- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
November 2005[::] December 2005[::] January 2006[::] February 2006[::] March 2006[::] April 2006[::] May 2006[::] June 2006[::] July 2006[::] August 2006[::] September 2006[::] October 2006[::] November 2006[::] December 2006[::] January 2007[::] February 2007[::] March 2007[::] April 2007[::] May 2007[::] June 2007[::] July 2007[::] August 2007[::] September 2007[::] October 2007[::] November 2007[::] December 2007[::] January 2008[::] February 2008[::] March 2008[::] April 2008[::] May 2008[::] June 2008[::] July 2008[::] August 2008[::] December 2008[::]
Friday, January 13, 2006
Was on half day 2dae. Helped Ri move hse in d afternoon. My gdness! I can't imagine hw sm1 can survive with so little stuff. 2 big duffle bags, 1 laptop, 2 big paper bags. Tt's it. But dey were all v.heavy..tink he put stones in d bags. Was I in 4 a big surprise wen we reached his new pl. Bloody bldg got no lift!!!! My goodness!! I had 2 help him carry the stone-filled bags up 4 storeys!! Luckily I go gym de. If nt..gd luck 2 him man. Helped him pack his stuff abit den went 4 din din. Hahas..it's so near town. Walked 2 Cuppage fd court 4 dinner..den went Cold Storage 2 get sm stuff 4 his new pl. I was tryin 2 b funi n made him buy all pink stuff. But etg I put in, he took it out..n in d end, he was so exasperated wif me, he jus said, "Ahh! Watever ah..u like can le!" Managed 2 get him 2 buy a pink towel. (n_n)v
Was walkin hm alone. Haven done tt in a v.long time. Dono isit d dark sky, d chilly wind, d full moon, d scarce stars or wat..sudd alot of thots came in2 my mind. I m hapi wif d way my life is nw. I like my work, haf such gd frds, my loving family, ppl who care so much abt me. No restrictions, no committments, no frustrations, nt a care in d world. I've gotten bk d freedom I had, learnt nt 2 b so serious in alot of tgs..learnt tt in dis world, no matter hw much u tink u cant live w/o sm1, in d end..wen tt person has left, u realise tt actuali he/she is nt tt indispensible after all. I nw strongly believe tt no1 canot live w/o sm1 else. I m no longer d same as b4..I guess love is reali like a glass..once broken, no matter hw u try 2 mend it..d cracks will nv go away. I m nt as patient n I wun force myself 2 accept tgs I don wan 2 nimore. Jus take tgs as dey come..I oso don wish 2 tink abt nitg tt'll gif me a headache le.
Read sm1's blog..Reali wonder y ppl r so selfish. Y r dey nv satisfied with wat dey haf n in d end, lose etg n when dey get it bk again, repeat d whole sickening cycle all over. Why?? E'1 makes mistakes. Impt tg is 2 b brave enuff 2 admit it, learn frm it & mk sure u don repeat it! Some mistakes r unreturnable. But some ppl r brave enuff 2 face up 2 it n admit. I reali admire tt courage. But sm otrs, no matter hw wrong dey r, dey'll alwys tink dey r rite..dey hurt d ppl who love them so much n dey still insist on being blind 2 their own faults n blame e'1 else 4 it. It's reali pathetic. But sadly enuff, I tink 85% of d world's population consists of such ppl. N d otr 15% r d 1s who alwys get hurt by d 85%. Sighs...
I believe tt as long as u can face up 2 ur own conscience, u'll b able 2 carry on wif ur life. Mb tt's y tt 85% of ppl can still live a ripe long life..dey do nt haf any conscience 2 spk off, tt's y dey wun feel guilty of all d crap dey do. I simply don understand y sm ppl kp denying tgs tt r so freaking obvious. Dey can look u in d eye n say no even wen dey noe it's no use hiding it nimore. F**king ridiculous.
SIGHS..sudd my heart feels so heavy. Mb I m a sinner too. I bring hurt 2 ppl who tink I bring joy 2 them. Contradicting eh? I oso dono..I m so tired. Watever it is, I nv meant 2 hurt ni1..reali. U may nt noe me, it may nt entirely b bc of me but jus wana say..I m reali sorry..
Ur words still mean smtg 2 me..patience runs out..kp seeing tgs tt doesn't make any sense. Until nw, I still rem wat u said..don let me 4gt..
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Friday, January 13, 2006
11:56 PM