- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
November 2005[::] December 2005[::] January 2006[::] February 2006[::] March 2006[::] April 2006[::] May 2006[::] June 2006[::] July 2006[::] August 2006[::] September 2006[::] October 2006[::] November 2006[::] December 2006[::] January 2007[::] February 2007[::] March 2007[::] April 2007[::] May 2007[::] June 2007[::] July 2007[::] August 2007[::] September 2007[::] October 2007[::] November 2007[::] December 2007[::] January 2008[::] February 2008[::] March 2008[::] April 2008[::] May 2008[::] June 2008[::] July 2008[::] August 2008[::] December 2008[::]
Saturday, January 28, 2006
I m depressed.
Sighs..I noe dis feeling is v.negative 4 cny eve but can't help it. Gt news after dinner tt my grand-aunt passed away. I've nv met her in my life, I've nv heard of her existence..I onli knew her 2dae as my grand-dad's elder sis..onli after she's gone. I m nt saddened by her passing away. I m saddened by the realization tt life is reali so short. It was so sudden tt it made me reflect on many tgs.
I've nv reali had 2 deal wif such kind of loss b4. Onli wen I was in P6, my paternal gdma passed on. I was relatively close 2 her but mb cos I was 2 young den 2 reali feel nitg much. I rem I cried but onli cos e'1 else was. I missed her but the memories of her was 2 little 4 mi 2 hold on 2..
Life is reali so short. Who's 2 say hw much time u haf? Smtimes I feel tt I m wasting my life away. My life is in a big mess, I don even noe wat I wan. Sighs..dono y I m so impacted by dis. I reali admire my grand-dad. I wish I had his strength. He was close 2 his sis. But wen he heard d news, he could still smile n joke with us but I noe he was crying inside. I wanted 2 console him but I noe he's d sort tt wun let ni1 c his tears, so I jus pat him on d back n smiled at him. He smiled back. He knows my concern 4 him.
My heart's in pain. Thot of sm1. Wanted 2 msg him, let him noe tt I m upset. But wat right do I haf 2 do tt? None at all. Doesn't matter. I'm gg 2 learn 2 bc like my grand-dad. I used 2 b tt way..I'll jus go back 2 d way I used 2 b.
When I wanted 2 cry, u r nv dere When I needed a shoulder 2 rest on, u've lent urs to sm1 else When I had problems at work, u r alwys furthest frm me When I m unwell, the person bs me taking care of me is nv u "Life is too short..to live alone..without some1, to call my own..."
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
10:07 PM