- My darling little boy <3
- Bret Hart!!!
- My frds who stuck by me thru thick n thin
- My wonderful family
- D no. '2'
- Burberry Candy Pink/Blue Label
- Radley
- Strawberries/cranberries & bitter chocolate
- Forming pictures n stories wif clouds
- Sunset
- Ice cold beer/Merlot
- Strawberry Margarita!
♥ w|sH|nG uPoN a sHoOt|nG sTaR
- For my loved 1s to be well n healthy
- To someday be Mrs L..n :)
- See Bret Hart!!!
- A cute little doggie of our own!
- Taiwan trippie!!
- Redang trippie
- Europe trippie
- Spend Xmas in Calagry
- A room filled wif tatty bears
- Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly -
I m a simple ger, living in d beautiful, dreamy world my dearest little boy has created 4 us. He has simplified my world of complications.
"Sm1 who holds me at my weakest, sees me at my ugliest, and a heart that still loves me at my worst."
I wan 2 b remembered as d ger who alwys mks u exasperated but canot stop laughing, finds her irritating yet enduring, d ger who brings a smile 2 ur face even wen she canot find her own.
Blessed wif wonderful frds, families n d sweetest love. To all dose who haf left footprints in my life, if dey haf've been blown away by d wind, I'd prob haf 4gtten abt u, n u'd prob nt b reading dis. But for dose who haf left a mark in my heart, I'll hold u dear in me forever. Tks 4 makg such a big diff in my life (:
~ 我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 ~ Current state of mind:
"If only smiles r reflections of wat d heart feels, love will b real. If only love is untainted without deceit, fairytales will come true. If only u believe, dere'll alwys b me & u."
♥ My Yester-years
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Friday, November 18, 2005
My every exhalation seems to release half of d air in my lungs. I haf no strength to take in my next breath. My every step 4wd seems to put me back 10 steps. I haf no more strength to move on.
Spent d whole afternoon ytd staring at all d unpacked stuff lying on my floor. Dono hw 2 start. Den decided 2 gif up & go n slp. Woke up like 50Xs, den gave up tt idea oso. Went to mt R for din din. Reached his office, he was still typing a v.short passage thingy on Word. Said he'll b done in awhile den we can go 4 din din. There were like 4 paras left. I sat dere 4 abt 20 mins. He was almst finished wif 1 para. MY GDNESS!! Den B came in, looked at him & said,"I tink u finish typing dis we can go n eat le..I can't wait 4 u 2 finish. V.hungry." Hahas..so ke lian. Den I offered 2 help him type. He went washroom, came bk, I finished d whole brochure le. Amazing typing skills R has. *clap clap* *beany hush hush oki? don let him c dis..he'll kill me. =p*
Den we went 2 mum mum. R & B (hahas..) were staging some kinda xiang sheng thingy..in d middle of d food court, dey were doing gongfu actions. Reali cracked me up. Tink tt was d 1st smile I cld break in 2 days. Cldn't eat much & as usual, d 1 who's 4ever on diet helped me finish my food. =p
Den went bk 2 office & stone 4 d nxt few hrs, waiting 4 'em 2 clear work. D air con was so cold..it almst made me doze off. Rec'd some msgs..tore apart my heart all over again. Miss u guys too..haf & will alwys regard u as my family as well..
Went LV for a drink after tt. Can't rem hw much I drank. Onli rem waking up at ard 3+ am feeling so much like puking but yet cldn't. Oh! I stole R's ciggis..hehehes.. (n_n)v Tks so much 4 d company u guys.. =)
Woke up at 0830..my gdness. My head felt like it was literally splitting open! Had an interview at 0930. Popped 2 panadols & went out. I think panadol haf reverse effect on me. It made me feel worse. Managed 2 float my way 2 the pl..dono wat d guy was tokg abt & floated my way out again. Went 4 anor int in d afternoon. My gdness. I opened d door 2 a v.weird smell but I jus can't put my finger 2 it. Den I realised wat d pl smelt like. Rotten jackfruits + fever syrup. No no no..canot take it. Plus, d pl is kinda ulu. Nw I noe hw d gers in d past who had 2 bind their feet felt like. I walked almst d whole Shenton Way in new heels. It was pure torture.
Came hm, felt so dead. Looks like it's gg 2 rain again. Still tinking abt wat he said jus nw..tinking tinking tinking..y do I still bother 2 tink? Tt's anor million $ qn I'll nv haf an ans to..
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Friday, November 18, 2005
5:47 PM