::] January 2008[::] February 2008[::] March 2008[::] April 2008[::] May 2008[::] June 2008[::] July 2008[::] August 2008[::] December 2008[::]
Friday, February 17, 2006
The bike was dashing at full speed. The rider did not notice the hump up ahead and when the bike ran pass the hump, the rider flew upwards in2 the air and fell frm a v.v.great distance. As she was falling, she felt so peaceful, as if she was flying..the fall lasted so long..it was as if she'd nv land. When she finali did, there wasn't any pain. In fact, she felt so peaceful.Jus at tt v.moment, I woke up, startled. Tt dream repeated itself 3x last nite n each time, d distance I fell became greater. I m so tired nw..my gdness.
Went to look up on the meaning of falling dreams. As a symbol, falling highlights a loss of emotional equilibrium or self-control. You may fear "letting go" in real life. Anxiety usually accompanies this dream. It may represent your insecurity, a lack of self-confidence, a fear of failure or an inability to cope with a situation. The dream may be urging you to stop resisting an impulse from the unconscious. The dream may be a warning.My gdness..how freakingly true it is.
Em came 2 acc me 4 a walk in d park opp my hse last nite wif a drink in my hand. Lookin at d serene lake, I sudd felt so calm. The nite breeze was chilly but I wasn't cold nimore.
I dono y I m feelin dis way. I m jus v.angry at myself 4 letting myself go thru dis stupid phase time n time again. It's as if I c dis brick wall n I jus can't stop crashing myself against it. I reali dono wtf m I doin. Sighs..
"U noe v.well u don haf 2 go thru dis..dere r otrs who r willing to do nitg 4 u.." "Stop feeling dis way..u noe dere r otr choices available..some even so near u.."
I've been hearing so much of dese stuff 4 d past few mths. I nd a new brain AND a new heart. Argh!! I've gotta stop looping in circles n get my life back. Sighs..if tt's ever possible.
Feel so stifled nw. Sighs..24 mins to lunch. Woke up wif a terrible headache. Muz've been falling 2 much in my dreams. Canot take any more mcs for d nxt 2 mths le..gotta start planning my leave oso..bloody leave system here sux big time. Hafta apply like 2 mths in advance. I miss my prev wkpl..gif half hr notice oso can de..bleh.
8 mins 2 lunch. Damn hungry but no appetite. My life seems perfect, yet it seems screwed up. Contradicting thots. My mind's gg 2 explode.
1257. Back frm lunch. Bloody shit. Gt accused 4 smtg I nv did. Y do I alwys haf 2 get involved in all dis crap? Y do all dese f*ing bitches keep f*ing wan 2 bother me?! Get ur bloody claws away frm me!! Argh!!! Qi si wo le. I m a normal, sane person. Y do crazy ppl kp btohering me?? My gdness! All dose crazy bitches wif ntg better 2 do, pls pls pls don tink so highly of urselves n ur bfs. All of u r nt worth my time n energy at all!
I m reali gg 2 sue ppl 4 harassement alrd. I reali m. Shit.
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Friday, February 17, 2006
10:44 AM