- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
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Saturday, December 31, 2005
Work has been crazy d past few days. Started 2 take calls le. It's nt as hard as I expected but.....nt easy oso la. Damn nervous d 1st few times. Almst died of heart attack. Wonder wen will I get used 2 it. -.-
Hahas!! I finali went gym ytd. 4gt 2 bring my sports shoes so Terry n I went ard d whole Raffles Pl area during lunch 2 hunt 4 a sports shop. Nt a single 1. Ri din believe us so after wk, he called dono wat directory hotline 2 ask. Reali. Raffles Pl has no sports shop at all. -.-''' So we walked 2 Chinatown, combed d whole pl, finali found 1 at Chinatown Pt. Halfway thru I was so damn tired wif all d walking n I asked them 2 go ahead w/o me..but dey say canot so I had 2 con't my v.tedious walk. By d time we reached Planet Fitness, we were all half dead.
Haven worked out in like 20 yrs. Did abt an hr or so den decided 2 go le. Bathed, den went 4 din din. We wanted 2 bring Terry 2 eat our fave mushroom but decided 2 haf a healthy dinner instd. So....we went Sushi Tei. Sighs..ended up ordering a ton of salmon sashimi, on top of alot of otr tgs. All 3 of us r salmon lovers. =p But dere goes our workout. Bleh. But nm ah, we've agreed..we'll go gym 3 Xs a week. Let's c hw long tt'll last..haas..
After tt went Cupid mt bean bean dey all 4 her "surprise" bdae party!! Hahas =) *drink drink drink* Sighs..bean bean hai wo..forced me 2 drink. Tell her I don drink alcohol lo..bad influence. Tsk tsk. N guess wat she drank. I tink abt 4 1.5l bottles of green tea. =/ Oh!! N I called Edmund 2 ask wat time he's coming..
Me: Wei, ni zai na li? You lai ma? Em: You, you.. Me: Ni ji dian lai? Em: Wo mei you zhe yang zao dao but yao dao le.. Me: -.-?????
Hahas..reali dono hw 2 describe him..cute n v.v.toot. Dono if tt's a gd or bad tg. =p
By d time I reached hm ard 3+ am, was damn tired. Slp slp lo..
Sighs..guess somethings once lost, will nv come back..wat's d pt of all dis? Mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de...
11:41 AM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Dis world is full of liars. Hw cm I m so lucky to meet so many of them????
10:57 PM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Let me narrate my 1st attempt at boiling water.
I came hm, dead tired. No energy 2 find food 2 eat so I bot a bowl of instant noodles hm. Guess wat. My whole pathtic hse gt no hot water. So I decided 2, 4 d 1st time in my life, boil water. I din noe hw 2 c if d water's boiled, so I decided 2 agar agar. I I let d kettle sit on d stove 4 abt 5 mins. Seems hot le. So I put my hand 2 d opening hole there, ahh..got heat. So I poured the water in2 d noodles. Let it sit 4 abt 5 mins. Ahhh...can eat le. I was so damn hungry. I opened up d lid..guess wat. SIGHS..d whole cake of noodles was still in a cake cos the water is cold. -.-''''''''''''''
But ok la..hungry nitg oso eat. I managed 2 force myself 2 eat half of d noodles. Tink I m gg 2 puke later. Gross. =(
Conclusion? I canot step in2 d kitchen.
7:34 PM
Quiet & boring day @ work 2dae. Smtg's missing. It's onli 1710..50 more mins 2 go!!! ARGH!! Last day of training..tmr taking calls le. =( I wana jus stay here in d training room. =(
So slpy. Haf 2 listen 2 a dono wat HR policy thingy nw..fell aslp 4 20 mins. Yay. 1713.
Went TCC 4 din din last nite. Nice nice..halfway thru it started pouring like mad. Gt stuck dere 4 quite awhile. After tt went 2 a pub nearby 4 a drink. Bean!! It's jus bs our tofu pl!! (which btw, u still owe me!!) Stayed dere til abt 1am den Ri & I took a cab hm. Both of us were dead tired. Lucky cabbie was jus outside waiting 4 us. I cldn't haf walked much further. Tt crazy ding dong opened a whole Chivas for 3 ppl..1 of whom is nt even a drinker. *clap clap*
Almst cldnt make it 2 work 2dae. So slpy. Shd've taken mc. =( Did a whole day of call simulation. Stressed like hell. But quite fun la..I'd rather do tt dan goin out 2 take d real calls. Hahas..Work was nt fun 2dae. =(
B4 I go, let me leave u a quote of d day: Don't do unto others wat u wouldn't want tt person to do to u.
Ciaos!
5:10 PM
Monday, December 26, 2005
Happy Boxing Day every1!!
Hw was Xmas? Mine was nice in a way but din reali do much..actuali it's d company tt counts, rite? =) Hols gona b over soon. Back 2 work tmr. Sighs..gona start answering calls le. Scared scared. =(
Oh oh! Sudd found some pics on my hp..went 2 a v.nice pl 4 dinner last wk. Nice environment..romantic orh..hees..N d food was great! I loved d deep-fried mushrooms..yummy~~
Dis is d place..Jerry's..
It's along a slope on Club Street..
Dere's a nice nice penthouse cafe directly opp frm where I was sitting..but abit canot c frm d pic ah..cos camera is nt reali nite-mode friendly.. :p
Lookg 4wd 2 nxt wk's long wkend again..or m I? Sighs..dono la..smtgs r jus so weird..will nv b able 2 understand wat tt certain person is tinkg..but d tg is..do I still even bother? I dono... -.-zzz
10:55 AM
Friday, December 23, 2005
Ri: Hey guys, wat's d last tg u'll wana do b4 u die? Me: See Bret Hart!! Ri: WAT? Sneeze very hard??? Terry: HUH?? Y wld u wana do tt? Me: SEE BRET HART!! Ri: Who d hell is Bret Hart? Me: *punch* *kick* *box* *push* -walks away-
Dis was wat happened 2 me during lunch. Idiots.
Yawns..tired. Had a super heavy lunch. Feel like slpg nw. zzz..hees..I gt an unofficial break cos my mentor is hafg a meeting so I sneaked bk in2 d training rm to slp 4 ahwile..2 cold 2 slp so nw I m typing dis. :p
Listening in to calls whole day. My training finish le..nxt wk haf 2 take calls alrd..scared scared. =(
Super bz wk..test everyday. If we gt OT pay 4 all d hrs we stayed bk, we'd b quite rich by nw. But 2 bad. Grr.
Oops..gtg! Tatas!!
Oh oh! Merry advance christmas!! =))
4:35 PM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who can tell me hw 2 get dis delivered 2 S'pore?? I'll marry tt person. Quick quick quick!! I WAN!!!!! Sobz..dey don do delivery 2 S'pore..I wan 2 migrate le. =((
Bret Hart... *dream dream dream** (n_n)
Ooo Ooo! Mama's bdae ytd..went 2 mum mum at IMM. Oh! I bot a Bret Hart vcd thingy!! Tink it's d same as d pink dvd 1...but I still wan d dvd set!!! =`(
Mee mee, Dee dee n me..
I nd 2 lose weight. Desperately. Moral support pls..n ppl haf 2 stop stuffing me wif food. I haf no will power. But I still wan my garlic bread bread.. =)
Shit. Getting bk my 2 tests frm last week tmr. N gt anor 1. Argh! Die. But nm..lookg at Bret Hart helps. Hehehehes..
Nobody likes getting hurt. But I'd rather tt dan me hurting sm1 else..watever it is, all I can say is I m reali sorry..u shd noe hw I feel.. **
11:26 AM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
SIGHS!!! Poor poor me. Had a ridiculously tiring day at work..dono y oso. Fell aslp in my trainer's face 3Xs!!! She had 2 stop d class 4 me 2 go out n wash my face. But I tink dey were thankful 2 me 4 d break la..hees. Tt's nt d best part. D best part was...my freaking test!! Grr..d whole damn paper was on 2dae's lesson, which of cos I was in dreamland. Die die die. 85% 2 pass. Do u tink I can get 85% for d nice handwriting of my name? Dere's nt much other stuff 4 her 2 mark niwae -.-'''
Ooo! My D&D on Tues..d hotel is nice, d alcohol's nice but the food sucks. Bleh. I barely ate nitg. Hey, but I wore a short skirt ok!! Hees..pictys!!
The gang
Hahas..the 2 'gers' r cute, rn't dey?
Super tired. -.-zzz Thot my mom will b at hm..SIGHS!! No food. I wanted 2 make a sandwich. No bread. I wanted 2 find biscuits. Nt a single crumb. I wanted 2 eat cereal. No milk. So nw I m eatg canned salmon. Life is beautiful. But ok la..I overate 2dae le niwaes..
Lookg 4wd 2 anor unbelievably boring class again tmr..n of cos, anor wonderful test. I din even bother 2 bring my notes bk 2 at least pretend 2 read. Can life get any better dan dis? =/
7:53 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Feel like my heart's v.heavy, yet smhw, it's kinda ping jing..Dono wat kinda feelin is dis oso. Sudd feel like thankg sm1. "U've made me discover emotions I thot I will nv feel. U've made me feel tgs I nv thot I will again. U've showed me family warmth like I'll nv haf again..n even more. I still rem where I belong. Reali." Tks 4 d early Xmas pressies..I like d cushy more..cos tt's ur idea. But I still like both ah.. =)
ZzZz..Isit 2 early 2 wake up on a Sun morn? V.tired but smhw cant slp le. OoO! I went 2 a wedding ceremony at Botanical Gardens last nite. It was beautiful..so xin fu.. =)) I like d door gift best tho'..hees..
Wedding bear bears.. Abit blur cos 2 dark la..but cute cute hor? =)
Tmr's Mon again..yawns..tinkg of sitting in d -20 degree classroom listenin 2 my trainer go on n on abt d nv-ending notes..omg. Wan 2 slp slp le..
Can't wait 2 get my specys!! Shd b at hm waitg 4 me le.. *hapi hapi* Tmr donid 2 wear contacts le..lalala...
12:30 PM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Hahahaha!! Rem my ridiculously difficult n "I din study at all" test? Hahaha!! Surprise surprise!! I got d highest in class!! Ok la, passin is 80% n I gt 87%, nt much big of a deal..but still..hehehs!! *head swell*
Went Penny Black ytd 4 our co. Xmas party. Dono isit we dono d otr ppl dere or wat but d party was B.O.R.I.N.G. I got a pooh pooh towel 4 gift exchange..reminded me of .... Sighs..nm. N I oso gt a Precious Moments photo album frm lucky draw. My collegues left ard 8+. 2 boring le. Zzz..
PICTYS @ Penny Black!!
Carissa, Diana, Terry, me & Richel..
Us wif our trainer Carolyn..
Ri was still hungry after dinner..he was gg 2 eat Terry...hehehes.. =p
Pinky.. =)
After tt, me n Ri went dwn 2 DF 2 celebrate his bdae. Actuali I was dead tired but his bdae la n gt special invitation..so I jus went. Hanged out dere til almst 4 am watchg d pool competition. D beer last nite seemed 2 b free flow. I cant rem a time wen my glass wasnt at least half filled. My gdness! We were zombies after we left d pub. D owner of d pub, Steven, saw hw damn tired we were, wanted 2 let him off early 2 send me hm but nm la..nt v.nice as Ri was supp 2 b workg. Den he wanted 2 let us crash on d sofa, n even offered 2 get d guards 2 standby outside 4 us. V.tempting offer..considerin hw close we were 2 our office..hees.
Sighs..alot of tgs flyin ard in my head nw..
I was literally jus dozing off in class 2dae. Cldn't wait 4 1800. Went ard Fullerton n Esplande 4 a walk wif Ri after work. The whole pl looks so nice..esp at nite! Den went 2 mum mum at d da pai dang opp Marina Sq..tt ding dong ordered so much food..I tink I put on 2 kg jus frm dinner 2nite. =p
Esplande..
Merlion niao niao.. =p
Den Ri went off 2 DF again n I went 2 mt Ivan dey all 2 go Momo. I was stoned even b4 I drank nitg. 2 tired le. Alcohol has bc tasteless 2 me. Sad. N my eyes hurt frm wearin contacts almst 24/7. Finali! Bed bed seems 2 b callg out 2 me. Hmm..sm1's drunk at d pub nw..sighs..ask u don drink so much le lo..Wat u wan me 2 do nw? I cant do nitg..sighs..nm..suan le..I m so tired..
Waitg 4 sm1..waitg...waitg...
12:05 AM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Long & tiring day 2dae at work. Time nv seemed 2 pass. My clown clown on mc 2dae AGAIN! C la, u dodo. Ask u don go on watever weird diet don listen. Grr! So boring 2dae. Tho we had peace n quiet.. =p but still training room seemed 2 b missing smtg. =( I had 2 go w/o swts d whole day n no1 take green bean soup 4 mi in d afternoon.. =(( But I still had a nice nice breakie.. =)))
Was listenin in 2 calls dis morning. My gdness! Early mornin, d 2nd call..d cust was screeching at d top of her voice "YOOOU R CRAZIIII!! U NOE U R CRAZIII??!!" I tell u..after finishin tt call, mi n d ger I was attached 2 reali almst went crazy. Hw d hell does ni1 get so damn much energy at 9 am?!?!
It seemed eternity til lunch. Dono y after lunch I got a big big headache. Muz b d screeching frm tt cust in d morn. Her screeching was still ringing in my ears. Classroom lesson..I fell aslp 2x..I tink all of us fell aslp at 1 pt of time. Hahas..Sighs..wanted 2 c sm1 wen I was fallin aslp..but he's nt dere.. =(
I was so bored in class tt I made a list of tgs tt I wana do n buy. Hehehes..
Ohoh! Ytd I went LPS 4 din din wif Ri. I saw a nice nice Xmas tree!!
Ugh! I hate Mondays!! It was drizzling on my way 2 work..I was prayin tt it wun rain cos working on a Mon is sad enuff..working on a RAINY Mon morn is jus tragic. Ppl shd get hald day if it rains..zzz..
Hahas..din study a word 4 my test last nite. So, I decided 2 wk up earlier 2 study. I set my alarm at 0515. I woke up, set d alarm 15 mins later, n 15 mins later n ... Hahas, by d time I woke up, 0640. Time 2 go 2 wk. So..I thot, nm, I'll rush abit, go office n study. I reached office ard 0800. Thot I was gg 2 b d earliest. Hehes..saw my usual coffee on my table n music blasting in d training rm. =) Den I heard my usual cheery but irritating morning greeting. =p
Tried v.hard 2 study but Ri n I gave up after 3 mins & decided 2 go shopping 4 sweets at 7-11 instd. I cldn't kp my eyes open d whole morning..jus kept pooping orange mint Frozz n lemon mint Ricola. Lemon n orange don go v.well 2gtr. I ate so much of d swts tt my lunch has no taste. Bleh.
We were eatg BK halfway and cats n dogs fell frm d sky. Grr! We had 2 abandon our lunch halfway cos we were sitting outside. -.-''' Den ran back 2 office & almst froze 2 death in d bloody aircon. Luckily gt hot barley on my table.. =) N got my furry jacky oso..so nt so cold le. =))
My gdness! The test! A 1 hr test bc 2.5 hrs & by d time we were done wif it, no1 had any energy left 2 move. I was almst pulling my hair in frustration. Die. Haf 2 get 85% 2 pass. If nt haf 2 re-take d bloody thing. Shit. I m so dead. After d 2.5 hrs torture, d 1st tg my trainer exclaimed wen she took our stack of papers was, "Francine! Y u got so many error cheques?!" I was like "Huh? Wrong ah? Nm la..I don care la." *scratch head* No more energy 2 bother le. *stoned*
Oh oh! I finali made my specys le! But onli wkend den can take. I haf 2 live wif d torture of wearing contacts almst 24 hrs 4 anor few days. =(
Sighs..tired. So tired. Got anor huge stack of notes waitg 4 mi. Tink I m nt even gg 2 pretend 2 read it le. Oh yay! Tmr..Mac breakie!! Yippie! Tt is..if tt ding dong can wake up on time. Sudd had a craving 4 sausage muffin during lunch..Hees.. =)
Miss him... =(
11:41 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
It's 2036. I haf 2 huge files of notes waitg 4 mi 2 study them at hm 4 d ridiculous '50 qns in an hr' test tmr morn. I noe I nd 2 go hm 2 at least jus flip thru them BUT my heart doesn't let me leave d heaven I m at nw. So..I m still nt gg hm yet. Well, u win some, u lose some. So, I'll stay up 2 read 2nite..it's worth it. =))
Sighs..wkend's gg 2 b over soon. Sad sad. =( But lookg on d brite side, I get 2 go 2 wk tmr. Well, nt exactly a brite side, but still..it beats sitting at hm tinkg of wat 2 do d whole day..which was wat I had been doin 4 d past 2 mths. Blehz. But gg 2 miss tt sm1.. =(
Hmm..u noe wat? I was wondering..r dere gay dogs? Sighs..ni1 gt any idea hw 2 get a person who's afraid of dogs 2 like dogs? I wan 2 get a dog but my mom's terrified of them. She's born in d yr of d dog..wat's wrong wif her??? Grr..
Peace n quiet 4 d past couple of days..maybe sm1's english is finali improving. Yay.
8:36 PM
zZz..slpy slpy..
Went PS dis afternoon..gt a v.cute performance gg on..Loony Tunes de..I wanted 2 buy d bedsheets..so cute..but decided nt 2 b so act cute..hahas..
La di da..dancey dance..
Left right left right..dance dance dance..
Oh! I bot a pair of pinky shoes, a pair of pinky pants n a pinky clip 2dae! Hees..2dae is act swt day. (n_n)v
Haf u seen b4 a seashell bun?? Seashell bao..mei mei orh..
The pearl in d oyster..is meat!! =))
I seem 2 b losing alot of tgs recently. 1st I lost my specs, den I lost a clip, den I lost a few sheets of my notes...sighs..mb I'll b losing my brain soon. Luckily gt anor nice nice specs 2 wear nw.. *winkz*
Sobz..gt a big big test on Mon. Haven study yet. Haf no plans 2 start nitime soon. Die!! I miss my specys.. =(
2 tired 2 blog dese few days. Weird..y do ppl alwys tink tt if a guy n a ger r at d same pl 2gtr, dey r a couple? Hmm.. -.-??? Learnt a few tgs abt myself recently:
- Coffee is NT gd 4 a hangover. It mks d grinder in ur stomach starts. =+ - I m a terrific actress. - Panadols DO NT aid hangovers. At least nt 4 me. =/ - Ppl DO NT understand d meanin of "NEVER", "EVER" & "SORRY". Grr! - D sight of nitg tt remotely resembles smtg tt I hate will trigger e'single hate bone in my body.
Slow & tiring day 2dae. My training rm was missing a v.chatty n cheery voice. Onli gt 3 of us 2dae, 2 on mc. E'1 was so dead & stoned. I was missing my entertainer. =( No1 2 shout "Franciney" 2 me at d mrt station, no coffee n breakie on my table wen I reach office, no1 2 buy me swt swt, no1 2 get me drinks during break, no1 2 finish up my fd during lunch, no1's ciggis n drinks 4 me 2 steal, no lame qns asked during class, no1 2 spam my email wen I m fallg aslp in class, no1 2 tell mi wen 2 cross d road, no1 help mi carry bag bag. =((( N 2 add on 2 my headache, I rec'd STUPID msgs AGAIN!!! Argh! LEAVE ME ALONE!! Spoilt my whole day. ARGH!
Oh btw, bean! Saw ur new look! U look so cute nw!! =)))
Went to Maxwell mkt wif Ri 4 din din ytd. Bean! I passed by our fake botanical gardens!! I noe hw 2 walk dere ley!! Hees. Saw dis nice nice water tube thingy at Far East Sq..
The water inside can move de orh..gt bubbles smmore..so ke ai =)
Oh! Hahas..anor funi tg we saw at d hawker center.
Guo Tie direct translation is Potstickers..guo = pot, tie = stickers...hahahas!!
We went Club DF again after dinner. Met sm1 v.interestg dere. He told me smtg. "In life, all e'1 is lookg 4 is happiness. Wen u r hapi, u wan 2 share wif ppl ard u. Wen u r sad, jus kp 2 urself. Even if u drink urself 2 death, no1 will care." True. Even if ppl tell u dey care, do dey reali? Niways, he was a nice but strange guy. Wen he saw tt my glass was empty le, he said he wans 2 buy mi a drink. I told him I gtg soon cos I was v.tired. He said, no no..it's still so early. Insisted on buying me A drink. I thot ok la, jus A drink onli. Guess wat. His A drink was ONE JUG of beer! N I had jus finished my 1 jug. My gdness. N guess wat else! 15 mins later, I went 2 d washrm & came out, he's gone! Left behind his namecard n a note & poof! Disappear le. -.-''' Weird. Niways..finished d beer wif a little sympathy help frm Ri. Nt v.much of a help tho..jus kept laughin at me. *box*
Ri & me.. =)
Heard some songs..1 of them was Andy Lau's "xin zhi you ni". Long time le..since I last heard dis song. Still tt nice. =`(
Sighs..feel like I haven slpt in wks..so tired..I nd slp. N I nd tt person who kps tellin mi "sorry" n "I wun ever bother u again" to learn d meaning of dose words!! "Ever" does nt mean 2 days! "Sorry" has NO meaning 2 me nimore! U guys haf made tt word lose e'single bit of its meaning!
Sighs. Zhen yu jia..zhi you yi xian zhi cha. 2 me, tt line has bc 2 thin..2 thin. I still miss u..
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Saturday, December 31, 2005
11:41 AM
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